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अयि! कथमपि मृत्वा तत्त्वकौतूहली सन् अनुभव भवपूर्तेः प्रार्श्ववर्ती मुहूर्तम्।
पृथगथ विलसंतं स्वं समालोक्य येन त्यजसि भ्कगिति मूर्त्या साकमेकत्वमोहम्।।
(samayasAr kalash 23)
shrI AchAryadev komaL sambodhanathI kahe chhe ke he bhAI! tun koI paN rIte mahA kaShTe athavA marIne paN
tattvono kautUhalI thaI A sharIrAdi mUrta dravyano ek mUhUrta (be ghaDI) pADoshI thaI AtmAno anubhav kar ke
jethI potAnA AtmAne vilAs vilAsarUp, sarva par dravyothI judo dekhI A sharIrAdi mUrtik pudgal dravya sAthe
ekapaNAnA mohane tun turat ja chhoDashe.
mithyAdraShTinA mithyAtvano nAsh kem thAy? ane UndhI mAnyatA ne UndhA pAp anAdinAn kem TaLe? teno
upAy batAve chhe.
AchAryadev kaDak sambodhan karIne kahetA nathI paN komaL sambodhan karIne kahe chhe ke he bhAI! A tane
shobhe chhe! komaL sambodhan karIne jagADe chhe ke tun koI paN rIte mahA kaShTe athavA marIne paN–maraN jeTalA kaShTa
Ave to paN te badhun sahan karIne tattvano kautUhalI thA.
jem kUvAmAn koshiyo mArI tAg lAvechhe tem gnAnathI bharelA chaitanya kUvAmAn puruShArtharUp UnDo koshiyo
mArI tAg lAv, vismayatA lAv, dunIyAnI darakAr chhoD. duniyA ekavAr tane gAnDo kaheshe, bhangaDabhUt paN
kaheshe. duniyAnI anek prakAranI pratikULatA Ave topaN tene sahan karIne, tenI upekShA karIne, chaitanyabhagavAn
kevA chhe tene jovAne ekavAr kautUhal to kar! jo duniyAnI anukULatA ke pratikULatAmAn rokAIsh to tArA
chaitanya bhagavAnane tun joI shakIsh nahi. mATe duniyAnun lakSha chhoDI daI ane tenAthI ekalo paDI ekavAr mahAn
kaShTe paN tattva kautUhalI thA!
jem sUtar ane netarane meL khAy nahi tem jene AtmAnI oLakhAN karavI hoy tene ane jagatane
meL nahi khAy. samyak draShTirUp sUtar ane mithyAdraShTirUp netarane meL nahi khAy. AchAryadev kahe chhe ke he bandhu!
tun chorAshInA kUvAmAn paDayo chhe, temAnthI pAr pAmavA mATe game teTalA pariShaho ke upasargo Ave, maraN jeTalAn
kaShTo Ave topaN tenI darakAr chhoDIne, puNya–pAparUp vikArabhAvano be ghaDI pADoshI thA, to chaitanyadaL tane
judun jaNAshe. ‘sharIrAdi tathA shubhAshubh bhAv e badhun mArAthI judun chhe ne hun enAthI judo chhun, pADoshI chhun’ em
ek vAr pADoshI thaI AtmAno anubhav kar.
sAchI samajaN karIne najIkamAn rahelA padArthothI hun judo, jANanAr–dekhanAr chhun; sharIr, vANI, man te badhAn
bahAranAn nATak chhe, tene nATakasvarUpe jo, tun teno sAkShI chho. svAbhAvik antar jyotithI gnAn bhUmikAnI sattAmAn
A badhun je jaNAy chhe te hun nahi paN tene jANanAro teTalo hun–em tene jAN to kharo! ane tene jANIne temAn
lIn to thA! AtmAmAn shraddhA, gnAn ane lInatA pragaT thAy chhe tenun Ashcharya lAvI ekavAr pADoshI thA.
jem musalamAnanun ghar ane vANiyAnun ghar najIk najIk hoy to vANiyo teno pADoshI thaI rahe chhe paN
te musalamAnanun ghar potAnun mAnato nathI; tem tun paN chaitanya svabhAvamAn TharI par padArthono be ghaDI pADoshI thA,
AtmAno anubhav kar.
sharIr, man, vANInI kriyA tathA puNya–pApanA pariNAm te badhun par chhe. UndhA puruShArtha vaDe paranun
mAlikIpaNun mAnyun chhe, vikArI bhAv taraph tArun bahAranun lakSha chhe; te badhun chhoDI, svabhAvamAn shraddhA, gnAn ane
lInatA karI, ek antarmuhUrta eTale be ghaDI chhUTo paDI chaitanya mUrtine chhUTo jo. chaitanyanI vilAsarUp mojane
jarIk chhUTo paDIne jo. te mojane andaramAn dekhatAn sharIrAdinA mohane tun turat ja chhoDI shakashe. ‘झगिति’ eTale
jhaT daIne chhoDI shakIsh. A vAt sahelI chhe kem ke tArA svabhAvanI chhe. kevaL gnAn–lakShmIne svarUpasattAbhUmimAn
TharIne jo, to par sAthenA mohane jhaT daIne chhoDI shakIsh.
traN kAL traN lokanI pratikULatAnA ganj ek sAthe sAme AvIne UbhA rahe to paN mAtra gnAtApaNe
rahIne te badhun sahan karavAnI shakti AtmAnA gnAyak svabhAvanI ek samayanI paryAyamAn rahelI chhe. sharIrAdithI
bhinnapaNe AtmAne jANyo tene e pariShahonA ganj jarApaN asar karI shake nahi eTale ke chaitanya potAnA
vepArathI jarA paN Dage nahi. (anusandhAn TAITal pAn 4)