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shrImadne phakta ATalun gnAn ja hatun em nathI, paN temanAmAn bhAve vairAgyamay jIvan, jainadharma pratyenun
shraddhAn, AtmagnAn tathA samyagdarshan paN hatun ane tethI ja teo te vakhatanAn adhyAtmagnAnI tarIke prasiddhi pAmyA.
utkaT vairAgyabhAvanA
temano vairAgya eTalo badho hato ke jenI had na hatI. temanA lakhANamAn jyAn juo tyAn vairAgyanA
bhaNakArA dekhAy chhe. teo lakhe chhe ke–vairAgya te ja anant sukhamAn laI janAr utkRuShTa bhomiyo chhe. vaLI teo lakhe
chhe ke–AtmArUpI vastrane chAritrarUp patthar upar jinavachanarUp sAbu vaDe dhovA mATe jo vairAgyarUpI jaL nathI to
badhun nakAmun chhe. pU. sadgurudeve paN vaishAkh vad chhaThTha–AThamanA utsav pahelA vyAkhyAnamAn temanA bhAve vairAgyamay
jIvanano pravAh vahevarAvyo hato, ane te mAtra ‘apUrva avasar’ nI be ja lITI upar ke–‘sarva bhAvathI audAsInya
vRutti karI, mAtra deh te sanyam hetu hoy jo.’ evA utkRuShTa temanA vairAgyabhAv hatA.
temanI rachanAo
temanA gnAnano ughAD temaNe rachelA mokShamALA granthamAn dekhAI Ave chhe. je jIv A granth mananapUrvak vAnche chhe
tenA AtmatAr A jinavachanathI jhaNajhaNI UThe chhe. temanI svatantrakRutimAn A pahelun shAstra hatun. te temaNe soL
varShanI vaye rachyun hatun. temano mukhya upadesh, hAlanA bALako tathA yuvAno je avivekI vidyA laI AtmasiddhithI bhraShTa
thatA hatA tenAthI temane rokavAno hato. temAn pratham to vinay ane vivek upar bhAr mUkayo chhe. AtmagnAnI pratyeno
vinay ane sat asat vachcheno vivek te ja dharmanun mUL chhe em temAn kahyun chhe, ane pachhI shreNik rAjA, sanatakumAr,
sukumAr muni vagerenA dAkhalA ApI, AtmAnI siddhi karavA mATe jIve shun shun upAy karavA te kahyun chhe. vaLI temAn
‘bahu puNyakerA pUnjathI’ kAvya paN alaukik chhe. tenI ‘hun koN chhun? kyAthi thayo? shun svarUp chhe mArun kharUn?–’ e
kaDI upar je UnDA vichAramAn utare tenun hRudayapaT UghaDI jAy ane nirantar gnAn–vairAgyanI dhArA vahevA lAge.
adbhut granthanI rachanA temaNe sadgurunA sanyog vagar karI, te em batAve chhe ke temanAmAn pUrvajanma sanskAr
ghaNA Uchcha hatA. mokShamALA prasiddha thayA pahelAn temaNe ‘bhAvanA bodh’ nAmanun ek pustak bahAr pADayun hatun ane
mokShamALAnA darek grAhakane te upahAr tarIke Apyun hatun. bhAvanAbodhamAn temaNe bAr bhAvanAnun svarUp yathArtha pragaT
karyun hatun. tyAr pachhI ‘AtmasiddhishAstra’ temaNe san. 19pa2mAn naDiyAdamAn rachyun hatun. te gadyamAn hatun tene thoDA
vakhatamAn ja padyamAn rachI nAkhyun hatun. A temanA samyaggnAnanA ughADano tathA kavitva shaktino pUrAvo chhe.
AtmasiddhishAstramAn anantakALanA dukhanun kAraN, vartamAnanA shUShkagnAnIo tathA mokShamArganI sthiti,
sadgurunA samAgamathI thato lAbh, sadgurunA lakShaNo, jIvano svachhand tathA te tyAgavAno upAy, matArthinAn lakShaNo,
AtmArthinAn lakShaNo ane ‘AtmA chhe, te nitya chhe, chhe kartA nij karma, chhe bhoktA vaLI mokSha chhe, mokSha upAy sudharma’
e kaDI dvArA AtmAnA chha pad ane guru shiShyanA samvAd dvArA tenun vivechan ghaNI ja uttam shailimAn karyun chhe.
UnDun tattvagnAn
temanI tattvashraddhA ghaNI agAdh hatI. jyAre temane gAndhIjIe AphrikAthI patra lakhyo tyAre tenA javAbanAn
lakhyun hatun ke ‘AtmA chhe, te nitya chhe, potAnA karmano kartA chhe, teno bhoktA chhe, mokSha chhe ane mokShano upAy paN
avashya chhe’ ane tenI sachoTatA tattvagnAnadvArA karAvI hatI. vaLI teo jainadarshan nirUpaN karatAn lakhe chhe ke–
‘परिणामी पदार्थ निरंतर स्वाकार परिणामी होय तोपण अव्यवस्थित परिणामीपणुं।’ A vAkya temanun UnDun
tattvagnAn tathA adhyAtmarasikapaNun jaNAve chhe.
jainadarshan pratyenun temanun achal shraddhAn hatun. teo lakhe chhe ke ‘jain jevun eke pavitra darshan nathI. vItarAg
jevA dev nathI. anant sukhanI prApti karavI hoy to sarvagnarUpI kalpavRukShane sevo.’
jain eTale sanAtan vastu svabhAv chhe, e jANyA vinA eTale ke jain darshananI pratIti karyA vinA jIvano
mokSha traNakALamAn nathI–em shrImad pokAr karI gayA chhe.
sadgurunA vinay sambandhI shrImad lakhe chhe ke A kShaNabhangur vishvathI A jIvane mukti meLavavI hoy to te
mAtra sadgurunA samAgamathI ja maLI shake chhe. jeNe ekavAr paN sadgurunA vachanonun shravaN nathI karyun te potAnI meLe
kadI mokShe javAno nathI.
gRuhasthapaNAmAn apUrva avasaranI bhAvanA
temaNe ekavIs varShanI vaye gRuhasthaavasthAmAn prayAN karyun. temanA lagna shrI jhabakabAI sAthe thayA hatA.
AvI avasthA hovA chhatAn temanun bhAve vairAgyapaNun to kShaNe kShaNe dekhAtun hatun, ‘apUrva avasar evo kyAre