Atmadharma magazine - Ank 062 (English transliteration). Page: 35.

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nikaTabhavya ane abhavya

aho! je bhAve tIrthankar nAmakarma bandhAy te bhAv paN AkuLatAmay dukhadAyak chhe. mArA svarUpano ghAt

thayo tyAre shubh lAgaNI utpanna thaI. arere, pUrun gnAnapariNaman nathI–vItarAgatA nathI, puruShArtha nabaLo chhe tethI
shubh lAgaNI thaI Ave chhe, te mane sukhadAyak nathI. ekalA gnAnapaNe pUrepUrun pariNaman thatAn ja pUrNa pAramArthik
sukh thAy chhe. Am gnAnIne svarUpanI ja ruchi chhe ane shubhamAn heyabuddhi chhe. jene shubhabhAvamAn honsh AvatI hoy
ne temAn sukh bhAsatun hoy te jIv kevaLI bhagavAnanA pAramArthik sukhane svIkArI shake nahi, kemake
kevaLIbhagavAnanun sukh to shubhabhAvathI rahit chhe. svarUpanI bahAr nIkaLIne shubhamAn rahevun paDe tyAn gnAnI
taraphaDiyA mAre chhe, svarUpanI pUrNatA mATe talase chhe.

jem–pANInI veL Ave ne pAchhI UtarI jAy, temAn koI mAchhalAn kAnThe rahI jAy ane gArAmAn khUchI

jAy, te vakhate te talase chhe ke pANI, pANI! pANI chhoDIne gArAmAn khUnchI rahevun tene dukhadAyak lAge chhe. tem
chaitanyasvarUpanI shuddhatAnA anubhavarUpI veL AvIne chAlI gaI, ane shubhaashubh bhAvamAn ne Indriy viShayomAn
khunchI rahevun paDe te vakhate gnAnIo shuddha svabhAvanA anubhav mATe jhankhe chhe. ke, ahA! kyAn mArA chaitanyamay
pariNamanano nirAkuL AtmaAnand ne kyAn A AkuLatA? mAro nirAkuL param AtmaAnand te ja sukhadAyak
chhe, ne A rAg to dukhadAyak chhe. agnAnI jIv to viShayo taraphanI lAgaNImAn sukh ja mAne chhe, viShayonI
apekShArahit gnAnasvabhAvanun sukh te svIkArato nathI–ahIn shrI kundakund AchAryadev kahe chhe ke te jIv abhavya chhe.

agnAnI jIvo, AtmAmAn sukh chhe te bhUlI jaIne sArA khorAk, vastra, paisA, strI vageremAn sukh mAne chhe,

parantu temAn sAchun sukh nathI–tenA lakShe to dukh ja chhe. kevaLI bhagavAn khorAk, vastra–paisA vagerethI rahit pote ja
gnAnasvarUpe ekAnt sukhI chhe, temane ja paramArtha sukh chhe. temane pUrepUrun gnAnamay pariNaman thaI gayun hovAthI ek
gneyathI bIjA gney upar upayog bhamato nathI. gnAn evun ne evun ekarUp nishchal rahIne badhAyane jANe chhe, tethI
temane AkuLatA nathI. AvA paramArtha sukhamay gnAnasvabhAvane je jIv antarathI svIkAre chhe te nikaT bhavya chhe.

kevaLI bhagavAnane potAnA AtmAthI ja pAramArthik sukh chhe–em kyAre svIkAryun kahevAy! pratham to,

bhagavAn koI paN anya padArtha vagar ja sukhI chhe tem potAno AtmA paN sukh mATe koI par dravyanI apekShA
rAkhato nathI. bhagavAn shubhAshubhabhAv vagar ja sukhI chhe tem mArA AtmAmAn paN je shubhAshubhabhAv thAy te
mArun svarUp nathI, te mAre AdaraNIy nathI. bhagavAnane puNya–pAp bhAv thatA ja nathI, ekalun gnAn ja thAy chhe
tethI teo sukhI chhe, mAre je puNya–pApabhAvo thAy chhe tenAthI mArun gnAn judun chhe, puNya–pApabhAvo mArA
AtmAne sukhanun kAraN nathI tethI te heyarUp chhe. A rIte, shubhAshubhabhAv rahit ekalA gnAnapaNe ja pariNamatA
hovAthI kevaLIbhagavAn pAramArthik sukhI chhe tem hun paN ekalA gnAnasvabhAvarUp chhun, bIjA bhAvo mArun svarUp
nathI, ekalA gnAn svabhAvanI shraddhA–gnAn ne temAn ramaNatA te ja mArA pAramArthik sukhanun kAraN chhe, –Am
jeo prasanna chittathI hamaNAn ja svIkAre chhe teo thoDA kALamAn mukti pAmanArA Asannabhavyo chhe. paN jeo
hamaNAn ja nathI svIkAratA ne anantakAL rakhaDIne pachhI svIkArashe te jIvo dUrabhavya chhe. jeo kadI ja nathI
svIkAratA temanI vAt shun karavI!

‘kevaLIprabhune rAgarahit paramArtha sukh chhe’ Am je AtmA vartamAn ja svIkAre chhe tenun pariNaman

vartamAnamAn ja potAnA rAgarahit svabhAvano svIkAr kare chhe. jeNe kevaLI bhagavAnanA pAramArthik sukhane mAnyun
teNe kharekhar to em svIkAryun chhe ke mArA AtmAnun sukh viShayomAn nathI, rAgamAn nathI, adhUrA pariNamanamAn
nathI paN pUrA svabhAvamAn chhe, tenI pariNati kabUle chhe ke rAg te hun nahi paN shuddha gnAn te hun. eTale tenun
pariNaman rAgathI ane parathI khasIne potAnA chaitanyasvabhAv taraph vaL‌yun, te vartamAn samyagdraShTi chhe ne
alpakALe mukti

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