hato. jaD sharIr mArAthI sadAy atyant bhinna chhe; mArun chaitanyasvarUp jaDathI bhinna ja rahyun chhe–Am potAnA
chaitanyasvarUpane jANIne tun prasanna thA....AnandamAn Av. tArA chaitanyasvarUpane oLakhatAn ja tane antaramAn apUrva
prasannatA ane Anand thashe. ‘hun chaitanyaparameshvar chhun, jevA paramAtmA chhe tevun ja mArun svarUp chhe, mArun kAI bagaDayun
nathI–’ Am samajI tArun chitta ujjavaL kar...hRudayane UjaLun kar....prasanna thA ane AhlAd kar ke– aho! Avo
mAro Anandaghan chaitanyasvabhAv! bhAI! Am karavAthI tArun anAdinun mithyAtva TaLI jashe ne tArA bhavabhramaNano
ant AvI jashe.
gnAnane ane rAgane gneyagnAyakapaNun chhe tem ja ekakShetrAvagAhapaNun chhe, parantu temane ekapaNun nathI; gnAnano ane rAgano
svabhAv bhinna bhinna chhe. Am hovA chhatAn je jIv gnAn ane rAgane ekamekapaNe ja mAnI rahyo chhe tene AchAryadev
kahe chhe ke are durAtmA! hAthI vagere pashu jevA svabhAvane tun chhoD chhoD! jem hAthI lADavA ane ghAsanA svAdano
vivek karyA vagar te bannene bhegAn karIne khAy chhe, tem tun paN jaD–chetanano vivek karyA vagar bannene ekapaNe
anubhave chhe,–tene tun chhoD, ane param vivekathI bhedagnAn karIne tArA chaitanyasvarUp AtmAne jaDathI ne vikArathI
atyant judo tun jAN. ahIn ‘he durAtmA!’ em kahyun teno artha em chhe ke are bhAI! chaitanya svarUpane chUkIne jaD
sharIrane potAnun mAnavArUp je mithyAtvabhAv chhe te durAtmapaNun chhe tene tun chhoD, ane “hun chaitanyasvarUp sadA
upayogamay AtmA chhun”–em samajIne tun pavitrAtmA thA.–A rIte durAtmApaNun chhoDIne pavitra–AtmapaNun pragaT
karavAnI preraNA karI chhe.
sarvagnanI sAkShI ApIne tene samajAve chhe he bhAI! ApaNA sarvagna bhagavAn AkhA vishvane pratyakSha jANanArA chhe, te
sarvagna bhagavAnanA gnAnathI to em prasiddha karavAmAn Avyun chhe ke jIvadravya sadA upayogamay chhe, ane sharIrAdik to
achetan chhe jo tun em kahe chhe ke ‘sharIrAdik pudgaladravya mArAn chhe’–to he bhAI! sarvagnabhagavAne sadA chetanarUp
joyelun evun jIvadravya te achetan kyAthi thaI gayun ke jethI tun pudgaladravya potAnun mAne chhe! jem prakAshane ane
andhakArane ekatA nathI paN atyant judApaNun chhe, tem chaitanyasvarUp AtmAne ane jaDane ekatA nathI paN atyant
judApaNun chhe. jem jaD sAthe ekatA nathI tem rAgAdik sAthe paN chaitanyasvarUpanI ekatA nathI, chaitanyasvarUp rAgathI
paN judun chhe, chaitanyane ane rAgane ekamekapaNun thayun nathI. mATe he shiShya! tun tArA AtmAne sharIrathI ane rAgathI
bhinna chaitanyasvarUp
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