Atmadharma magazine - Ank 128
(Year 11 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2480, A.D. 1954)
(English transliteration).

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: jeTh : 2010 : Atmadharma–128 : 157 :
(pAnA nan. 156 thI chAlu)
gnAnasvabhAv sAthe ekamek thaI gayA nathI, tArA bhUtArtha svabhAvamAn te rAgAdibhAvo pesI gayA nathI paN judA
ja chhe; eTale AtmAnA bhUtArthasvabhAvanI sanmukh thaIne anubhav karatAn rAg ane bandhanarahit shuddhaAtmAno
anubhav thAy chhe. ne shuddhanayathI AvA AtmAno anubhav karavo tenun nAm samyagdarshan chhe, te ja dharmanI
sharUAt chhe. A sivAy shubharAgathI bIjun game te kare te puNyabandhanun kAraN chhe paN temAn kinchit dharma nathI. dharma
to AvA bhUtArthasvabhAvanI draShTi ja thAy chhe.
potAnA bhUtArthasvabhAvane chUkIne anAdithI parane ane vikArane potAnun mAnIne tene rAkhavA mAnge chhe.
anAdithI sharIrAdine potAnun mAnIne rAkhavA mAnge chhe parantu ek rajakaN paN AtmAno thayo nathI, te to
traNekAL AtmAthI judA ja chhe. temaj paryAyamAn anAdithI puNya–pApanA bhAvo karato Ave chhe paN antaranA
dhuravasvabhAv sAthe te ekamek thaI gayA nathI, te vikArI bhAvo upar ne upar ja tare chhe paN svabhAvamAn praveshatA
nathI. jem pANImAn tel upar ja tare chhe tem chidAnand svabhAvamAn puNya–pApanA bhAvo andar praveshatA nathI paN
bahAr ja rahe chhe. mATe antaranA svabhAvanI sanmukh thaIne rAgarahit svabhAvano anubhav thaI shake chhe. agnAnI
puNya–pApanA bhAvamAn ja ekapaNun mAnIne teno ja anubhav kare chhe, tethI puNya–pAparahit chidAnand svabhAvano
anubhav tene thato nathI. dharmIne puNya–pApanA bhAvo thatA hovA chhatAn, te ja vakhate puNya–pApathI pAr
chidAnandasvabhAv upar tenI draShTi paDI chhe, eTale bhUtArthasvabhAvanI draShTimAn te potAnA AtmAne rAgarahit
shuddhapaNe anubhave chhe. A rIte anrtamukh thaIne shuddhanay vaDe shuddhaAtmAno anubhav thaI shake chhe. ane AvA
anubhavathI ja dharmanI sharUAt thAy chhe.
sukh ane dukh shun chhe?
bhAI re! tArun sukh tArA AtmAthI bahAr na hoy.
AtmAno Anand bahAramAn nathI ne AtmAnun dukh paN
bahAramAn nathI. paramAn sukh chhe em je mAne chhe tene AtmAnA
sukhanI shraddhA nathI. bhAI! pahelAnn tun pratIt kar ke mArun sukh
mArAmAn chhe, sanyogamAn mArun sukh nathI.
A dehathI bhinna gnAn–AnandasvarUp AtmA shun chIj chhe te vAt jIvoe anantakALamAn ek
kShaN paN jANI nathI. jIv sukhane gote chhe, paN vAstavik sukh kyAn chhe tenI tene khabar nathI.
AtmAnA svabhAvamAn sukh chhe tene bhUlIne bahAranA sanyogamAnthI sukh levA mAnge chhe, paN sanyogamAn
kyAy AtmAnun sukh nathI. AtmAno svabhAv pote ja sukhathI bharelo chhe, paN tene bhUlIne puNya–
pApanI AkuLatAne vede chhe te dukh chhe. puNya–pApathI pAr mArun gnAnAnand svarUp chhe em jo antarmukh
thaIne samyak–pratIti kare to te kShaNe ja AtmAnA atIndriy sukhano anubhav thAy chhe. A sukh
kaho ke dharma kaho, te judI chIj nathI. dharma atyAre kare ane sukh pachhI maLe em nathI. je kShaNe
AtmAnA svabhAvanI samyak shraddhA–gnAnarUp dharma kare te kShaNe ja apUrva atIndriy sukhano ansh pragaTe
chhe. puNya–pApanA vikArI bhAvo kare tenI AkuLatAnun vedan paN vartamAnamAn chhe, ane
gnAnAnandasvarUpanun bhAn karIne temAn jeTalI ekAgratA kare teTalI anAkuL shAntinun vedan paN
vartamAnamAn ja chhe; bahAranA sanyogo to judA chhe, tenun vedan AtmAne nathI.