Atmadharma magazine - Ank 110
(Year 10 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2479, A.D. 1953)
(English transliteration).

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kem thAy tenI jhankhanA thaI chhe ane tethI shuddha AtmAnun svarUp jANavA mATe prashna pUchhe chhe; shuddha AtmAno
anubhav kem thAy te sAmbhaLavAnI ane samajavAnI jhankhanAvALo chhe,–evA shiShyane shrI AchAryadev kahe chhe ke he
shiShya! je nay AtmAne abaddhaspRuShTa, ananya, niyat, avisheSh ane asanyukta jANe chhe tene tun shuddhanay jAN.
A rIte AvI jhankhanAvALA pAtra shiShyane mATe ja A sUtra nimitta chhe, eTale upAdAn–nimittanI sandhi chhe.
jene mokShamArga samajavAnI jignAsA nathI, ne sAmbhaLavAmAn utsAh nathI evA ThUnTh jevA jIvane gnAnI
mokShamArgano upadesh sambhaLAvatA nathI. jene AtmAnI darakAr nathI ne bhavabhramaNano bhay nathI–evA jIvonI
ahIn vAt nathI. bhale gRuhasthAshramamAn hoy, paN jeno AtmA antarathI jhankhanA karato pUchhe chhe ke shuddhaAtmA kevo
chhe?–tenI anubhUti kaI rIte thAy?–Am shuddhaAtmAnA anubhavanI rIt jANIne tevo anubhav karavA mATe je
pAtra thayo chhe evA shiShyane shrI AchAryadev samajAve chhe. guru kevA hoy ane shiShyanI pAtratA kevI hoy–te badhI
vAt AmAn AvI jAy chhe. pAtra shiShya pote shrIguru pAse jaIne vinayapUrvak pUchhe chhe.
A shAstrakartA to muni chhe, AtmAnA anubhavanI dhUnamAn masta rahenArA ne van–jangalamAn vasanArA
mahAn digambar sant chhe. munio to jangalamAn giriguphAmAn kyAnk vasatA hoy chhe, vastImAn to kyArek ja Ave
chhe. pAtra shiShya hoy te pote gurunI shodhamAn jAy chhe. AtmAnA anubhav mATe talasato shiShya gharabAr ane
vepAr–dhandhAnI pravRutti chhoDIne munimahAtmAnI shodhamAn chAlI nIkaLe chhe. ‘varte antar shodh’ antaramAn AtmAnI
shodhamAn vartato shiShya nimitta tarIke santane shodhe chhe. hun ghare kyAre pAchho AvIsh ane vepAr–dhandho ke AhAr–
pANI kyAre karIsh–evI sansAranI chintAno bojo chhoDIne, jangalamAn munine shodhIne temanI pAsethI AtmA
samajavAno kAmI chhe, evo shiShya gnAnI sant maLatAn temane dhagashathI pUchhe chhe ke he nAth! shuddhAtmAnI anubhUti
kevI rIte thAy? evA pAtra shiShyane shrIguru samajAve chhe ke he bhAI! AtmAnA bhUtArthasvabhAvanI samIp jaIne
anubhav karatAn shuddhaAtmAnI anubhUti thAy chhe. karmano sambandh ane ashuddhatA to abhUtArtha chhe, AtmAnA
bhUtArthasvabhAvamAn te nathI, tethI bhUtArthasvabhAvanI draShTithI eTale ke shuddhanayathI karmanA sambandh rahit ane
ashuddhatA rahit evA AtmAnI anubhUti thAy chhe. Avun samajanAr shiShya kevo chhe?–ke mAre vepAr–dhandho khoTI
thAy chhe mATe hun jhaT gher jAun–evun tenA manamAn nathI, tenAthI to te udAsIn chhe ane AtmA samajavA mATe tenun
antar talase chhe; AvA supAtra shiShyane AchAryadev A sUtra dvArA shuddha AtmA samajAvyo chhe.
A kALe AvA vItarAgI digambar sant munirAjanA darshan to atyant durlabh thaI paDyA chhe, parantu
AtmagnAnI sant maLavA paN durlabh chhe. je jignAsu jIv hoy te gnAnI gurune shodhIne–oLakhIne temanI pAse
jaIne vinayathI pUchhe chhe. shrIgurue AtmAnun svarUp je pramANe kahyun te pramANe jhIlIne gnAnamAn dhArI rAkhyun chhe ne
pachhI teno anubhav karavA mATe jhankhanAthI pUchhe chhe ke prabho! Ape jevo kahyo tevA AtmAnI anubhUti kem
thAy? te potAnA manamAn em sandeh nathI karato ke ‘are re! mane AvA shuddhAtmAno anubhav nahi thaI shake.’
paN ‘hun AvA AtmAno anubhav karun, A ja mAre karavA yogya chhe’–em ullAsit ane udyamI thaIne tenI
rIt pUchhe chhe. anubhav nahi thaI shake–em nathI mAnato, paN anubhav karavA mATe pUchhe chhe ke prabho! Ape jevo
kahyo tevA shuddhaAtmAnI anubhUti kaI rIte thAy te jaNAvo! paryAyamAn shuddhaAtmAnA Anandanun vedan kem thAy
te mATe shiShya antarathI pokAr karI rahyo chhe. tene shrI AchAryadev kahe chhe ke he bhavya! paryAyamAn je A bandhan ane
ashuddhatArUp bhAvo dekhAy chhe te abhUtArtha chhe tethI, AtmAnA bhUtArthasvabhAvanI draShTithI anubhav karatAn te
bandhan ane ashuddha bhAvothI rahit evA shuddhaAtmAnI anubhUti thAy chhe. karmano sambandh ane vikArI bhAvo
AtmAnI kShaNik paryAyamAn chhe kharA, paN te AtmAnun trikALI svarUp nathI, tethI trikALI svarUpanI draShTithI
anubhav karatAn abandhasvabhAvI ekarUp shuddhaAtmAno anubhav thAy chhe.–Avo anubhav karavo te apUrva dharma
ane mokShamArga chhe.
‘shrI guru Avo AtmA kahevA mAnge chhe ane A ja mAre AdaraNIy chhe’–em shrIgurue kahelo AtmA
nakkI karIne tenA anubhav mATe jhankhatA shiShyane andarathI prashna