Atmadharma magazine - Ank 131
(Year 11 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2480, A.D. 1954)
(English transliteration).

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chaitanyanI
prIti ane prApti
AtmA chaitanya svarUp chhe, tenI sAchI oLakhAN ke prIti jIve kadI karI nathI. jo chaitanya svarUpane samaje
to te samajAvanAr sAchA dev–guru pratye paN prIti ane ullAs Ave. kharekhar samajaNanA lakShe sat nimitto
pratye paN sAchI prIti jIve kadI karI nathI. je sharIrAdikane potAnAn mAne chhe, rAgathI dharma mAne chhe, kudev–kuguruno
Adar kare chhe evA mohI jIvane chidAnandasvarUp AtmAno prem anAdithI Avyo nathI tethI tene te
chidAnandasvabhAv agamya chhe. agnAnIne bahArano ane rAgano prem chhe tethI bahArathI ne rAgathI dharma manAvanArA
pratye paN tene prIti chhe, paN rAg rahit bhagavAn AtmAnA chidAnandasvabhAvano prem te kadI karato nathI, temaj
te svabhAv samajAvanArA gnAnIne oLakhIne tenA pratye yathArtha prem kadI karyo nathI, tethI agnAnI mohI jIvane
chaitanyasvarUp AtmA agamya chhe; chaitanyasvarUp AtmAne jANyA vinA te anAdikALathI sansAramAn rakhaDI rahyo
chhe. jene shuddhachidrUp AtmAno prem ane oLakhAN nathI, ne te sivAy puNyanI ke puNyanA phaLanI prIti chhe tathA
te puNyathI dharma manAvanArA pratye Adar chhe–evA jIvane sansAr paribhramaN kadI maTatun nathI. jene potAno AtmA
kharekhar vahAlo lAgyo hoy te jIv rAgathI hit mAne nahi–rAganI prIti kare nahi, temaj rAgathI dharma
manAvanArA kudev–kuguru pratye tene prIti Ave nahi. aho! AtmA chidAnandasvarUp bhagavAn chhe em batAvanArA
vItarAgI dev–guru–shAstrano Adar ane prIti karyA vinA, tathA tenAthI viruddha–rAgathI dharma kahenArA evA
kudev–kuguru–kushAstrane sAkShAt AtmaghAtanA nimitta jANIne chhoDyA vinA, jIvanun kadI kalyAN thAy nahi.
ahIn kahe chhe ke nirmohI jIvane shuddhachidrUp AtmAnI prApti sugam chhe; ahIn pratham darshanamohanA nAsharUp
nirmohIpaNAnI vAt chhe. nirmohI dashA pragaT karanArane nimitta tarIke paN nirmohI dev–guru ja hoy; jene
chaitanyasvarUp AtmAnun bhAn nathI ane rAgane ja svabhAv mAne chhe evA jIvo to mohI chhe, nirmohadashA pragaT
karanArane evA mohI jIvonun sevan hoy nahi. satsamAgame sat–asatno nirNay karIne, antaramAn
shuddhaAtmasvarUpanI prIti vaDe jeNe mohano nAsh karyo evA jIvane chaitanyatattvanI shIghra prApti thAy chhe. chaitanyanA
bhAn vinA sansAr paribhramaNamAn jeTalo kAL vItyo teTalo kAL sansArano nAsh karIne mokShadashA pragaT karavAmAn
na lAge, mATe kahe chhe ke antaramAn chaitanyanI prIti karatAn shIghra tenI prApti thAy chhe. chothA guNasthAne gRuhavAsamAn
rahelA samakitI jIv paN nirmohI chhe, teNe anrtashraddhAmAn shuddhachaitanyatattvane prApta karI lIdhun chhe. ane dravyalingI
digambar jain sAdhu thaIne panchamahAvrat pALe paN te mahAvratanA shubhavikalpane Ashrit mokShamArga mAne to te jIv
mohI chhe, teNe chaitanyatattvane prApta karyun nathI paN te vikalpamAn ja aTakyo chhe.
dukh TALIne sukh meLavavA mATe jIv anantakALathI jhAmvA nAnkhe chhe, paN antaranA chaitanyatattvamAn sukh chhe
tene chUkIne bahAramAn te sukh shodhe chhe, tethI tene sukh maLatun nathI te sansAramAn ja rakhaDe chhe. chaitanyanun sukh
bahAramAn mAnavun te moh chhe ne te mohathI jIv dukhI chhe. mArun sukh mArA anrtasvabhAvamAn ja chhe, bahAramAn mArun
sukh nathI em oLakhIne AtmasvabhAvanI prIti kare to evA nirmohI samakitI jIvane potAnA Anand svarUp
AtmAnI shIghra prApti thAy chhe eTale ke AtmAnA atIndriy Anandano anubhav thAy chhe.
agnAnI jIv par vastune potAnI mAne chhe ane anAdithI tene potAnI karavA mathe chhe, parantu parano ek
rajakaN paN kadI teno thayo nathI; par vastu AtmAthI judI chhe tene potAnI karavI ashakya chhe. antaramAn chaitanya
svarUp AtmA chhe te potAnI vastu chhe, jo tenI prIti karIne antaramAn tenI prAptino udyam kare to te shIghra prApta
thAy chhe–teno anubhav pragaT thAy chhe. sharIr vagere par chIjo AtmAthI judI chhe, te AtmAne AdhIn nathI paN
shuddhachaitanyasvarUp AtmA te potAnI chIj chhe, antarmukh thaIne jyAre teno anubhav karavA mAnge tyAre thaI shake
chhe.
(vIr san. 2480, mahA sud 9 vaDAl gAmamAn pU. gurudevanA pravachanamAnthI)