Atmadharma magazine - Ank 125
(Year 11 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2480, A.D. 1954)
(English transliteration).

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: 92 : Atmadharma–125 : phAgaN : 2010 :
puNyanA bhAv thAy chhe te mArA gnAnathI judA chhe. agnAnIne potAnA chaitanyanI tAkAtano bharoso nathI, te puNya–
pAp jeTalo ja potAne mAne chhe ne dehanI kriyAnun abhimAn karIne sansAramAn rakhaDe chhe. juo, shreNik rAjAne
dehathI bhinna chidAnandamUrti AtmAnun bhAn hatun, temane vrat–tap ke tyAg na hato parantu antaramAn AtmAnun bhAn
hatun; hajI rAjapATamAn hatA ane anek rANIo hatI chhatAn ekAvatArI thayA ne AvatI chovIsImAn A
bharatakShetre trilokanAth tIrthankar thashe, mahAvIr paramAtmA thayA tevA ja traNalokanA nAth tIrthankar thashe. e kono
pratAp? antaramAn chidAnandasvabhAvanun bhAn vartatun hatun te samyagdarshananA pratApe teo AvatA bhavamAn tIrthankar
thaIne mokSha jashe. antaramAn rAgarahit gnAnasvabhAvanI tAkAt kevI chhe tenI oLakhAN kare to alpakALamAn mokSha
thayA vinA rahe nahi. mATe satsamAgame AtmAnI oLakhANano upAy karavo te dharmanI rIt chhe.
AtmA dehathI bhinna svatantra tattva chhe. sharIranI bAl, yuvAn ne vRuddha evI traNe avasthA gnAnamAn ek
sAthe jaNAy, paN kAI te traNe avasthA ek sAthe bhegI karI shakAtI nathI. sharIramAn pUrve bAl ane yuvAn
avasthA thaI ne vItI gaI, te atyAre gnAnamAn jaNAy kharI, paN te vItI gayelI avasthA pharIne lAvI shakAtI
nathI; mATe AtmAno jANavAno svabhAv chhe, paN sharIranI avasthAne karI shake evo teno svabhAv nathI.
bAlapaNun, yuvAnapaNun ne vRuddhapaNun e to sharIranI dashA chhe, AtmA tenAthI judo rahIne te traNeno jANanAr chhe.
AtmA potAnA gnAnamAn em yAd kare ke :
arere! bAlapaNun ramatamAn khoyun,
yuvAnImAn strImAn mohyo,
ne vRuddhAvasthA dekhIne royo...
e pramANe traNe dashAnun AtmA gnAn kare chhe, pUrvanA puNya–pApane paN te jANe chhe ke men pUrve AvA prakAranA bhAvo
karyA, paN tyAn gnAn sAthe pUrvanA vikArI bhAvo AvI jatA nathI, kemake gnAn to AtmAno svabhAv chhe paN
vikAr AtmAno svabhAv nathI. pUrvanA pApane jANatAn tenun gnAn atyAre thAy chhe, paN gnAn bhegAn te pAp kAI
atyAre AvI jatA nathI. “arere! hun to chaitanyatattva, puNya–pAp mArun svarUp nahi, paN men mArA svarUpane
bhUlIne pUrve tIvra krodh–mAn–kapaTanA bhAvo karyAn ne hun sansAramAn rakhaDayo” A pramANe pUrvanA pApanun gnAn karyun,
tyAn vartamAnamAn tenun gnAn thayun paN tevA pApanA bhAv na thayA, mATe pApanA bhAvathI gnAn judun chhe, ane e ja
pramANe puNyanA bhAvathI paN gnAn judun chhe. ek kShaNe puNyanA bhAv thAy ne bIjI kShaNe te palaTI jAy chhe, te
pariNAm bIjI kShaNe rahetA nathI paN tenun gnAn rahI jAy chhe, te gnAnasvarUp AtmA chhe. AvA gnAnatattvanI
oLakhAN karavI te apUrva dharma chhe.
juo, dharma apUrva chIj chhe. apUrva eTale shun? pUrve anantakALamAn kadI ek kShaN paN je nathI karyun te
apUrva chhe. bahAranI moTI moTI padavI anantavAr maLI gaI, puNya anantavAr karyAn, paN te kAI apUrva nathI.
AtmAnI oLakhAN pUrve kadI karI nathI tethI te ja apUrva chhe. AtmAnI oLakhAN thatAn antaramAn chaitanyanA
siddhabhagavAn jevA atIndriy Anandano apUrva anubhav thAy tenun nAm dharma chhe. A sharIr–man–lakShmI vagere
ajIv tattvo chhe, teno anubhav jIvamAn nathI. agnAnathI jIv em mAne chhe ke hun parano bhogavaTo karun chhun, parantu
te agnAnI paN parane to bhogavato nathI, phakat andaramAn harSha–shokanI vikArI kalpanA karIne te kalpanAno
bhogavaTo kare chhe; paN chaitanyatattva to te puNya–pApanA bhogavaTAthI paN pAr chhe tenI agnAnIne khabar nathI.
dharmAtmA jANe chhe ke hun sanyogathI judo ne puNya–pApanI lAgaNIothI paN judo chaitanyasvabhAvarUp chhun, AvA
bhAnamAn dharmI jIv antarmukh valaNathI potAnA gnAn–Anand svabhAvane ja bhogave chhe. aho! jyAn AtmAnun
bhAn thayun tyAn dhamI jIvane AtmAmAnthI bhaNakAr AvI jAy chhe ke mArA chidAnand svabhAvanA Ashraye have
alpakALamAn mArA janma–maraNano ant AvI jashe ne hun kevaLagnAn pragaT karIne siddhapad pAmIsh.
juo
Avun bhAn antaramAn pragaT karavun te dharmanI sharUAt chhe.
AtmAnun svarUp to jANavAnun chhe. pUrve chAlIs varSha pahelAnn A vanthalIgAmamAn amuk raste AvyA hatA,
em chAlIs varSha pahelAnnnun paN atyAre gnAnamAn jaNAy chhe; e ja pramANe pUrve anant bhavo jIv karI chUkyo tene
paN vartamAnamAn pratyakSha jANe evI gnAnanI tAkAt chhe.
(anusandhAn pAnA nan. 93 upar)