Atmadharma magazine - Ank 065
(Year 6 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2475, A.D. 1949)
(English transliteration).

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• he jIv, sharIrathI jAudA chaitanyanun sharaN kar! •
he bhAI, je sharIrane tun tArun mAnI rahyo chhe te sharIramAn paN tAro adhikAr chAlato nathI, to pachhI je
padArtho pratyakShapaNe dUr chhe temAn tArun kyAthi chAle? tun paranun kAI karI shakato nathI; par padArtho tArAthI judA chhe
mATe te padArthonA Ashraye je mohAdi bhAvo thAy chhe te paN tArA svarUpathI judA chhe. e badhAthI judA tArA
chaitanya–tattvane tun oLakh to tenA Ashraye tane dharma ane shAnti pragaTe. sharIranI AngaLI vAnkI thaI jAy, kampavA
lAge, ang khoTun paDI jAy, rog thAy te vakhate tene sarakhun rAkhavAnI tArI IchchhA hovA chhatAn, tArI IchchhA
pramANe sharIramAn kArya thatun nathI. mATe he bhAI, tun samaj re samaj! antaramAn jo, ke tAro svabhAv te sharIrathI ne
tenA taraphanI IchchhAthI judo chhe. mATe temano Ashray chhoD ane tArA kAyamI chaitanyasvabhAvano Ashray kar, tenun
sharaN le. vartamAn adhUrI dashAmAn rAg thato hovA chhatAn he bhAI! tun tArA gnAnamAn evo nirNay ane shraddhA to
kar ke te rAg ane adhUrAsh hun nathI, hun to te rAg ane adhUrAsh rahit pUrA gnAnasvabhAv rUpe chhun jo tun evo
nirNay karIsh to tane antaramAn mokaLAsh raheshe,–rAg ane sharIrathI judApaNAnun bhAn jAgRut raheshe. jIvanamAn ja
sharIrathI chhUTA chaitanyanun bhAn karyun hashe to, sharIr chhUTavAnA prasange (–mRutyu vakhate) sharIramAn mUrchchhAIsh nahi, ne
sharIrathI chhUTA chaitanyanI jAgRuti raheshe, ne AtmAnA Anand pUrvak samAdhi thashe. aho! hun chaitanya bhagavAn chhun,
sharIrathI judo chhe em jeNe bhAn karyun chhe tene sharIrathI mUkAvAno (janma maraN rahit thavAno) moko–avasar
Avashe. sharIramAn ja je ekatA mAnI beTho te to sharIramAn ja mUrchchhAI jashe ne pharI pharI navA sharIr dhAraN karIne
anant janma maraNamAn rakhaDashe. mArA chaitanya tattvane sharIrano sambandh ja nathI–evI shraddhA karanAr jIv alpakALe
asharIrI siddha thashe. chaitanya jAtane sharIrathI ane vikArathI bhinna jANIne, traN kALanA sarve padArthothI hun judo chhun
em jANIne, potAnA gnAnane svabhAvamAn ekAgra karIne je AtmAnI shraddhA gnAn–anubhav kare chhe tene apUrva
dharma pragaT thAy chhe. te jIvanA gnAnamAn svabhAvanI ekatAnun grahaN thayun ane sarva par padArthanA abhimAnano
tyAg thayo. samayasAr gA. 390thI404
• dadurlabhatA •
anant anant kALamAn manuShyapaNun maLavun monghun chhe, manuShyapaNAmAn AvI satya dharmanI vAt sAmbhaLavA
koIk ja vAr maLe chhe. atyAre to A vAt lokone tadna navI chhe. AvI satya vAt sAmbhaLavA maLavI mahA
durlabh chhe, sAmbhaL‌yA pachhI buddhimAn tenun grahaN thavun durlabh chhe,–‘A shun nyAy kahevA mAge chhe, em gnAnamAn pakaDAvun
te durlabh chhe, grahaN thayA pachhI tenI dhAraNA thavI durlabh chhe. sAmbhaLatI vakhate sArun lAge ne bahAr nIkaLe to badhun
bhUlI jAy to tene AtmAmAn kyAthi lAbh thAy? shravaN–grahaN ane dhAraNA karIne pachhI ekAntamAn pote
potAnA antaramAn manthan karIne satyano nirNay kare e durlabh chhe. paN sAchI vAt ja sAmbhaLI na hoy te grahaN
shun kare? ne dhAraNA shenI kare? ane antaramAn shun vichAre? antaramAn yathArtha nirNay karIne tene ruchimAn
pariNamAvIne samyagdarshan pragaT karavun te mahAn durlabh apUrva chhe. e samyagdarshan vagar koI rIte jIvanun kalyAN
thAy nahi. juo, AmAn sharUAtano upAy kahyo pahelAnn to sansAranI lolupatA ghaTADIne tattva shravaN karavA
mATe nivRutti levI joIe shravaN, grahaN, dhAraNA, nirNay ane ruchimAn pariNaman –ATalA bol AvyA. te
darek ekek karatAn durlabh chhe. shravaN karIne vichAre ke men Aje shun shravaN karyun? navun shun samajyo? em antaramAn
prayatna karIne samaje to AtmAnI ruchi jAge ne tattva samajAy. paN jene satyanA shravaN–grahaN ne dhAraNano ja
abhAv chhe tene to sat svabhAvanI ruchi hotI nathI, ane ruchi vagar tenun pariNaman kyAthi thAy? ruchi vagar
satya samajAy nahi ne dharma thAy nahi.
bhagavAne kahyun chhe athavA to gnAnIo kahe chhe mATe A vAt sAchI chhe–em paranA lakShe satne mAne to te
shubh bhAv chhe, te paN sAchun gnAn nathI; pahelAnn dev–gurunA lakShe tevo rAg hoy paN dev–gurunA lakShane chhoDIne
pote potAnA antarasvabhAvamAn vaLIne rAg rahit nirNay kare ke mAro AtmasvabhAv ja Avo chhe, to tenA
AtmAmAn sAchun gnAn thayun chhe. ethI satsamAgamano ke shravaN vagereno niShedh nathI, satsamAgame sat dharmanun
shravaN karyA vagar to koI jIv AgaL vadhI shake nahi, paN te shravaNAdi pachhI AgaL vadhavA mATenI A vAt
chhe. mAtra shravaN karavAmAn dharma na mAnatAn, grahaN–dhAraNA ane nirNay karIne AtmAmAn ruchithI pariNamAvavun
joIe. bhedavignAnasAr