Atmadharma magazine - Ank 115 (simplified iso15919 transliteration). Page: 9.

ḥ 148ḥ ātmadharmaḥ 11p
trikāḷ evī ja sthiti chhe ke pahelān ātmadhyānamān sātamun guṇasthān pragaṭe; ane pachhī vikalpa ūṭhatān chhaṭhṭhun
guṇasthān āve. munio ānandakand ātmāmān jhūle chhe, temane traṇ prakāranā kaṣhāyono to nāsh thaī gayo chhe,
mātra atyantamand sañjvalan kaṣhāy rahyo chhe, tethī vastrādi grahaṇano tīvra kaṣhāyabhāv temane hoto ja nathī.
munionī dashā traṇekāḷe digambar ja hoy chhe. anādi jainashāsanamān munionī āvī ja sahaj dashā hoy chhe.
man vachan–kāyāthī karavun–karāvavun ne anumodavun em nave prakārathī parigrah chhūṭī jāy chhe, pachhī ja munidashā hoy
chhe. jo antaramān parigrahanun shalya paḍayun hoy to munidashā hotī nathī.

loko to ātmāne bhūlīne bahāramān dīkṣhā mānī beṭhā chhe. parantu dīkṣhā to ātmashikṣhāpūrvak hoy chhe. dīkṣhā

ane pariṣhahamān munione kaṣhṭa nathī paṇ ātmānī apūrvashānti chhe. pratikūḷ–prasaṅg hoy ne temān kaṣhṭa lāge tenun
nām pariṣhah nathī, kaṣhṭano bhāv to dveṣh chhe–pāp chhe. game tevā prasaṅg vakhate rāg–dveṣhano vikalpa na thāy ne
chaitanyamān līnatā ṭakī rahe tenun nām pariṣhah chhe. āvo pariṣhah mārgathī achyutapaṇānun ane nirjarānun kāraṇ chhe.
bahāramān pariṣhahanā game tevā nimitto vakhate ātmānī paryāyamān darshan–gnān–chāritrathī achyutapaṇun rahe ne
shuddhatā vadhatī jāy–enun nām pariṣhah chhe. kayān munivarono āvo pariṣhah! ane kayān agnānīe mānelo
pariṣhah! pratikūḷ sanyog bane, ane rāg–dveṣhanī vr̥utti thāy te kāī pariṣhah nathī. paṇ te vakhate ātmānī
vītarāgī shāntinā anubhavamānthī na khasavun tenun nām pariṣhah chhe. ahoho! darshan–gnān–chāritranā vītarāgī
ānandamān jhūlato munimārga chhe, te ānandanā anubhavamānthī na khasavun te pariṣhah chhe. pariṣhahamān munione duḥkh
nathī paṇ ānand chhe.

juo, ā vāt chaud brahmāṇḍamān sarvagna paramātmāthī rajīsṭar thaī gayelī chhe. anant tīrthaṅkaro āvo

ja mārga ādarīne mukti pāmyā chhe, ane āvo ja mārga jagatane kahī gayā chhe. atyāre mahāvidehamān paṇ
āvo ja mārga dhokhabandh chālī rahyo chhe. badhā digambar santo paṇ ā ek ja mārga kahī gayā chhe,
kundakundāchāryadev, samantabhadrāchāryadev, padmanandī munirāj ke dharasenāchāryadev vagere koī paṇ muni lyo,–te
badhānī ek ja dhārā chālī āve chhe, tīrthaṅkaro ane sant munioe je vāt karī chhe te ja vāt ahīn
kahevāy chhe. mukti karavī hoy to jagatane ā vāt mānye chhūṭako chhe, ā sivāy bījā koī mārge
traṇakāḷamān koī jīvanī mukti thatī nathī.

nemināth bhagavānane ātmagnān hatun ane potāne khabar hatī ke ‘māre ā bhavamān ja anādi sansārano

ant thavāno chhe ane have mārī sādi–anant siddhadashānī sharūāt thavānī chhe; have māre navo bhav karavāno nathī,
ā chhello ja avatār chhe.’ āvā bhagavānane vairāgya thayo ane dīkṣhā līdhī. aho! tīrthaṅkaranā vairāgyanī shun
vāt! vairāgya thayā pachhī teo sansāramān rokātā nathī. āje bhagavānanā vairāgyano adbhut prasaṅg chhe. vairāgya
thatān ja bhagavān to dīkṣhā laīne vanamān chālyā gayā. bhagavān bahāranā āmravanamān gayā. e to sanyoganun
kathan chhe, kharekhar to jaṅgalamān antaranā chaitanyavanamān–jyān apūrva gnān ane ānandarūpī āmbā pāke evā
āmravanamān bhagavān gūm thaī gayā....antaranī chaitanyaguphāmān bhagavāne pravesh karyo....van–jaṅgalamān vicharatān
bhagavānane duḥkh na hatun paṇ ātmānā ānandanī moj hatī, antaramān shāntinā sheraḍā chhūṭatā hatā. agnānīne to
bhagavānanā e ānandanī kalpanā paṇ kayānthī āve?

badhāy tīrthaṅkar bhagavantone dīkṣhā pachhī tarat ātmadhyānanī apūrva jāgr̥utimān sātamun apramatta

guṇasthān tem ja manaḥparyayagnān pragaṭe chhe; ane tīrthaṅkarone kṣhapakashreṇī ja hoy chhe; temane sātamun ane
chhaṭhṭhun guṇasthān anekavār badalyā kare paṇ upashamashreṇī na hoy, sīdhī kṣhapakashreṇī ja hoy chhe. aho!
chhaṭhṭhā–sātamā guṇasthāne munio ātmānā sahaj ānandamān jhūle chhe, hālatān–chālatān temaj āhār
letān letān paṇ vāramvār nirvikalpa apramattadashā thaī jāy chhe, hāthamān āhārano koḷio hoy ne muni
to nirvikalpa thaīne andar chaitanyagoḷāno svād letā hoy. pramād dashāmān munio lāmbo kāḷ rahetā
nathī. munione ātmajāgr̥uti evī vadhī gaī chhe ke ūṅgh ūḍī gaī chhe, ek sāthe lāmbo kāḷ nidrā hotī
nathī, nidrāno kāḷ bahu alpa chhe, ek kalāk paṇ pūrī nidrā hotī nathī kem ke chhaṭhṭhā guṇasthānano kāḷ
ja alpa chhe. nidrā ochhī chhe te kāraṇe kāī kaṣhṭa nathī paṇ andaramān ātmajāgr̥utino apūrva ānand chhe.
are, alpakāḷ nidrā

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