: 64 : Atmadharma–112 : mahA : 2009 :
smashAne gayelA maDadA pAchhA ghare AvatA nathI tem vairAgya pAmyA pachhI tIrthankar–bhagavanto gRuhavAsamAn rokAtA
nathI, kemake mohanun mRutyu thaI gayun chhe.
* bhagavAnanA vairAgyanI chhAyA *
shAntinAth bhagavAnane chha khanDanun rAjya ane 96000 rANIono sanyog hovA chhatAn pANImAn rahelA kamaLanI
jem andar chaitanyanI draShTimAn kyAy tene aDavA dIdhun na hatun. rANIonAn hRuday paN chamakI UThatAn ke A kaI kShaNe
vairAgya pAmIne vanamAn chAlyA jashe! vanamAn vicharatA ekalavAyA sinhanI jem bhagavAn ekatvabhAvanA bhAvIne, A
badhun chhoDI kyAre vanamAn chAlyA jashe!! –AvI to bhagavAnanA vairAgyanI chhAyA rANIonA hRudayamAn chhavAI gaI hatI.
chakravartIpaNe hajAro rANIonA sangamAn rahyA chhatAn paN bhagavAnane temAn kyAy sukhabuddhi na hatI, antaramAn
chaitanyanA atIndriy Anandano anshe anubhav hato eTale antaramAn te badhAthI udAs–udAs hatA. rANIone paN
andar nakkI thaI gayun hatun ke ‘A bhogI nathI paN sansAramAn rahelo yogI chhe; amArA uparano rAg kShaNamAn chhoDIne
game tyAre chAlI nIkaLashe. tenI ruchinun jor svabhAvamAn chhe; viShay–bhogamAn kyAy tenI ruchi nathI. amAre lIdhe
tene rAg thato nathI, nimittane lIdhe rAg thAy em te mAnatA nathI, paryAyanI nabaLAIthI rAg thAy chhe, paN
IndriyonA bhogarahit atIndriyasvabhAvanA AnandamAn lIn thaIne teno bhogavaTo karavAnI te vAramvAr bhAvanA
bhAve chhe; eTale svabhAvanI sabaLAInA jore A nabaLAIno rAg toDIne, kShaNamAn A badhun chhoDIne chAlyA jashe.’
aho! AtmAnA atIndriy Anandano svAd jeNe chAkhyo chhe evA gnAnIjano Indriy–viShayomAn sukh
mAnIne temAn magna thAy–em kadI banatun nathI, gnAnIne AtmAnA Anand pAse viShayo ekadam tuchchha bhAse chhe
eTale viShayo pratyethI tene saheje udAsInatA thaI jAy chhe.
* bhagavAnanI bhAvanA *
hun asanyogI chaitanyamUrti chhun; ek paramANuthI mAnDIne chha khanDanI riddhi te badhoy achetanano svabhAv chhe,
temAn kyAy mArun sukh nathI ane mArA chaitanyasvabhAvamAn te koI traNakAL traNalokamAn nathI–Avun bhinnapaNAnun
bhAn to bhagavAnane pahelethI ja hatun. AvA bhAnasahit bhagavAn antaramAn bhAvanA bhAvatA hatA ke–
rajakaN ke riddhi vaimAnik devanI
sarve mAnyA pudgal ek svabhAv jo....
jene hajI jaD–chaitananA bhinnapaNAnun ja bhAn na hoy tene to parathI bhinna chaitanyanI bhAvanA paN
kyAthi hoy? bhagavAnane bhinnatAnun bhAn to hatun chhatAn alpa rAgane lIdhe par taraph valaN jatun hatun, te par
taraphanA bhAvothI pAchhA haThIne chaitanyamAn lIn thavA mATe bhagavAn vairAgyabhAvanA bhAvatA hatA....
apUrva avasar evo kyAre Avashe.
kyAre thaIshun bAhyAntar nirgranth jo;
sarva sambandhanun bandhan tIkShNa chhedIne,
vicharashun kav mahatpuruShane panth jo.
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jIvit ke maraNe nahi nyUnAdhikatA
bhav mokShe paN shuddha varte samabhAv jo.
aho, AtmAnA AnandamAn evI lInatA jAme ke ‘bhav TALun ne mokSha karun’ evI rAganI vRutti paN na
UThe, –AvI dhanyadashA kyAre Avashe?
–koN A bhAvanA bhAve chhe?
chakravartI rAjamAn rahelA shAntinAth bhagavAn A bhAvanA bhAve chhe. gRuhasthapaNAmAny samyak AtmabhAnanA
baLe bhagavAnane AtmAnA svabhAv sivAyanA badhA bhAvomAnthI ruchi to UDI gaI hatI, ne pUrNa udAsInatA
mATe–sarvasangaparityAgI munidashA mATe–teo bhAvanA bhAvatA hatA....... kevI muni dashA....? ke–
‘sarva bhAvathI audAsInya vRutti karI,
mAtra deh te sanyam hetu hoy jo.
anya kAraNe anya kashun kalpe nahi,
dehe paN kinchit mUrchhA nav hoy jo.’
antaramAn traN kaShAyanA abhAvarUp vItarAgabhAv pragaTyo hoy ne bahAramAn paN sarvasangaparityAgI digambar dashA