Atmadharma magazine - Ank 133
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

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: kAratak : 2481 ‘Atmadharma’ : 17 :
kAI pheraphAr kare em je mAne chhe tene paramAn pheraphAr karavAnI buddhi rahe chhe, tethI par taraphathI khasIne potAnA
gnAyakasvabhAv taraph te vaLato nathI eTale tene gnAtApaNun thatun nathI–akartApaNun thatun nathI, ne kartAbuddhi chhUTatI
nathI. ahIn ‘darek dravya potAnI kramabaddhaparyAyapaNe Upaje chhe, bIjo teno kartA nathI’ e niyam vaDe AtmAnun
akartApaNun samajAvIne te kartAbuddhi chhoDAve chhe.
[66] gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTi pragaT karyA vinA, kramabaddhaparyAyanI oth laIne bachAv karavA
mAnge te moTo svachhandI chhe.
A kramabaddhaparyAyanI oth laIne svachhande koI em bachAv kare ke “amane krodh paN thavAno hato te
kramabaddha thaI gayo, temAn ame shun karIe?” to tene kahe chhe ke are mUDh jIv! AtmAnun gnAyakapaNun hajI tane beThun
nathI to tun kramabaddhaparyAyanI vAt kyAthi lAvyo? gnAyakasvabhAvanA nirNayathI ja kramabaddhaparyAyano yathArtha nirNay
thAy chhe. tArI draShTi gnAyak upar chhe ke krodh upar? jo gnAyak upar draShTi hoy to gnAyakamAn vaLI krodh thavAnun
kyAthi Avyun? tArA gnAyakabhAvano nirNay karIne tun pahelA gnAtA thA, pachhI tane kramabaddhaparyAyanI khabar paDashe.
gnAyakasvabhAv taraph vaLIne tene gnAnanun gney banAvavun–tenI AmAn mukhyatA chhe, rAgane gney karavAnI mukhyatA
nathI. gnAyakasvabhAvano nirNay karyo tyAn gnAnanI ja adhikatA rahe chhe, krodhAdinI adhikatA thatI ja nathI, eTale
gnAtAne anantAnubandhI krodhAdi to thatA ja nathI; ane tene ja kramabaddhaparyAy yathArthapaNe beThI chhe.
krodh vakhate gnAnasvarUp to jene bhAsatun nathI, krodhanI ja ruchi chhe, ane kramabaddhaparyAyanI oth laIne
bachAv karavA mAnge chhe te to moTo svachhandI chhe. kramabaddhaparyAyamAn gnAyakabhAvanun pariNaman na bhAsatAn, krodhanun
pariNaman bhAse chhe e ja tenI UndhAI chhe. bhAI re! A mArga to chhUTakArAno chhe,–ke bandhAvAno? AmAn to
gnAnasvabhAvano nirNay karIne chhUTakArAnI vAt chhe; A vAtano yathArtha nirNay thatAn gnAn chhUTun ne chhUTun rahe chhe. je
chhuTakArAno mArga chhe tenA bahAne je svachhandane poShe chhe te jIvane chhUTakArAno avasar kyAre Avashe!!
[67] ajar....pyAlA!
A to ajar–amar pyAlA chhe; A pyAlA pachAvavA monghA chhe. pAtra thaIne jeNe A pyAlo pIdho ne
pachAvyo te ajar–amar thaI jAy chhe, eTale ke janma–maraN rahit evA siddhapadane pAme chhe.
[68] kramabaddhaparyAyamAn bhUmikA anusAr prAyashchitAdino bhAv hoy chhe.
“lAgelA doShonun prAyashchit karavAnun varNan to shAstramAn ghaNun Ave chhe, doSh thayo te paryAy paN kramabaddha
chhe to pachhI tenun prAyashchitAdi shA mATe?”–em koIne shankA UThe to tenun samAdhAn e chhe ke sAdhakane te te
bhUmikAmAn prAyashchitAdino tevo vikalpa hoy chhe tenun tyAn gnAn karAvyun chhe. sAdhakadashA vakhate kramabaddhaparyAyamAn
tevA prakAranA bhAvo Ave chhe te batAvyun chhe. ‘kramabaddhaparyAyamAn amAre doSh thavAno hato te thaI gayo, mATe tenun
prAyashchit shun?’–em koI kahe to te mithyAdraShTi–svachhandI chhe; sAdhakane evo svachhand hoto nathI. sAdhakadashA to
param vivekavALI chhe. tene hajI vItarAgatA nathI thaI tem svachhand paN rahyo nathI, eTale doShonA prAyashchit
vagereno shubh–vikalpa Ave–evI ja e bhUmikA chhe.
kramabaddhaparyAyanI shraddhA hovA chhatAn samakItine chothA guNasthAne evo bhAv Ave ke hun chAritradashA laun,
munine evo bhAv Ave ke lAgelA doShonI guru pAse jaIne saraLapaNe AlochanA karun ne prAyashchit laun–“karma
to kharavAnA hashe tyAre kharashe, mATe ApaNe tap karavAnI shI jarUr chhe?” evo vikalpa munine na Ave; paN hun
tap vaDe nirjarA karun–shuddhatA vadhArun–evo bhAv Ave.–Avun ja te te bhUmikAnA kramanun svarUp chhe. ‘chAritradashA
to kramabaddhaparyAyamAn jyAre AvavAnI hashe tyAre AvI jashe’ em kahIne samakIti kadI svachhandI ke pramAdI na
thAy; dravyadraShTinA joramAn tene puruShArtha chAlu ja chhe. kharekhar dravyadraShTivALAne ja kramabaddhaparyAy yathArtha samajAy chhe.
kram phare nahi chhatAn puruShArthanI dhArA tUTe nahi, –e vAt gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTi vinA banI shakatI nathI.
shAstromAn