Atmadharma magazine - Ank 122
(Year 11 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2480, A.D. 1954)
(English transliteration).

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A taraph vAL. ek Atma–anubhav sivAy jagatanA bIjA badhA kAmo karavAmAn jANe ke mArun mRutyu thaI gayun hoy–
em temanAthI udAsIn thaIne, A chaitanyasvarUp AtmAno anubhav karavA mATe ja udyamI thA....sarva prakAranA udyam
vaDe antaramAn vaLIne tArA AtmAne parathI judo dekh.
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are jIv! chaitanya tattvanA anubhav vagaranun jIvan tane kem goThe chhe? AtmAnA bhAn vagaranA jIvonun
jIvan amane to maDadA jevun lAge chhe. jyAn chaitanyanI jAgRuti nathI, are! pote koN chhe tenI ja potAne khabar nathI–
ene te jIvan kem kahevAy? he jIv! have to tun jAgRut thA....jAgRut thaIne, ame tane tArun chaitanyasvarUp batAvyun
teo anubhav karavA udyamI thA. mohanI mUrchhAmAn have ek kShaN paN na gumAv. chaitanyanun jIvan prApta karavA ekavAr
to AkhAye jagatathI chhUTo paDIne antaramAn tArA chaitanya–vilAsane dekh. em karavAthI tAro anAdino moh chhUTIne
tane apUrva kalyANanI prApti thashe.
he bhAI! he vatsa! have tAre A jIvanamAn e ja karavA jevun chhe. tane agharun lAgatun hoy ane gabharAmaN thatI
hoy to ame tane kahIe chhIe ke he bhAI! e agharun nathI, paN prayatnathI sahelun chhe; phakta ekavAr tun jagatanA badhA
paradravyothI judo paDI teno pADoshI thaI jA, ne jagatathI bhinna chaitanyatattvane dekhavA mATe kutUhal karIne antaramAn teno
udyam kar.–Am karavAthI tane antaramAn Anandasahit chaitanyano anubhav thashe ane tArI munjhavaN maTI jashe.
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paramAn k knavIn vAt Ave tyAn tene jANavAnun kevun kutUhal kare chhe! to anAdikALathI nahi jANel evun
param mahimAvant chaitanyatattva, tene jANavA mATe kutUhal kem nathI karato? ‘AtmA kevo chhe’–te jANavAnun ekavAr
to kutUhal kar. jagatanI darakAr chhoDIne AtmAne jANavAnI darakAr kar. are jIv! jagatanun avanavun jANavAnI honsh
ane chaitanyatattvane jANavAmAn bedarakArI,–e tane nathI shobhatun. mATe chaitanyane jANavAnI vismayatA lAv ne
duniyAnI darakAr chhoD. duniyA tane mUrkha kaheshe, anek prakAranI pratikULatA karashe, paN te badhAyanI upekShA karIne
antaramAn chaitanyabhagavAn kevA chhe tene jovAnun ek ja lakSha rAkhaje. jo duniyAnI anukULatA–pratikULatAmAn rokAIsh
to tArA chaitanyabhagavAnane tun joI shakIsh nahi. mATe duniyAnI darakAr chhoDIne....ekalo paDIne...antaramAn potAnA
chaitanya svabhAvane dekhavAno mahAn udyam tun kar.
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AchAryadev atyant komaLatAthI preraNA Ape chhe ke he bandhu! anAdikALathI tun A chorAshInA kUvAmAn paDayo
chhe, temAnthI shIghra bahAr nIkaLavA mATe tun marIne paN tattvano kautUhalI thA. ahIn ‘marIne paN kautUhalI thavAnun kahyun
temAn parAkAShThAnI vAt karI chhe. mRutyu sudhInA utkRuShTa prasangane lakShamAn laIne tun AtmAne jovAno kautUhalI thA....
maraN prasang bhale Ave nahi paN tun teTalI utkRuShTa hadane lakShamAn laIne chaitanyane jovAno udyam kar. ‘marIne paN’
eTale ke deh jato hoy to bhale jAy paN mAre to AtmAno anubhav karavo chhe. ‘marIne’ em kahyun temAn kharekhar
to dehadraShTi chhoDavAnun kahyun chhe; maratAn to deh chhUTe chhe paN he bhAI! tun AtmAne jovA khAtar jIvatAn ja dehanI draShTi
chhoDI de....‘deh te hun’
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