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vyavahAr vachche Ave chhe te vyavahArane mokShamArga tarIke je agnAnI mAne chhe tenI A dalIl chhe. –38–
have upAdAn tenI (–nimittanI) dalIlanun khanDan kare chhe–
chhor dhyAnakI dhAraNA mor yogakI riti;
tor karmake jAlako jor laI shivaprIti. 39.
artha–upAdAn kahe chhe ke dhyAnanI dhAraNAne chhoDIne, yoganI rItane sameTIne, karmanI jALane toDIne, jIv
potAnA puruShArtha vaDe shivapadanI prApti kare chhe.
are nimitta! bhedano vikalpa UThe tene tun mokShanun kAraN kahe chhe parantu te to bandhanun kAraN chhe, jyAre te
vikalpane jIv chhoDe chhe tyAre ja mokSha thAy chhe. samyagdarshan pachhI dhyAnano vikalpa Ave chhe parantu te chhoDIne mukti
thAy chhe, te vikalpa rAkhIne kadI mukti thaI shakatI nathI. dhyAnanI dhAraNA chhoDIne eTale ke ‘svabhAvamAn Tharun’ eno
vikalpa UThe te vikalpa chhoDIne abhedasvarUpamAn TharatAn kevaLagnAn ane mokSha thAy chhe; mATe ekalA upAdAnanA jorathI
ja kArya thAy chhe, parantu nimittathI kArya thatun nathI. ahIn upAdAn te nishchay ane nimitta te vyavahAr e rIte lIdhun chhe.
svabhAvamAn ekAgratArUp abhed pariNati te nishchay chhe, te ja upAdAn chhe, te ja mokShanun kAraN chhe ane bhedarUp
vikalpa UThe te vyavahAr chhe, te nimitta chhe, te mokShanun kAraN nathI. dhyAnanI dhAraNA chhoDavAthI kevaLagnAn thAy chhe, tem
ja kevaLagnAn thayA pachhI paN man, vachan, kAyAnA yoganun kampan hoy chhe te paN mokShanun kAraN nathI, te yoganI
kriyAne machakoDIne–maraDIne mokSha thAy chhe.
man, vachan, kAyA taraphanA vikalpane toDI–maraDIne ane karma taraphanA valaNane toDIne, svarUpanI andar
puruShArtha karI rAgathI chhUTIne abhedasvarUpamAn TharatAn kevaLagnAn ane chhevaTe mukti thAy chhe.
upAdAne svabhAv taraphathI dalIl karIne nimittanI parAdhInapaNAnI dalIl toDI nAkhI.
A rIte 39 dohA sudhI upAdAn nimitte sAm sAmI dalIlo karI, te bannenI dalIlone barAbar jANIne
samyaggnAnarUpI nyAyAdhIsh chUkAdo Ape chhe ke–upAdAn AtmA taraphathI svAshrit vAt karanAr chhe ane nimitta
AtmAne parAshrit batAve chhe. temAn AtmAne ane darek vastuone svAdhIn batAvanAr upAdAnanI vAt tadna sAchI
ja chhe ane AtmAne tathA darek vastuone parAdhIn batAvanAr nimittanI vAt tadna khoTI chhe, mATe nimittano
parAjay thAy chhe.
nimittapakShavALA taraphathI chhevaTanI apIl karavAmAn Ave chhe ke–nimittanI vAt khoTI kem! ane nimittano
parAjay kem! juo, ame badhA ahIn satsamAgame AvyA tethI amane sArA bhAv thayA ane jo ghare hoIe to
AvA sArA bhAv na thAy. sArUn nimitta maLyun tethI sArA bhAv thayA, mATe nimittanun k kbaL rAkho!
upAdAn te apIlanun khanDan kare chhe ke–bhAI re, potAnA pheravavAthI potAnA bhAv pharyA chhe parantu nimittane
lIdhe koInA bhAv pharyA nathI. upAdAnanA kAmamAn nimittanun kAI ja–anshamAtra paN baL nathI. upAdAnanA kAmamAn
to nimittanI nAsti chhe. upAdAnanI bahAr ja te loTe chhe, parantu upAdAnamAn te praveshatun nathI tem ja dUrathI paN te
kAI ja asar, madad ke preraNA Apatun nathI. koI em kahe ke “nimitta upAdAnane kAI karatun nathI parantu jevun nimitta
Ave tene anusAr upAdAn svayam pariName chhe”–to e vAt paN tadna mithyA ane vastune parAdhIn batAvanArI
chhe. nimitta hoy te anusAr upAdAn pariNamatun nathI–parantu upAdAn pote potAnI tAkAtathI svAdhInapaNe ja
pariName chhe.
satsamAgamanA nimittano sanyog thayo mATe tamArA bhAv sudhAryA–em nathI. satsamAgamanun nimitta hovA
chhatAn koI jIvane potAnA bhAvamAn sAchI vAt na bese ane UlTo satno virodh karIne durgati jAy– kemake
upAdAnanA bhAv svatantra chhe.
sat nimittano sang hovA chhatAn upAdAn pote svayam jAgRuti na kare to sAchun samajAy nahi ane je sAchun
samaje chhe te sau potAnA upAdAnanI jAgRuti karIne ja samaje chhe. shrI bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAn karoDo jIvo vANI
sAmbhaLatA hoy, tyAn vANI to badhAne mATe sarakhI ja chhe chhatAn je jIvo potAnA upAdAnanI jAgRuti karI jeTalun
samajyA te jIvone teTalun nimitta kahevANun; koI bAr anganun gnAn kare to tene bAr ang mATe bhagavAnanI vANInun
nimitta kahevAy, koI jarAy na samaje to tenA mATe jarAy nimitta na kahevAy, koI Undhunn samaje to tenI UndhI
samajaNamAn nimitta kahevAy.