Atmadharma magazine - Ank 130
(Year 11 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2480, A.D. 1954)
(English transliteration).

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: shrAvaN: 2010: Atmadharma–130 : 191:
yam niyam sanyam Ap kyio
puni tyAg–virAg athAg lahyo,
vanavAs rahyo mukh maun rahyo
draDh Asan padma lagAy dIyo.
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vah sAdhan bAr anant kyio
tadapi kachhU hAth haju na paryo,
ab kayon na vichArat hai manamen
kachhU or rahA un sAdhan sen.
bhAI, satsamAgame antaranA chaitanyatattvane lakShamAn lIdhA vinA tArAn badhAy sAdhan phogaT chhe. vAstavik
sAdhan antaramAn shun chhe tene lakShamAn lIdhA vagar potAnI svachchhand kalpanAthI bIjA upAyo anAdithI karyA chhe, paN
tenAthI bhavabhramaNano Aro Avyo nahi. mATe he jIv! anAdithI tArI bhramaNA chhoD ane have chaitanyatattvanI ruchi
karIne satsamAgame tene samajavAnI darakAr kar. jem rUpiyA kamAvavAnI jene darakAr chhe tene tenI vAt sAmbhaLatAn paN
kevI honsh Ave chhe? tem jene chaitanyatattvanI darakAr hoy tene satsamAgame shravaN–manan karIne te samajavA mATe
utsAh ane honsh hovA joIe. gharamAn k knavIn chIjavastu Ave tyAn kevI honshathI te jue chhe! to anAdikALamAn
nahi prApta evI apUrva chaitanya vastune prApta karavA mATe tenI ruchi–honsh ane udyam joIe. anAdithI bahAranun
jANavAmAn rokAy chhe paN andaranI chaitanyavastune kadI jANI nathI tene jANavAno prayatna karato nathI. jeNe AtmAnun
apUrva kalyAN karavun hoy teNe gnAnane antarmukh karIne AtmAnA svabhAvane jANavo; te sivAy bIjA badhA upAyo
niShphaL chhe. agnAnIne bahAranI vastunI honsh Ave chhe paN antaramAn pote moTo chidAnand bhagavAn birAje chhe teno
mahimA ke oLakhAN karato nathI. AtmAnA chaitanyasvabhAvamAn param shAnt atIndriy Anand bharelo chhe, paN agnAnIne
tenI pratIt nahi hovAthI teno svAd Avato nathI. tAvaDAmAn mAvo chonTyon hoy teno svAd agnAnIne bhAse chhe, paN
te to jaD chhe, teno svAd kAI AtmAmAn Avato nathI; viShayothI pAr AtmAnA Anandano svAd kevo hashe te
agnAnInA khyAlamAn paN Avatun nathI; andaranA chaitanyasvabhAvamAn AnandanI mIThAsh bharI chhe, jevo siddhabhagavantono
Anand chhe tevo ja Anand A AtmAnA svabhAvamAn paN bharyo ja chhe, tenI oLakhAN karIne temAn ekAgratA kare to
teno anubhav thAy. chaitanyanA atIndriy Anandano alaukik svAd anubhavamAn Avyo tyAn gnAnIne bahAranA badhA
viShayo tuchchha bhAse chhe–temAn kyAy svapne paN sukh bhAsatun nathI, tenI anrtadashA pharI jAy chhe.
gnAnI jANe chhe ke aho! jagatamAn UnchAmAn Unchun tattva hoy to mArun chaitanyatattva ja chhe; mATe jagatamAn uttam
ane AnandarUp evA chaitanyatattvane ja hun namaskAr karun chhun. chaitanyanA bahumAn pAse koI rAganun ke sanyoganun bahumAn
dharmIne Avatun nathI. jagatanA mUDh jIvo to paisA vagere jaDanI prItimAn AtmAnI chaitanyalakShmInA mahimAne bhUlI
jAy chhe evA jIvone ahIn samajAve chhe ke are bhAI! jagatamAn UnchAmAn Unchun to tArun chaitanyatattva chhe, Anand hoy
to tArA chaitanyatattvamAn ja chhe; e sivAy bahAramAn lakShmI vagerenA DhagalA hoy te to dhUL chhe, temAn kyAy tAro
Anand nathI. potAnA antarasvabhAvanA avalamban sivAy bahArathI kAI maLe tem nathI, bhagavAn paN A AtmAne
kAI ApI de tem nathI. jagatamAn anantA tIrthankar bhagavanto sarvagna paramAtmA thayA, atyAre mahAvidehamAn sImandharAdi
tIrthankaro birAje chhe, parantu bIjA jIvonun teo kAI karI de em banatun nathI. sarvagna paramAtmA paN em pharamAve chhe ke
he jIvo! jagatamAn tamAre mATe tamArun chaitanyatattva uttam chhe, tene tame samajo. amArA AtmAmAn jeTalI tAkAt chhe
teTalI ja tAkAt tamArA AtmAmAn paN bharI chhe. anant avatAramAn jIve potAnA uttam chaitanyatattvanI samajaN kadI
karI nathI. sarvagna thavAnI tAkAt potAnA AtmAmAn chhe tene oLakhe to muktinA rAh khUle.
ahIn mAngaLikamAn shuddha chidrUpane namaskAr karyA chhe, temAn paramArthe potAnA gnAnAnandasvarUp AtmAne
namaskAr karIne teno Adar karyo chhe; ane nimitta tarIke, jeo shuddhachidrUp Anandamay svarUpane pAmI chUkayA chhe
evA panchaparameShThI bhagavantone namaskAr karyA chhe. jem gharanA AngaNe koI moTA sant ke mahApuruSh Ave tyAn
temanun svAgat bahumAn kare chhe; tem ahIn kahe chhe he bhAI! jagatamAn moTAmAn moTo evo tAro AnandasvarUp
AtmA tArAn antaramAn birAje chhe ane nimitta tarIke panchaparameShThI