Atmadharma magazine - Ank 055
(Year 5 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2474, A.D. 1948)
(English transliteration).

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ame to mUDhamati–jaDabuddhi chhIe. jyAn sudhI pUrNa kevaLagnAn paramAtmadashA pAmyA nathI tyAn sudhI pAmaratA chhe.
AchAryo–santo to mahA gnAnanA sAgar chhe, agAdh buddhivALA chhe, ekadam ArAdhak dashA pragaTI chhe, chhatAn temane
keTalI nirmAnatA chhe? gnAnano jarA paN garva karatA nathI. adhUrI dashA ke pUrI dashA evo vikalpa toDIne vAramvAr
svarUpamAn lIn thaI jAy chhe.–Anun nAm mArdav dharma chhe. paryAyadraShTi chhoDIne akhanD svabhAvanA shraddhA–gnAn TakAvI
rAkhavA te gRuhasthano dharma chhe. parantu shubharAg karavo ke pUjA–bhakti karavA te kAI gRuhasthano dharma nathI. ashubharAgathI
bachavA mATe dharmI gRuhasthane pUjA bhakti vagereno shubh rAg hoy chhe, kharo, parantu te shubharAg kAI dharma nathI. paN
rAgarahit chaitanyasvabhAvanI shraddhAgnAn pUrvak jeTalo rAg TAL‌yo teTalo dharma chhe. rAg rahyo te dharma nathI.
gnAnI potAnA gnAyakasvarUpamAn jAgRut chhe. mAn–apamAnanI vRutti mArA svarUpamAn nathI, A samasta
jagat IndrajAL samAn chhe ane svapna samAn chhe eTale ke mArA svabhAvamAn samasta jagatano abhAv chhe, mAre
jagatamAn koInI sAthe sambandh ja nathI.–Avun jANanArA gnAnIone mAn kyAthi hoy? arthAt na ja hoy.
munine to mAnanI vRutti ja UThe nahi te nirmAnatA chhe, ane gRuhasthane koI mAnAdinI lAgaNI thaI jAy to paN
te tenA gnAtA ja chhe, mAnAdithI bhinna svarUpanA shraddhA–gnAnanI ja draDhatA temane thAy chhe. nitya abandh chaitanya–
svabhAv chhun. em svabhAvanI prabhutA pAse gnAnIne adhUrA paryAyanI pAmaratA bhAse chhe, temane kShaNik paryAyanun
abhimAn hotun nathI. temane ja svabhAvanA Ashraye vItarAgabhAv thatAn uttam mArdav dharma hoy chhe.
have kahe chhe ke–sva–paranA judApaNAnA vivekavaDe sharIranI anityatAnun chintavan karanArA munione koI
paN padArthomAn ahankAr karavAno avasar ja maLato nathI:–
shArdUl vikrIDit
कास्था सद्मनि सुन्दरेऽपि परितो दंदह्यमानेऽग्निभिः
कायादौतुजरादिभिःप्रतिदिनं गच्छत्यवस्थांतरम्।
इत्यालोचयतो हृद्रि प्राशमिनः भास्वद्विवेकोज्वले
गर्वस्यावरसः कुतोऽत्र घटते भावेषु सर्वेष्वपि।।८८।।
je sundar–manohar hoy parantu je badhI bAjuthI agnithI saLagI rahyun hoy evA gharanA bachavAnI
anshamAtra AshA nathI, tem A sharIr vRuddhAvasyA sahit chhe tathA pratidin ek avasthA chhoDIne bIjI avasthA
dhAraN kare chhe,–em nirantar potAnA nirmaL hRudayamAn samyaggnAnarUpI ujavaL vivekathI sharIranI anityatAnun
chintavan karanArA munine jagatanA sarva padArthomAn garva karavAno avasar ja kaI rIte chhe? arthAt jeo dhurav
nitya chaitanya svabhAvane jANIne ane sharIrane anityatAne jANIne, nirmaL AtmadhyAnamAn magna chhe te
munione jagatamAn koI padArthono garva hoto ja nathI.
atyant manohar bAg bagIchAvALun ghar hoy, te chAre korathI agnimAn baLavA mAnDe ane tene bachavAnI
jarAy AshA na hoy tyAre loko tenun dhaNIpaNun chhoDIne bahAr bhAge chhe.–Am anityatAnun draShTAnt ApIne
AchAryadev samajAve chhe ke A sharIr anitya chhe, vRuddhAvasthAvALun chhe, sadAy te potAnI dashA badalatun badalanun
jIrNatAne pAme chhe, jevI avasthA Aj hoy chhe tevI avasthA kAl dekhAtI nathI, evA A anitya sharIrane
koI rIte rokI shakAy tem nathI. jyAn A sharIr ja potAnun nathI tyAn bIjA kyA padArtho potAnA hoy?
AtmAno chaitanyasvabhAv ja dhurav ane nitya ekarUp chhe, te kadI jIrNa thato nathI, ne temAn Ag lAgatI nathI.
Am, sharIrAdinI anityatA ane potAnA chaitanyasvabhAvanI nityatAno potAnA antaramAn bhedagnAnavaDe vichAr
karanArA jIvone A jagatamAn koI padArthono garva thavAno avakAsh ja nathI. jyAn sharIrane ja par jANyun tyAn
bIjA kono ahankAr kare!
sharIr tenA svabhAvathI ja nirantar ek avasthA badalIne bIjI avasthA dhAre chhe. vRuddhAvasthA thaI teno kartA
AtmA nathI. dharmI jIvane sharIranI koI avasthAno ahankAr nathI. kem ke AtmA pote to arUpI chaitanyasvarUp chhe,
ane sharIr to jaD paramANunun banelun chhe. AtmA kadI paN sharIrAdine aDayo paN nathI, AtmA to asparshI chhe.
sharIr kShaNe kShaNe vinAsh thanArUn chhe, te kAyam raheshe nahi– hun trikAL gnAnAnandasvarUpI chhun, mArA svarUpanA
Ashraye mArI nirmaLadashA kShaNe kShaNe palaTe chhe, mArA svabhAvanA Ashraye palaTIne je kevaLagnAn dashA thashe, te to
dravyamAn abhed ekAkAr thaIne sadAy evI ne evI raheshe, paN sharIranI koI avasthA mArI sAthe rahenAr