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aparAdh shun ane keTalo?
AtmAe paramAn sukh mAnyun te ja aparAdh, ane tenun phaL te sansAranI jel. A bhUl nAnI sUnI nathI,
anant–behad kevaLagnAn, behad vIrya Adi anant guNothI bharelA svarUpano anAdar karyo chhe. nirmaL sahaj
chidAnand svarUpamAn sukh nahi mAnatAn paramAn sukhanI mAnyatA e gunho nAno nathI, paN svarUpanA anAdarano
mahAn aparAdh chhe.
potAnA svarUpanun ajANapaNun, svarUpanA abhAnane laIne paramAn sukh buddhi e AtmAno mahAn
aparAdh chhe. svarUpanun abhAn, paramAn lInatA tathA paramAn sukhanI lAlach e ja aparAdhanun kAraN chhe. shAshvat
kAyamI sbhAvanA bhAn vinA par vastuthI sukh thashe evI nAshavAn buddhimAn avinAshInA anAdarano mahAn
aparAdh chhe. AtmAnA avinAshI svarUpamAn mAl na mAnatAn, paravastuno sanyog ke je nAshavAn chhe temAn mAl
mAnyo te ja chorAshInI jelanun mULiyun chhe.
mUL gunho shun ane kyAn sudhI?
mArAmAn sukh–shAnti nathI em svarUpanun abhAn ane puNya, AbarU, sharIr, strI, rAjya vageremAn sukhanI
mAnyAtAno bhAv te AtmAno param aparAdh chhe; tenA phaLamAn janma–jarA–maraN phATe chhe.
je bhAv rAdharahit hoy te aparAdh chhe; gunhArahit bhAv te AtmasvabhAv chhe, ane te gunhArahitapaNA
vagarano je bhAv (arthAt gunhAsahIt je bhAv) te aparAdh chhe.
AtmA svatantra paranA AdhAr vinAno chhe, te draShTi chUkIne paramAn sukh mAne te AtmA aparAdhI chhe. je
AtmA svayam ashuddhapaNe pariName te virAdhak chhe. jyAre potAmAnthI sukhashAntino nirNay khasyo tyAre paranI IchchhA
thaI ane tethI tene shuddha AtmAnI siddhino abhAv chhe. je bAhya draShTimAn aTavANo tene sAkShIsvarUpanI antaradraShTino
abhAv chhe. paranA grahaNanA sadbhAv vaDe shuddha AtmAnI siddhino–shuddha AtmAnA vikAsano–abhAv chhe.
AtmAmAn sukh chhe ane AtmA abandh (niraparAdh) chhe em jyAn sudhI jIv nathI jANato tyAn sudhI te
aparAdhI chhe–gunhegAr chhe.
svabhAvanI shankA ej gunho
svabhAvamAn sandeh ane paramAn nisandeh evA aparAdhanA kAraNe potAnA sukh svarUp svabhAvamAn sandeh
paDyo chhe, ane jyAn sukh nathI tyAn sukh mAnI beTho chhe, tethI sukhano anubhav nathI.
he chaitanya bhagavAn! jo tArI mAlavALI vastunA dhaNIpaNA (mATIpaNA)nun tane bhAn hoy to sharIrAdi
par–mATInun dhaNIpaNun tun kare nahIn.
parane grahaN karavAnI buddhi vaDe ane AtmAmAn ‘mAre par vinA chAlashe nahIn’ evo sandeh chhe tene bandhanI
shankA chhe; te ja aparAdh chhe.
AtmAmAn jene sukh–santoShanI shankA chhe tene andaramAn em chhe ke–‘puNya karI laun, nahitar bhaviShyamAn
sagavaDatA nahIn maLe, eTale ke hun to sagavaDatA vagarano dhoyel mULA jevo chhun.’ em AtmAnun dhaNIpaNun karato
nathI ane parathI sukh thashe evA bhAvamAn tene bandhanI shankA chhe; mArA gharanI chaitanya shAntine kholIne teno Anand
bhogavun evA svabhAvamAn te santoSh karato nathI, e ja gunho chhe.
bhagavAn AtmA dehadevaLamAn Anandano khAjo (svAdiShTa vastu) chhe tenI jene khabar nathI te bIjAmAnthI
bhIkh mAngI tenAthI Anand levA mAge chhe. AtmA sivAy parane grahaN karavAno bhAv ane parane laIne sukhanI
mAnyatA chhe tyAn ja aparAdh lAgI chUkyo chhe.
paramAn upAy karavAthI bhul TaLe nahIn.
A antaramAn kyAn bhUl chhe tenI vAt chhe, jyAn bhUl chhe tyAn TALavAno upAy kare to bhUl TaLI shake:–
paDimA grahaN
jetapuravALA bhAIshrI muLashankar kALIdAs deshAIe shrAvaN vad 2 nA roj suvarNapurI
mukAme pUjya sadgurudev pAse pahelI be paDimA (–darshan paDimA ane vrat paDimA) grahaN karel chhe.
bhAIshrI muLashankar bhAIe sAn–1998 mAn pUjya sadgurudev pAse bradmacharyavrat angIkAr
karyun hatun te paN atre jaNAvavAmAn Ave chhe.