Atmadharma magazine - Ank 121
(Year 11 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2480, A.D. 1954)
(English transliteration).

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shake? tun to tArA upayogasvarUpamAnj sadAy rahelo chhe, pudgal te jaD chhe, temAn tun rahelo nathI. mATe ekalA
chaitanyamay svadravyane ja tun tArApaNe anubhav, temAn ja ‘hun’ paNAnI pratIti kar, ane enAthI bhinna anya samasta
padArthomAnthI hun–paNun chhoDI de.
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aho! hun to ek chaitanyamay jIvatattva, te ajIvamAn kaI rIte vyApun? hun to mArA upayogasvarUpamAn ja chhun ne
par to paramAn ja chhe, hun kadI mArA upayogasvarUpane chhoDIne pararUpe thayo ja nathI,’–Am shrI gurue tane samajAvyun,
mATe he bhavya! ‘hun pote mArA upayogasvabhAvamAn ja chhun’–em jANI, prasanna thaI, sAvadhAn thA, ane antarmukh
thaIne AvA tArA chaitanyasvarUpano anubhav kar, tenA atIndriy Anandane bhogav. ame tane tArun chaitanyasvarUp
dehAdi badhAthI judun ane tArA potAthI ja paripUrNa, sadA upayogamay batAvyun, te jANIne tun prasanna thA, sAvadhAn thA
ane teno anubhav kar, temAn tane AtmAnA apUrva Anandanun svasamvedan thashe.
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e pramANe AchAryadeve chaitanyasvarUpamAn prasannatA, sAvadhAnI ane anubhav karavAnun kahyun.
shrI gurunA AvA kalyANakArI upadeshane jhIlanAr shiShya vinay ane bahumAnapUrvak kahe chhe ke he prabho!
anAdithI mArA bhinna chaitanyatattvane bhUlIne, vikAramAn ne paramAn ja mArApaNun mAnIne hun AkuL–vyAkuL thaI rahyo
hato, ApashrIe param karuNA karIne vAramvAr mane pratibodhyo ane parathI atyant bhinna, chaitanyasvarUpathI paripUrNa
mArun svadravya samajAvIne Ape mane nyAl karyo. aho, Avun param mahimAvant mArun svadravya samajatAn mane prasannatA
thAy chhe, paramAn ghUnTAyelI ekatvabuddhi TaLIne have chaitanyasvarUpamAn sAvadhAnI thAy chhe, mAro utsAh nijasvarUp taraph
vaLe chhe ane hun mane nitya upayogasvarUpe ja anubhavun chhun. have rAgAdi bhAvo ke paradravya mArA svarUpamAn ekamekapaNe
jarApaN bhAsatA nathI. aho nAth! Ape divyamantro vaDe amArI mohamUrchhA dUr karIne amane sajIvan karyAn....
–Am, samajanAr shiShya atyant vinay ane bahumAnapUrvak shrI gurunA upakAranI jAherAt kare chhe.
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AchAryadeve ghaNA ghaNA prakArathI jIv–ajIvanun judApaNun batAvyun, ane ajIvathI bhinna shuddha chaitanyasvarUp
AtmAnI samajaN ApIne, prasannatApUrvak sAvadhAnIthI teno anubhav karavAnun kahyun; koI jIv eTalAthI paN na jAge
to tene ati ugra preraNA karIne AchAryadev 23 mA kalashamAn kahe chhe ke are bhAI! tun marIne paN chaitanyamUrti AtmAno
anubhav kar. AchAryadev komaL sambodhanathI kahe chhe ke he bhAI! sharIrAdik mUrtadravyothI bhinna evA tArA
chaitanyasvarUp AtmAne tun koI paN prakAre–mahA prayatna karIne anubhav,–jethI par sAthe ekapaNAno tAro moh chhUTe.
(–AtmAno anubhav karavAnI preraNAvALun A 23 mA kalash uparanun pravachan AvatA ankamAn vAncho. e
lekhanun mathALun hashe–‘AtmakalyANanI adbhut preraNA.’ AtmakalyANane mATe jhankhatA jignAsuone e lekh vAnchatAn
em thashe ke aho! mahA upakArI santo sivAy AtmakalyANanI AvI vAtsalyabharI adbhut preraNA koN Ape?)
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