Atmadharma magazine - Ank 042
(Year 4 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2473, A.D. 1947)
(English transliteration).

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(11p) AtmAno vItarAg svabhAv te man, vANI ke vikalpano viShay nathI, paN e to samyagdarshan,
samyaggnAn, ane svAnubhUtino viShay chhe. evA svabhAvanA shraddhA–gnAn–chAritra–rUp sAdhakadashA pragaTI chhe, paN hajI
pUrNatA nathI pragaTI tyAn pUrNadashAnA svarUpano je vikalpa UThe chhe te vikalpa paN pUrNadashAne rokanAro chhe. AchAryadev
kahe chhe ke, jem haraNI potAnA bachchAnAn premane lIdhe tene bachAvavA vAgh sAmI thAy tem pUrNasvabhAvanA bahumAn vaDe
hun alpabuddhi A vikalpa vaDe tenun stavan karavA taiyAr thayo chhun. parantu jem haraNI vAghane na pahonchI shake tem A
vikalpavaDe svabhAvanun stavan thaI shakatun nathI. A je vikalpa uThayo te mAro aparAdh chhe. he nAth! Ap rAg
vagaranAn chho tethI ApanI stuti karatAn mAre paN rAgarahitapaNun pragaT karavun joIe tene badale men je rAg karyo te
aparAdh karyo chhe. A rAgane aparAdh tarIke koN mAne? samyagdraShTi sivAy koI Am mAne nahi. jene rAgarahit
niraparAdh svabhAvanun bhAn thayun chhe te ja rAgane aparAdh tarIke jANIne chhoDe chhe.
(116) prashna–jyAn sampUrNa svarUpasthiratA na hoy tyAn Avo aparAdh karavo paDe ne?
uttar–gnAnIne apUrNadashAmAn aparAdh hoy paN tene te chhoDavAnI bhAvanA hoy chhe. apUrNadashAmAn aparAdh
karavo paDe em mAnyun tene aparAdh karavAnI bhAvanA chhe. jene aparAdh karavAnI bhAvanA chhe te mithyAdraShTi chhe. pratham
aparAdh rahit svabhAv shun ane aparAdh shun tenI oLakhAN to karo. niraparAdh svarUpanI oLakhAN pachhI dharmAtmA
samyagdraShTine je alpa aparAdh thAy tenA te kharekhar kartA nathI paN gnAtA ja chhe. agnAnIne to aparAdh ane
niraparAdh vachchenA bhedanI ja khabar nathI, teNe to aparAdhathI pAr evI niraparAdh bhUmikAne dekhI ja nathI, tethI
tene to ekAnt aparAdh ja varte chhe. ahIn to gnAnInI vAt chhe, gnAnIne niraparAdh svabhAvanun bhAn chhe ane aparAdh
karavAnI bhAvanA nathI chhatAn je alparAg rahI jAy chhe tene TALavA mATe kShamA mAge chhe ke, he vItarAg AtmasvabhAv
pariNati! have A vikalpajALane toDIne tun svabhAvamAn samAI jA. potAnI pariNatimAn je rAg chhe te ja aparAdh chhe
ane potAnI vItarAg pariNati vaDe te aparAdhanI kShamA thAy chhe.
(117) have AchAryadev chhellI gAthA kahIne A ‘RuShabh jinastotra’ pUrun kare chhe. ‘he jinesh, he prabho!
Ap bhavyajIvorUpI padmakamaLane Anand denArA, tejanA nidhAn ane nirdoSh sUrya samAn chho, tethI moharUpI
andhakArano nAsh karavA mATe ApanA charaNo sadA prasanna rahe! he nAth! hun ‘padma’ chhun ane Ap
sUryasamAn chho. mArA AtmakamaLane vikasAvavA mATe ApanA charaNo sadA prasanna raho.
(118) A shAstramAn AchAryadeve ‘dAn adhikAr’ sundar varNavyo chhe, te paN vIr san. 2470mAn rAjakoT
vanchAyo hato. temAn chhevaTe AchAryadeve kahyun hatun ke, agnAnI jIvone lobharUpI UnDA kUvAmAnthI bahAr kADhavA mATe A
dAn adhikAr varNavyo chhe. paN te kone ruchashe? jene AtmAnI darakAr hashe tevA komaL hRudayavALA bhavya jIvone to
A sAmbhaLatA ullAs Avashe, paN jeo lakShmI vagerenA tIvra lolUpI hashe tevA jIvone A upadesh nahi ruche.
bhramar gUnjAvar karato karato jyAre phUl upar bese tyAre, je kamaLanun phUl hoy te to phaDAk khIlI UThe, paN je
pattharanun phUl hoy te khIle nahi. tem A adhyAtmarasanA gUnjAravathI bharelo dAn adhikAr sAmbhaLatAn je kamaL jevA
kUNAn hRudayavALA bhavyAtmA hashe tenun hRudayakamaL to harShathI khIlI UThashe, paN je patthar jevA kaThaN kALajAvALA hashe
tene A tattvathI bharelA dAnanA upadeshanI kAI asar nahi thAy.
(119) he nAth! Ap sarva bhavya jIvone AnandanA ja denArA chho. ‘darek AtmA paripUrNa chhe, vikAr
rahit svabhAve chhe, potAnA svAdhIn svabhAvanA avalambanathI darek jIv paramAtmA thaI shake chhe,’ Am potAnA
svabhAvanun mAhAtmya ApanA shrImukhethI sAmbhaLIne bhavya jIvo nAchI UThe chhe ke–ahA! hun paramAtmA chhun, mAre mArA
paramAtmapad mATe koI bIjAnI oshiyAL nathI, hun svabhAve paripUrNa chhun, te svabhAvanA avalambane have sansAr nathI.
mArA AtmAmAn kevaLagnAnarUpI tejanAn nidhAn bharyAn chhe. jemAn je nidhAn hoy temAnthI te pragaTe. AtmAnAn
svabhAvamAn pUrAn gnAnanidhAn bharyAn chhe, te nidhAn bahAranI kriyAthI ke rAgathI pragaTavAnAn nathI paN svabhAvanI ruchi
ane lInatAthI ja pragaTavAnAn chhe. A je rAgano vikalpa UThe te mArA chaitanyanidhAnamAnthI pragaTelI chIj nathI.
AtmA to ekalA chaitanyanun ja