Atmadharma magazine - Ank 084
(Year 7 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2476, A.D. 1950)
(English transliteration).

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TANAn AvyA tyAre samajato nathI. kadI antaramAn pAtratAn lAvIne e vAtanun shravaN paN karyun nathI. bApu!
anantakALe AvA manuShyadehamAn Avyo ne AvA satnAn TANAn maL‌yAn, te vakhate jo satsvabhAv samajavAno
rasto antaramAn nahi le to koI rIte tArA avatArano Aro Ave tem nathI.
(18) muktajIvane avatAr na hoy
vikAr AtmAno svabhAv nathI. ekavAr paN svabhAvanun bhAn karIne vikArano sarvathA nAsh kare to
siddhadashA pragaTe, pachhI pharIthI te jIvane kadI vikAranI utpatti thAy nahi ne te jIv sansAramAn avatAr dhAraN kare
nahi. juo, atyAre paN jIvo vikArane vadhAravA mAngatA nathI paN vikArane ghaTADavA mAnge chhe. ane hinsA,
chorI, abrahma vagere je vikArane ghaTADayo tene pharIthI thavA devA mAngatA nathI. to jeNe badhAy vikArano sarvathA
nAsh karyo tene pharIthI vikAr thAy ne avatAr lye–em kadI bane ja nahIn. kem ke vikAr thavAno AtmAno
svabhAv nathI. pahelAnn vikAr tadna TaLI gayA pahelAnn Avun bhAn karavun joIe. AvA bhAn pachhI krame krame
vikAr TaLe chhe; AvA bhAn vagar kadI vikAr TaLato nathI.
(19) ekatva AtmAnun shobhAyamAnapaNun
AtmA potAnA ekatvasvabhAvamAn nishchal rahe te shobhAyamAn chhe. AtmAnA ekatvasvabhAvanI vAt
sundar chhe, ne ekatvasvabhAvamAn bandhananI–vikAranI vAt vikhavAd utpanna karanArI chhe, dukharUp chhe, em
AchAryadeve samayasAramAn kahyun chhe. loko paN kahe chhe ke ‘bagaDe be. ’ tyAn be–paNAnI vyAkhyA shun? ek trikAL
gnAnamay svabhAv ane bIjo vikAr, e banne paramArthe judAn chhe, vikAr te svabhAv nathI ne svabhAvamAn vikAr
nathI, em banne judAn hovA chhatAn, tene je judAn nathI jANato paN svabhAvane ane vikArane ek mAne chhe, eTale
be mAn ekapaNun mAnatAn tenI shraddhA bagaDe chhe; gnAtAsvabhAv ekarUp chhe tene na mAnatAn, gnAnasvabhAv paN hun ne
vikAr paN hun–em be paNe mAnyo te jIvanI avasthA mithyAshraddhAthI bagaDe chhe.
(20) dvaitanA Ashraye dvaitanI–vikAranI utpatti
AtmA parathI to trikAL judo chhe tem ja kShaNik puNya–pApathI paN paramArthe judo chhe, tenI sAthe
AtmAnI ekatA mAnavI te to dvait ane vikAranI utpattinun kAraN chhe. parantu ek abhed AtmAmAn guNabhedathI
dvaitanI kalpanA karavI te paN vikAranun kAraN chhe. ek abhed AtmasvabhAvamAn anant guNo chhe, anant guNonA
abhedapinDamAn ‘hun gnAn chhun, hun darshan chhun’ ItyAdi bhedano vikalpa te paN dvait chhe, te dvaitanA Ashraye AtmAne lAbh
thato nathI. ek AtmAmAn ‘hun gnAn, hun darshan, hun Anand’ evA traN prakAranA rAgamishrit vichAr te dvait chhe,
tenAthI lAbh mAne te mithyAdraShTi chhe,rAgathI lAbh mAne te to mithyAdraShTi chhe, ane abhed nishchayasvabhAvanA
Ashrayane chhoDIne bhedarUp vyavahAranA Ashraye lAbhanI buddhi te paN mithyAtva chhe; kem ke bhedanA Ashraye paN
rAganI ja utpatti thAy chhe. abhedasvabhAvanI ekatAnA Ashraye vItarAgatA thAy chhe. abhedasvabhAvamAn guN–
bhedarUp dvaitanA vichAranI shreNIthI paN dvaitapaNun eTale rAganI utpatti thAy chhe.
(21)... have anrtasvabhAvasanmukh thA, bhAI!
sat dharmanI sharUAt potAnA pUrNa svabhAvanA svIkArathI thAy chhe, ne pUrNatA paN tenA ja AshrayathI
thAy chhe. juo bhAI, A to AtmAnA anrtamukh thavAnI vAt chhe. anantakALathI barhimukh thaIne bhaTakI rahyo
chhe. barhimukhabhAv anantakAL karyA, have anrtasvabhAvasanmukh thA bhAI! e vinA bIjo koI upAy shAntino
nathI. antarasanmukh thaIne svabhAvano Ashray karyA vinA samyak pratIt nahi thAy; ekatvasvabhAvanI samyak
pratIt vagar ekatvamAn lInatA nahi thAy. ane ekatvasvabhAvamAn lInatA vagar ekatvadashA eTale ke mukti
nahi thAy. jem sonAmAnthI sonAnA dAgInAnI utpatti thAy chhe tem AtmAnA ekatvanI pratIt ane AshrayathI
ekatvanI eTale ke muktinI utpatti thAy chhe. parathI bhinna ekatvasvabhAv shun chhe? ekatva kaho ke paripUrNa kaho,
kem ke ek hoy te potAthI paripUrNa ja hoy. –evA potAnA svabhAvano antaramAn kadI Tach thayo nathI–prIti
jAgI nathI, ane satsamAgame te samajavAnI darakAr karI nathI. svabhAvanI ruchi ane pratIt vagar muktinI
sharUAt thatI nathI. antaramAn chaitanyasvabhAvanI ruchi karavI te ek ja muktinI sharUAtano upAy chhe.