Atmadharma magazine - Ank 115
(Year 10 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2479, A.D. 1953)
(English transliteration).

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dvitIy vaishAkha 2479 14pa
ranI nirgranthadashA thaI tenA AdhAre kAI munipaNun nathI; hA, munipaNA vakhate sharIranI tevI dashA hoy chhe jarUr,
paN munipaNun to AtmAnA avalambane pragaTelI vItarAgIdashAmAn chhe. chaitanyanA anubhavamAn lIn thatAn vItarAgI
munidashA pragaTI ne rAganI utpatti ja na thaI, tyAn ‘AtmAe rAgane chhoDayo’ em vyavahArathI kahevAy chhe;
kharekhar rAg utpanna thayo ane tene chhoDayo–em nathI. vaLI rAg chhUTatAn rAganA nimittarUp vastrAdi parigrah
paN svayam chhUTI gayo, tyAn AtmAe te parigrahane chhoDayo em kahevun te upachAr mAtra chhe, kharekhar te vastrAdinI
kriyAno kartA AtmA nathI.
bhagavAn to potAnA Anandakand svarUpamAn jhUlatA hatA ane sahaj atIndriyaAnandarUpI amRutano
anubhav karatA hatA. traNe kALanA munionI dashA AtmAnA sahajAnandamAn jhUlatI hoy chhe, deh upar vastrano
tANo paN temane hoto nathI; anrtasvarUpamAn jhUlatAn jhUlatAn rAg saheje ghaTI jAy chhe tethI vastrAdinA grahaNanI
vRutti ja antaramAn UThatI nathI ne bahAramAn vastrAdinun grahaN hotun nathI. hajI jene AvI munidashAnun bhAnapaN na
hoy tene to samyagdarshan paN hotun nathI, to bAr bhAvanA ke munipaNun to kayAnthI hoy?
juo, ahIn to samyagdraShTinI bhAvanAnI vAt chhe. hun akhanDAnand chaitanya jyot chhun, rAgano ek ansh
paN mane hitarUp nathI, dehAdi koI padArtha mane sharaNarUp nathI, mAro dhruv AtmA ja mane sharaNarUp chhe–AvI
anrtadraShTipUrvak AtmAmAn visheSh lInatA thatAn asthiratAno rAg chhUTI jAy tenun nAm bhAvanA chhe. ane te samvar
chhe. ‘hun trikALI gnAyakatattva chhun, pramatta–apramatta evA bhed paN mArA trikALI svarUpamAn nathI’–AvI draShTi
pahelAn thavI joIe, pachhI ja temAn lInatAthI munidashA pragaTe chhe. AvI munidashAmAn jhUlatA bhagavAn shrI
kundakundAchAryadev samayasAranI chhaThThI gAthAmAn kahe chhe ke–
णवि होदि अप्पमत्तो ण पमत्तो जाणओ दुजो भावो।
एवं भणंति सुद्धं णाओ जो सो उ सो चेव।।
aho! mAro AtmA apramatta ke pramatta paryAy jeTalo nathI, mAro AtmA to ek gnAyakabhAv chhe;
apramatta ane pramatta evA be bhedanA vikalpathI hun AtmAne khanDit nathI karato. paN akhanD gnAyakabhAvapaNe
AtmAne anubhavun chhun.–juo A munidashA! neminAth bhagavAne Aje AvI munidashA pragaT karI. ‘hun gnAyak
chidAnand chhun’ evI draShTi to hatI, pachhI temAn lIn thaIne bhagavAne munidashA pragaT karI. te munidashA kayAny
bahArathI nathI pragaTI, paN antaramAn chidAnandapinD AtmAnA anubhavathI te dashA pragaTI chhe. aho! e munidashAnA
AnandanI shun vAt? dhanya te dashA! dhanya te avasar!
shrI neminAth bhagavAn rAjakumAr hatA, AtmAnun bhAn hatun paN hajI asthiratAno rAg thato hato.
rAjImatI ne paraNavA jatAn vachche pInjarAmAn pUrAyelA pashuono pokAr sAmbhaLIne vairAgya thayo. ane anitya–
asharaN vagere bAr bhAvanA bhAvIne bhagavAne dIkShA lIdhI. asthiratAno paN rAg chhoDIne bhagavAn muni thayA.
badhAy tIrthankar bhagavanto vairAgya thatAn bAr bhAvanA bhAve chhe. pUrve shAntinAth bhagavAn vagere tIrthankaroe paN
AvI bhAvanA bhAvIne dIkShA lIdhI hatI. atyAre mahAvideh kShetramAn sImandhar bhagavAn birAje chhe temaNe paN
dIkShA pahelAn A bAr bhAvanA bhAvI hatI. gnAnAnandasvarUpanA avalambane ja A bAr bhAvanA yathArtha hoy chhe.
dhuravasvarUpanI draShTipUrvak temAn lInatA vaDe adhruv evA rAgAdibhAvo chhUTI jAy–tenun nAm kharI anityabhAvanA
chhe. bArey bhAvanAmAn avalamban to ek AtmAnun ja chhe.
aho! mAro chidAnand dhruvaAtmA te ja mArun sharaN chhe, e sivAy sanyogo to kShaNik chhe te koI mane
sharaNarUp nathI; rAgAdi bhAvo paN mane sharaNarUp nathI mArA AtmasvarUpano Asharo laun to ja mane sharaNarUp
chhe.–A pramANe potAnA dhruvasvabhAvanA avalambane ja sAchI asharaNabhAvanA hoy chhe. jene andaramAn chaitanyanun
sharaN bhAsyun hoy tene ja asharaNabhAvanA yathArtha hoy. shAntinAth, kunthunAth ne aranAth e traNe tIrthankaro to
chakravartI hatA paN andar bhAn hatun ke A chha khanDanA rAjavaibhavamAn kayAny paN mArun sharaN nathI, mArA chidAnand
AtmA sivAy jagatamAn bIjun koI mane sharaNarUp nathI, mAro gnAyakamUrti AtmA ja mane sharaNarUp chhe. Anandakand
chaitanya jyot antaramAn bharI chhe, siddhasvarUpI chaitanyasAmarthya mArI AtmashaktimAn bharyun chhe, te ja mane sharaN chhe.
sImandhar bhagavAn vartamAn birAje chhe teo ane bIjA anantA tIrthankaro AvI bhAvanA bhAvIne muni thayA
hatA. sharaNabhUt evA chaitanyanun avalamban laIne temAn lIn thatAn, bahAramAn ‘A mane