Atmadharma magazine - Ank 130
(Year 11 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2480, A.D. 1954)
(English transliteration).

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: shrAvaN: 2010: Atmadharma–130: 195:
(pAnA nan. 194 thI chAlu)
chhe, ne andar puNya–pApanA bhAvo thAy te paN AtmAnun vAstavik svarUp nathI; puNya–pAp to
sevAL jevA malin chhe, jem pANImAn upar je sevAL thAy te svachchha pANInun svarUp nathI,
svachchha pANI to te sevALathI judun chhe, tem chidAnand mUrti AtmA atIndriy AnandarUpI jaLathI
bharelo chhe, temAn puNya–pAp te sevAL jevA chhe, te svachchha AtmAnun svarUp nathI, AtmA to
nirmaL gnAnasvarUp chhe evun samyak AtmabhAn karavun te dharma ane hit chhe; A bodhabIj te
muktinun kAraN chhe. juo, antaramAn pAtra thaIne samajavA mAnge to kaNabI ane kheDUtane paN
samajAy tevI A vAt chhe. jem kaNabI ‘bI’ rAkhIne ‘kaN’ ne bhogave chhe, tem jeNe dharma karavo
hoy–hit karavun hoy teNe pratham bhedagnAn rUpI bIj pragaT karavun joIe.
bhedagnAn eTale shun? A sharIr ane sharIranI kriyAo to jaD chhe, te AtmAthI tadna
bhinna chhe; andaramAn puNya–pApanI kShaNik vRutti thAy tenAthI paN pAr AtmAno svabhAv chhe, te
svabhAvamAn pUrNAnand paramAtmadashA pragaTavAnI tAkAt chhe, temAn antarmukh thaIne teno vishvAs
karavo ne tenun samyaggnAn karavun tenun nAm bhedagnAn chhe, ne te mokShanun kAraN chhe. juo, bahAramAn
khUb garamI thatI hoy ane ThanDI havA Ave, tyA jANe te havAmAnthI sukh Avatun hashe em
agnAnI mAne chhe, paN anAdinA sansAramAn chAr gatinA tApamAn AtmA tapI rahyo chhe tenI
shAnti kem thAy? teno vichAr paN karato nathI. antaramAn ThanDo chidAnandasvabhAv chhe teno Ashray
kare to AtmAnI shAnti pragaTe; paN te svabhAvano kadI vishvAs karato nathI. bahArano vishvAs
kare chhe paN pote potAno vishvAs karato nathI tethI sansAramAn paribhramaN thAy chhe. jem
lInDIpIparanA ekek dANAmAn chosaThaporI tIkhAshano svabhAv bharyo chhe tem AtmAnA potAnA
svabhAvamAn ja pUrNa gnAn–Anandano svabhAv bharyo chhe; paN anAdikALamAn ek samay paN tenI
pratIt karI nathI. jo svasanmukh thaIne ek kShaN paN svabhAvanI pratIt kare to alpakALamAn
mukti thayA vinA rahe nahi.
AtmAnA gnAnAnand svabhAvanun bhAn thayA pachhI paN dharmIne rAg thAy, sAchA sarvagnadev,
gnAnI guru ane jainadharmanI bhakti–prabhAvanA vagereno shubhabhAv thAy, bhagavAnanun mandir
karAvavAno ne bhagavAnanI pratiShThAno bhAv Ave. jem sansAranA premIne putranA lagna vagere
prasange lakShmI kharchavAno ullAs Ave chhe tem jene dharmano prem chhe tene dharmanA nimittarUp sAchA
dev–guru–dharma pratye bhakti ane ullAsano bhAv AvyA vinA raheto nathI. jeo AtmAnA
pUrNAnand svabhAvane sAdhIne paramAtmA thaI gayA chhe ane jeo hajI te pUrNAnand dashAne sAdhI
rahyA chhe –evA dev–guru pratye jene bhakti ane vinayano utsAh nathI Avato tene dharmanI
prIti nathI. ahIn to e batAvavun chhe ke bhedagnAn thayA pachhI paN dharmIne bhagavAnanI pratiShThA
vagereno shubh bhAv Ave chhe; parantu bhedagnAn vagar ekalA shubharAgamAn rokAI rahe to tene dharma
thAy nahi, kemake bhedagnAnathI ja dharma thAy chhe. jem sonun ane pIttaL vachche sonI bhedagnAn kare
chhe, tem gnAnasvarUp AtmA ane rAgAdi vikArIbhAvo temanI vachche gnAnI bhedagnAn kare chhe.
aho! je siddhabhagavanto thayA temane te siddhadashA kyAthi AvI? AtmAmAn tAkAt hatI temAnthI
te pragaTI chhe, tevI ja tAkAt mArA svabhAvamAn bharI chhe temAnthI mArI paramAtmadashA khIlashe, paN
kyAy bahAramAnthI ke rAgamAnthI mArI paramAtmadashA nahi Ave.