Atmadharma magazine - Ank 078
(Year 7 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2476, A.D. 1950)
(English transliteration).

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mithyA mAnyatA temaj dayA vagere shubharAganA bhAvathI rahit chaitanya jANanAr–dekhanAr svabhAvanI tAkAtavALo
A mAro AtmA chhee em na mAnatAn viparIt mAnyatAthI tathA rAgAdi bhAvothI AtmAnun kalyAN thAy evI
mAnyatA te bhAvanidrA chhe. A bhAvanidrA rahit AtmAnun trikALI jAgRut–jANanAr–dekhanAr svarUp jevun chhe tevun
barAbar samajavun te bhAvanidrA TALIne svabhAvamAn jAgRut thavAno upAy chhe. te ja kalyAN tathA Atmahitano
mArga chhe.
AtmAnI A yathArtha vAt badhAe samajavAnI chhe. bAL, juvAn tathA vRuddha badhAno AtmA A vAt
samajI shake tem chhe kemake AtmA koI juvAn–vRuddha ke bALak nathI. anAdinA badhA AtmA vartatA vartatA
vartamAn kShaN sudhI AvyA chhe. koI AtmA bhaviShyanI kShaNamAn vartamAn pahonchI gayo nathI. mATe koI nAnun moTun
nathI. je kAI nAnA moTAno bhed loko vaDe mAnavAmAn Ave chhe te mAtra sharIranAn hADakAn tathA charabInI puShTi
tathA kRushatAnI apekShAe chhe. sharIr puShTa hoy, sharIramAn charabInA khUb rajakaNo hoy tene loko juvAn mAne chhe.
sharIr kRush hoy–charabI ghaTI gaI hoy, chAmaDImAn lIlarI paDI gaI hoy tenee loko vRuddha mAne chhe, paN temAn
AtmA koI nAno moTo nathI. koI pAnch pachIsh varSha pahelAnn A sharIramAn Avyo ane koI pAnch pachIsh varSha
pachhI A sharIramAn Avyo tethI A vartamAn sharIramAn AvavAnI apekShAe nAnA moTAnA bhed kahevAy chhe. mATe
koI AtmA nAno moTo nathI; tethI badhA AtmA potAnA svabhAvane samajI shake chhe ane anAdithI chAlI
AvatI bhAvanidrAne TALI shake chhe.
A bhagavAn AtmA A dehAdinI avasthAthI to pAr chhe. paN je dayA–dAn pUjAnI vRuttinun shubh
utthAn thAy ke jene trilokanAth tIrthankar bhagavAn puNya eTale ke shubh vikAr kahe chhe tenAthI chaitanyane lAbh
thAy evI mAnyatA tene paN bhAvanidrA tathA bhAvamaraN kahyAn chhe.
yathArtha samAdhimaraN eTale agnAn ane rAg–dveSh svarUp bhAvamaraNathI rahitadashA shun chhe? tenI vAt
chAle chhe. shrImad rAjachandra dehanI antasthiti vakhate ahIn rAjakoTamAn temane ghare ArAm khurashImAn beThA hatA.
temanA bhAI, manasukhabhAI, temanA mAtA tathA temanA banevI vagere kuTumbIjano oraDA bahAr beThA hatA. temaNe
chhelle manasukhabhAIne kahyun hatun ke bhAI manasukh mane koI bolAvasho nahi, hun mArA AtmasvarUpamAn sthir thAun
chhun. e pramANe shrImade sharIrAdithI bhinna AtmAnA svabhAvanA bhAnapUrvak antar lInatArUp samAdhipUrvak–antar
svabhAvanI AnandadashAmAn deh chhoDyo. AvA maraNane samAdhimaraN kahe chhe.
shrImadne AtmasvabhAvanI jAgRuti eTale parathI ane rAgAdi vikArI bhAvothI rahit trikALI chaitanya
svabhAvanun gnAn ghaNA varSho pahelAnnthI thayun hatun. te samyaggnAnanA baLavaDe dehanI antasthitimAn temane samAdhi
maraN eTale ke AtmAnI antarashAntipUrvak dehanun chhUTavun thayun. shrImadde andar Atma svabhAvanI oLakhAN tathA
svabhAvanI shAnti potAnA AtmAmAnthI pragaT karI hatI. temaNe bahAramAn kAI karyun na hatun. teo gRuhastha hatA.
bAyaDI, chhokarA, vepAr, dhandho vagere hatA. bahAramAn anek sanyogonI najIkamAn hovA chhatAn tenAthI bhinna
AtmAnun bhAn temane hatun, tethI temane antar samAdhi ane shAnti hatI. vaLI dAn dayAdi bhAvo rAg chhe, vikAr
chhe, tenA taraph valaNanI lAgaNIthI jIvane AkuLatA thAy chhe, asamAdhi thAy chhe. ane par padArthanun grahaN–tyAg
karI shakAtun ja nathI, kemake bhinna hayAtI dharAvatI chIj potAthI svayam vartI rahI chhe, tenun parasattA dvArA grahaN–
tyAg thaI shake nahi. jo parasattA dvArA parasattAnAn grahaN–tyAg thAy to tenI bhinna sattA hayAtIrUp na rahetAn
teno nAsh thAy, paN em kadI banatun nathI. Avun apUrva bhedavignAn shrImadne hatun. pUrvanA sanskAr tathA apUrva
vartamAn puruShArtha dvArA temane Avun AtmasvabhAvanun gnAn thayun hatun. pUrvanA sanskAr hoy paN vartamAne te
sanskAranun smaraN karI chAlu rAkhavA te vartamAn navo puruShArtha chhe. te vartamAn navA puruShArtha vaDe ‘hun AtmA
trikALI chaitanya jANanAr dekhanAr chhun. deh, vANI tathA rAgAdi doShothI rahit judo chhun.’ evun bhAn temane hatun.
ane Avun AtmAnun yathArtha bhAn–sAchI samajaN karavI te apUrva navun–anAdithI nahi karelun–karavAnun chhe. A
sivAy jagatamAn bIjun kAI apUrva nathI.