Atmadharma magazine - Ank 075
(Year 7 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2476, A.D. 1950)
(English transliteration).

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sharIranA rajakaNo kAm kare chhe tenun svAmitva antaramAnthI UDI gayun chhe, evA santane sharIranu rakShaN karavAnI ke
tene DhAnkavAnI vRutti UThavAno paN avakAsh rahyo nathI. aho, AtmAne e dashA pragaTe te dhanya paL chhe! dhanya
kAL chhe! dhanya bhAv chhe! e dhanya avasaranI bhAvanA karatAn shrImad rAchachandrajI kahe chhe ke––
nagnabhAv bhunDabhAv sah asnAnatA,
adatadhovan Adi param prasiddha jo;
kesh, rom, nakh ke ange shrRungAr nahIn,
dravya–bhAv sanyamamay nirgranth siddha jo;
–apUrva avasar evo kyAre Avashe?
–AvI dashA vagar traNakAL traNalokamAn pUrNadashAnI prApti thatI nathI. sharIr–man–vANInI koI kriyA
upar AtmAno adhikAr nathI evA antarabhAn pUrvak sharIrashaNagAranI vRutti TaLI gaI chhe, antaramAn chaitanyanA
dhyAn mATe bAhyamAn sahajapaNe mukhyapaNe maunadashA varte chhe. munivarone svabhAvanI lInatAmAn AvI utkRuShTa
vairAgyadashA hoy chhe.
(7) varagya
paramAgam shrI samayasAr bhagavAn vairAgyano artha em kahe chhe ke puNya–pApathI ruchi khaseDIne
AtmasvabhAvanI ruchi karavI te ja vairAgya chhe. chaitanyamUrti AtmA taraph vaLatAn puNya pAp pratye virakat thaI
gayo chhe, svabhAvanI ruchi thaI te asti ane svabhAvanI ruchi thatAn ja puNya pAp bannenI ruchi TaLI gaI te
nAsti akhanDAnand svabhAvanI ruchi thatAn ‘puNya sArun ane pAp kharAb’ evI UndhI mAnyatA TaLI gaI ane
puNya–pApamAn madhyasthatA thaI gaI te vairAgya chhe; tene pApano tiraskAr nathI ne puNyano Adar nathI; paN puNya
ane pAp bannethI te virakta chhe.
jIv rakta bAndhe karmane vairAgya prApta mukAy chhe,
e jinataNo upadesh tethI na rAch tun karmo viShe. 1pa0.
shubhakarmathI AtmAne lAbh thAy evI jenI buddhi chhe te jIv karmamAn ja rakta chhe, tene sAcho vairAgya hoto
ja nathI, ne te karmane bAndhe chhe. dharmI jIv shubh–ashubh banne karmothI bhinna AtmasvabhAvane jANIne te shubh–
ashubhakarma pratye virakta chhe, tethI te mukti pAme chhe. puNya ane pAp banne mArun svarUp nathI evA bhAnathI te banne
pratye madhyastha thaIne potAnA svabhAvanA Ashraye thatA nirmaL paryAyane bhagavAn vairAgya kahe chhe.
(8) dIkShA bAd, antaranI shAtinA sheraDAnA anubhavamAn bhagavAne thayelA ek varShanA upavAs
chAritradashA dhAraN karyA pahelAnn paN bhagavAn RuShabhedavane AtmAmAn nakkI hatun ke A bhavamAn ja hun
kevaLagnAn ane mukti pAmavAno chhun. parantu sAthe sAthe em paN nakkI hatun ke puruShArtha vagar kevaLagnAn thatun
nathI. jyAre hun puruShArtha vaDe munidashA pragaT karIne AtmadhyAnamAn TharIsh tyAre ja kevaLagnAn thashe. bhagavAne
jyAre dIkShA lIdhI tyAre temanI sAthe dekhAdekhIthI bIjA chAr hajAr moTA rAjAo paN potAnI meLe dIkShit thaI
gayA hatA. paN te to mAtra bAhya nakal hatI; andaramAn akakal vagaranI nakal hatI. RuShabhadev bhagavAn to
AtmAnA AnandanA anubhavanI lInatAmAn rahetAn temane chha mahinA sudhI AhAranI vRutti na thaI; paN temanI
sAthe dIkShit thayelA rAjAo kShudhI vagere sahan karI shakyA nahi, tethI te badhA bhraShTa thaI gayA. tethI kahevAy chhe
ke ‘bhUkhe maratAn bhAgI gayA.’ antaranI shAntinA sheraDA vagar samatA kyAthi rahe? ‘men ATalA divas AhAr na
karyo’ em jyAn AhAr na karavAnA divaso gaNAtA hoy tene AtmAnI sAchI samatA kyAthi rahe? tenun lakSha
to AhAr upar paDyun chhe. AhAr ane sharIrAdi bAhya padArthonun lakSha chhoDIne antaramAn param AnandanA
anubhavamAn ekAgra thatAn sAchI samatA rahe chhe. shrIRuShabhadev bhagavAn AtmAmAn sthir thatAn AhArano vikalpa
tUTI gayo ane chha mahinA pachhI AhAranI vRutti UThI paN chha mahinA sudhI AhArano yog na banyo. tyAn
bhagavAn to AtmAnA AnandamAn masta chhe, bahAramAn AhArano sanyog to teTalo kAL thavAno ja na hato, tethI
na thayo. bAhyadraShTithI jonArA agnAnI loko bAr mahinA sudhI AhAr na thayo tene bhagavAnano tap gaNe chhe
ane enI nakalamAn varShItap kare chhe. paN AhAr na Avyo te to jaDanI kriyA chhe, temAn