Atmadharma magazine - Ank 133
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

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: 50 : ‘Atmadharma’ 2481 : kAratak :
tenI oth laIne svachhandane poShe chhe, e to tenI mahA UndhAI chhe.
[163] svachhandInA manano mel : nambar 2.
ek tyAgI–panDitajIe vidyArthI upar khUb krodh karyo, koIe tene Takor karI tyAre teNe kahyun ke “अरे!
भया! तुमने गोमट्टसार नहीं पढा, गोमट्टसारमें ऐसा लिखा है कि जब क्रोधक उदय आता है तब क्रोध
हो ही जाता है।”–juo, A gomaTTasAr shIkhIne sAr kADhayo! are bhAI! tun gomaTTasaranI oth na le, tArA
jevA svachhand poShanArane mATe gomaTTasAranun e kathan nathI. pahelAn to krodhAdi kaShAy thAy teno bhay raheto, ne
potAnA doShanI nindA karato, tene badale have to te paN na rahyun! bhAI re! shAstrano upadesh to vItarAgatA mATe
hoy? ke kaShAy vadhAravA mATe? agnAnadashAmAn jevo kaShAy hato evA ne evA ja kaShAyamAn Ubho hoy to te
shAstrane bhaNyo ja nathI, bhale gomaTTasAranun nAm lye paN kharekhar te gomaTTasArane mAnato ja nathI.
[164] svachhandInA manano mel : nambar 3.
–e ja pramANe have A kramabaddhaparyAyanI vAtamAn lyo. koI jIv ruchipUrvak tIvra krodhAdi bhAvo kare ane
pachhI em kahe chhe “shun karIe bhAI? amArI kramabaddhaparyAy evI ja thavAnI hatI!” kramabaddhaparyAy sAmbhaLIne
gnAyakasvabhAv taraph vaLavAne badale, jo Avo sAr kADhe to te svachhandI chhe, kramabaddhaparyAyane te samajyo ja nathI.
are bhAI! tun kramabaddhaparyAyanI oth na le, tArA jevA svachhand poShanAr mATe A vAt nathI pahelAn to krodhAdi
kaShAyano bhay raheto ne potAnA doShanI nindA karato, tene badale have to te paN na rahyun? bhAI re! A
kramabaddhaparyAyano upadesh to potAnA gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTi karato nathI te jIv kramabaddhaparyAyanI vAt samajyo
ja nathI, bhale kramabaddhaparyAyanun nAm lye paN kharekhar te kramabaddhaparyAyane mAnato ja nathI.
mATe he bhAI! tArA manano mel kADhI nAnkh, svachhandano bachAv chhoDI de ne vikAranI ruchi chhoDIne
gnAnasvabhAvanI pratItano udyam kar.
[165] samakItinI adbhUt dashA!
prashna:– kramabaddhaparyAyanI kharI samajaN kevI rIte thAy?
uttar:– ‘hun gnAyak chhun’ –em gnAtA taraph vaLIne; potAnI draShTine gnAyakasvabhAv taraph vALe tene ja
kramabaddhaparyAyanI kharI samajaN thAy chhe, e sivAy thatI nathI. A rIte kramabaddhaparyAy mAnanAranI draShTi krodhAdi
upar na hoy, paN gnAyak upar ja hoy; ne gnAyakadraShTinA pariNAmanamAn krodhAdi rahetA nathI. gnAyakasvabhAvanI
draShTinun Avun pariNaman thayA vagar jIvane sAcho santoSh thAy nahi, samAdhAn thAy nahi; ne samakItine AvI
draShTinun pariNakan thatAn te bRutabRutya thal gayA, tene badhA samAdhAn thaI gayA; gnAyakapaNAnA pasraNamanamAn tene
koInun abhimAn paN na rahyun, temaj potAmAn pramAd paN nA rahyo ne utAvaL paN na rahI. gnAtApaNAnA
pariNamananI ja dhArA chAlI rahI chhe temAn AkuLatA paN kevI? ne pramAd paN kevo? –AvI samakIti
adbhutadashA chhe!
[166] gnAtApaNAthI chyUt thaIne agnAnI kartA thAy chhe.
ek taraph gnAtA–bhagavAn, ne sAme padArthonun krakabaddhapariNaman,–teno AtmA gnAtA ja chhe, evo meL chhe,
tene badale te meL toDIne (eTale ke pote potAnA gnAtAsvabhAvathI chyUt thaIne), je jIv kartA thaIne paranA
kramane pheravavA mAnge chhe, te jIv paranA kramane to pheravI shakato paN tenI draShTimAn viShamatA (mithyAtva) thAy chhe.
gnAyakapaNAno nirmaL pravAh chAlavo joIe tene badale UndhI draShTine lIdhe te vikAranA kartApaNe pariName chhe.
[167] samyak shraddhA–gnAn kayAre thAy?
jene potAnun hit karavun hoy–evA jIvane mATe A vAt chhe. hit satyathI thAy paN asatyathI na thAy.
satyanA svIkAr vagar sAchun gnAn thAy nahi, ne samyak gnAn vagar dharma ke hit thAy nahi. jeNe potAnA
gnAnamAnthI asatyapaNun TALIne satyapaNun karavun hoy teNe shun karavun–tenI A vAt chhe.