Atmadharma magazine - Ank 093
(Year 8 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2477, A.D. 1951)
(English transliteration).

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rAg–dveSh te chAritraguNanI avasthA chhe. jo AtmAmAn chAritra sivAy bIjA gnAnAdi anant guNo na
hoy to dharma thaI shake nahIn. kem ke je chAritra pote vikAramAn aTakyun hoy te pote vikArarahit svabhAvano
nirNay kem karI shake? ane te nirNay vagar dharma kyAthi thAy? mATe chAritra sivAy bIjA gnAn, shraddhA vagere
guNo chhe; tethI chAritranI dashAmAn vikAr hovA chhatAn te ja vakhate gnAnaguNanA kArya vaDe shuddhaAtmAnun gnAn
thAy chhe tathA shraddhAguNanA kAryavaDe shuddhAtmAnI shraddhA thAy chhe. ane e shuddhAtmAnI shraddhA–gnAnanA jore
svabhAvasanmukh pariNamatAn chAritranA vikArano paN krame krame nAsh thato jAy chhe. samyakshraddhA–gnAn thatAn
tenI sAthe chAritra paN anshe shuddha to thAy chhe. samyakshraddhA–gnAn thavA chhatAn chAritra sarvathA ashuddha ja rahe–
em banatun nathI. chAritranun vartan thoDunk Undhunn hovA chhatAn, te vakhate shraddhA–gnAnaguNanA svAshrit pariNamanavaDe
vikArarahit AtmAnI shraddhA tathA gnAn thAy chhe. mATe, jo koI jIv AtmAmAn anantaguNo na mAne ne ek
ja guN mAne to tene sAdhakadashA thaI shake ja nahi, tene to vikAr vakhate vikAr jeTalo ja AtmA mAnavAnun
rahe, paN vikAr vakhate vikArarahit shuddha AtmAnI shraddhA tathA gnAn tene thaI shake nahi, kem ke te guNone ja
teNe svIkAryA nathI. avasthAmAn rAg–dveSharUp je kShaNik malinatA chhe te gnAn sivAy bIjA guNanI chhe,
gnAnanI malinatA nathI. tethI te malinatAthI judun rahIne gnAne svabhAv taraph vaLIne AtmAnA nirmaL
guNone jANyA, eTale tenA Ashraye sAdhakadashA sharU thaI gaI. te jIv potAne kShaNik rAg–dveSh jeTalo ja
mAnI leto nathI.
AtmAnI vartamAn paryAyamAn rAgAdi malinatA chhe te chAritraguNanI viparItadashA chhe. tyAn tene ja
agnAnI Akho AtmA mAnato tethI mithyA shraddhA–gnAn hatAn. have te mithyA mAnyatA pheravIne shraddhA–gnAn
svasanmukh thatAn em mAnyun ke trikAL dhruv chaitanya te ja hun chhun, mArA trikALI svabhAvamAn malinatA nathI;
avasthAmAn je kShaNik alpa malinatA chhe teTalo Akho AtmA nathI. svabhAv taraph vaLelA sva–par prakAshak
gnAne te malinatAne gney tarIke jANI kharI ke A chAritrano doSh chhe, paN te mAro mUL svabhAv nathI. te
doSh vakhate paN bIjA gnAn–shraddhAn guNavaDe dhruv shuddha nitya AtmAnun gnAn–shraddhAn thAy chhe, eTale vikAr
vakhate paN shuddha AtmAnA samyak shraddhAn–gnAnamAn dharmI jIvane shankA paDatI nathI. jo ekek AtmAmAn shraddhA–
gnAn–chAritra vagere anek guNone (eTale ke anekAnt svabhAvane) na svIkAro to sAdhakapaNun ja sAbit
thAy nahi, ne sAdhakapaNA vagar bAdhakapaNun paN siddha na thAy, eTale sansAr–mokShano ja abhAv Thare. –parantu
e vAt pratyakSha viruddha chhe.
vaLI jo samyakshraddhA–gnAn thatAn tenI sAthe ja pUrun chAritra UghaDI jatun hoy ne vartanano jarA paN
doSh na raheto hoy to sAdhakapaNAnA prakAro ja paDe nahi paN samyakshraddhA sAthe ja badhA jIvone vItarAgatA
thaI jAy, eTale kathanchit guNabhedarUp je vastusvarUp chhe te siddha thAy nahi, mATe te paN viruddha chhe.
AtmavastumAn shraddhA, gnAn, chAritra vagere anek guNo chhe ane guN apekShAe te darekanun kArya bhinna
bhinna chhe–Am yathArtha anekAntane samaje to ja vastusvarUpanI siddhi thAy.
[18] kalyAN kem thAy?
jIvane avasthAmAn akalyAN chhe te TALIne kalyAN pragaT karavun chhe. avasthAmAn akalyAN chhe te TaLIne
kalyAN kyAthi Avashe? avasthAmAn akalyAN hovA chhatAn, jemAnthI kalyAN pragaTe chhe evI dhruv vastunI
shraddhA karavAthI tenA AdhAre kalyAN pragaTatun jAy chhe. dhruv vastunI shraddhA thaI tyAn anshe kalyAN pragaTyun chhe ne
hajI anshe akalyAN paN chhe. jo sampUrNa kalyAN thaI jAy to akalyAN bAkI rahe nahi. rAgadveSh te akalyAN
chhe ne vItarAgabhAv te kalyAN chhe. avasthAmAn anshe akalyAN (–rAgadveSh) hovA chhatAn shuddha AtmAno vivek
thAy chhe ne samyakshraddhA gnAnarUp kalyAN pragaTe chhe. tethI shrIAchAryadeve pahelAnn shuddha AtmAne jANavAnI vAt
mUkI chhe. shuddhAtmAne jANavAnI sAthe ja pUrun ja vartan (–vItarAgatA) thaI jatun nathI paN temAn kram paDe chhe.
jo samyakshraddhA–gnAn thatAnnI sAthe ja chAritra pUrun thaI jatun hoy to sAdhakadashA rahe nahi.