Atmadharma magazine - Ank 112
(Year 10 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2479, A.D. 1953)
(English transliteration).

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evI apUrva samajaN mATeno prayatna paN apUrva hovo joIe.
aho! mArA chaitanyano vilAs, chaitanyano Anand, chaitanyano mokShamArga ane chaitanyano mokSha–e badhun
mArA chaitanyadravyanA ja Ashraye chhe–AvI anrtashraddhA–gnAn karatAn paryAyano vikAs pragaTe, vikAr TaLe, shuddhatA
vadhe ne amaryAdit gnAn–Anandano vikAs khIle. je jIv Am nathI jANato te kharekhar dev–guru–shAstrane
jANato nathI, AtmAne jANato nathI ne jainashAsanane paN jANato nathI.
paryAyabuddhithI lAbh thAy–e to vAt chhe ja nahi, paN ‘paryAyabuddhi chhoDun’ evI vAt paN ahIn nathI
lIdhI, trikALI shaktinA pinDarUp abhed chaitanyadravyane ja draShTimAn levAnI vAt karI chhe, te dravya upar draShTi karatAn
paryAyadraShTi rahetI ja nathI. anAdikALathI jIvane A sansAr paryAyabuddhithI ja Ubho chhe, antaramAn paripUrNa
shaktinA pinDarUp dravya sadAy chhe, paN paryAyabuddhi chhoDIne te dravyanI sAme kadI joyun nathI. aho!
trikALasvabhAvanA antaraavalokananI ALase ja mukti aTakI chhe. jem bhagavAn sAme ja birAjatA hoy paN
pote Ankh ughADavAnI ALas kare to bhagavAn kyAthi dekhAy? tem AtmA pote chaitanyabhagavAn chhe te
potAnI pAse ja chhe paN anrtanayananI ALase tene dekhato nathI, tethI sansAramAn rakhaDe chhe. lokamAn paN kahe chhe ke
‘mArA nayaNanI ALase re....nIrakhyA na harine jarI’ hari eTale bIjo koI nahi paN potAno AtmA;
nayaNanI ALase eTale gnAnachakShunA pramAdane lIdhe pote potAne dekhyo nahi. pApanA oghane je hare te hari; –kaI
rIte hare? ke hari evo je potAno shuddha chaitanya parameshvar, tene draShTimAn letAn ja mithyAtva vagere pApasamuhano
nAsh thaI jAy chhe. mithyAtvAdino nAsh karavo te paN vyavahArathI kathan chhe, kharekhar to shuddha chaitanyanI draShTimAn te
mithyAtvAdinI utpatti ja thatI nathI. juo, A prabhunA darshan karavAnI rIt! ahIn AchAryadev AtmAne pAmar
kahIne sambodhatA nathI paN AtmAnI prabhutA dekhADe chhe; sAkShAt chaitanyaprabhunI pragaTatA dekhADAy chhe, tun tArA
gnAnanayan kholIne dekh–eTalI ja vAr chhe. sankoch ane vikAr thayo chhe te kShaNik paryAyanI yogyatA chhe paN tArI
trikALI shakti tevI nathI; mATe te vikAr ane sankochaparyAyanI sAme ja jotAn AtmAnI pratIt thatI nathI, trikALI
AtmasvabhAvanI sAme jotAn AtmAnI pratIt thAy chhe ne temAnthI amaryAdit asankuchit vikAs pragaTe chhe.
koI kahe ke AtmAmAn asankuchitavikAsatva svabhAv hovA chhatAn atyAr sudhI tenI paryAyamAn sankoch kem
rahyo? to tenun kAraN e chhe ke jIvane anAdithI paryAyabuddhi chhe eTale te kShaNik paryAy jeTalo ja potAne mAne chhe,
paN potAnA svabhAvasAmarthyane dhyAnamAn leto nathI. jo svabhAvane lakShamAn laIne temAn ekAgra thAy to paryAyamAnthI
sankoch TaLIne vikAs thayA vinA rahe nahi. ahIn to dravyaparyAy sahitanI vAt chhe, eTale ke sAdhakanI vAt chhe;
sAdhak jIve potAnI svabhAvashaktine pratItamAn lIdhI chhe ne paryAyamAn tene te shaktionun nirmaL pariNaman UchhaLe
chhe. je jIv potAnI svabhAvashaktine pratItamAn nathI leto tene tenun nirmaL pariNaman UchhaLatun nathI, –evA jIvanI
ahIn vAt nathI.
jIvanI paryAyamAn anAdithI je sankoch chhe te koI paranA kAraNe nathI paN potAnI ja paryAyamAn bhUlane
kAraNe chhe. je jIv potAnI paryAyanI bhUlane na pakaDe ane parane kAraNe potAnI paryAy sankochANI chhe–em mAne,
te jIv bhale rAg ghaTADIne ghaNA shAstronI dhAraNA karI jAy toy tene AtmAno lAbh na thAy. ane, mArI
paryAyamAn sankoch chhe te mArI potAnI bhUlane kAraNe chhe, koI paranA kAraNe
(anusandhAn pRuShTha 66 thI chAlu)
svarUp taraph valaNanA joramAn shAntinAth bhagavAn bhav–tan–bhogathI udAs–udAs thaI gayA chhe; smashAnanI
chehamAn paDelA maDadAnI shobhAnI jem sansArathI udAs chhe arthAt jem smashAnanI chehamAn paDelA maDadAne koI hAr
vagerethI shaNagAre to tyAn kAI maDadun prasanna thatun nathI ne tene bALe to kAI khed thato nathI kemake moh karanAro
andarathI chAlyo gayo chhe tem bhagavAnano AtmA AkhA sansArathI udAsIn thaI gayo chhe, tene koI pratye rAg–
dveSh nathI kemake andaranA mohanun mRutyun thaI gayun chhe. amArA chaitanyanA atIndriy Anand pAse amane puNya–pAp
ke sharIr–bhog sArA lAgatA nathI, jAgRut chaitanyanI sattA pAse e badhA maDadA jevA lAge chhe. –A pramANe
bhAnasahit vairAgya pAmIne shAntinAth bhagavAne chAritradashA angIkAr karI.
–te chAritradashAnun varNan ane munipadano mahimA batAvato A pravachanano bAkIno bhAg have pachhI
ApavAmAn Avashe.