Atmadharma magazine - Ank 143
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

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alpa bhoktApaNAnI sAthe tenun sAkShIpaNun paN bhegun ja varte chhe. gnAnIne paN harSha–shok thAy, parantu te harSha–shokanA
bhogavaTAnI kShaNe ja gnAtAsvabhAvanA atIndriyaAnandanA anshano anubhav varte chhe eTale te harSha–shokanA
sAkShIpaNArUp abhoktA dharmanun paN pariNaman vartI rahyun chhe.
AtmA ja AtmAnA dharmono svAmI chhe ne par paranA dharmonun svAmI chhe. AtmAnA dharmono svAmI koi par
nathI, ne paranAn dharmono svAmI AtmA nathI. AtmAne potAnA dharmonI sAthe ja ‘sva–svAmI sambandh’ chhe, paranI
sAthe AtmAne ‘sva–svAmI sambandh’ nathI. AtmAnA dharmono svAmI AtmA chhe ne jaDakarmonA dharmonun svAmI jaD chhe,
koI ekabIjAnA svAmI nathI.
bhogavaLIkarmanA tIvra udayathI jIvane chAritrathI bhraShTa thaIne bhogamAn rokAI javun paDe–em mUDh agnAnI
jIvo mAne chhe. bhAI! bhogavaLIkarma to jaD chhe, te AtmAthI judun chhe, tenun svAmI jaD chhe, AtmA teno bhoktA nathI.
bhoktRunayathI AtmA harSha–shokarUp potAnA pariNAmano bhoktA chhe–em AtmAnA bhoktAdharmane je jANe tenI
draShTi karma sAme na hoy paN potAnA AtmAnI sAme hoy. svabhAvane chUkIne te paranI sAme joto nathI eTale bhoganI
tIvra AsaktinA pariNAm to tene hoy ja nahi; dravyasvabhAvanI sanmukhatAmAn tene bhoganI ruchi chhUTI gaI chhe.
asthiratAthI je harSha–shokanA pariNAm thAy chhe te atyant alpa chhe ne chaitanyasvabhAvanI ja adhikatA chhe. AtmAnA
dharmonI sAchI oLakhAN thayA pachhI paN evA ne evA tIvra viShayabhoganA pariNAm rahyA kare em kadI bane nahi.
AtmAnA atIndriyasukhano svAd jANyo tyAn indriyaviShayonun atyant tuchchhapaNun bhAsyA vinA rahe nahi. A rIte
sAdhakane paryAyamAnthI harSha–shokanun bhoktApaNun krame krame TaLatun jAy chhe. ane anAkuL shAntinun vedan vadhatun jAy chhe.–Avun
bhoktRunayanun phaL chhe. sarvagnanI shraddhA kaho, kramabaddhaparyAyanI pratIt kaho, AtmAnA dharmonI oLakhAN kaho, ke koI paN
nyAy lyo, te badhAyamAn vastunI ek ja saLang sAnkaL chhe eTale ke badhAyano sAr to chaitanyadravyanI sanmukhatAmAn ja
AvIne Ubho rahe chhe. chaitanyasvabhAvanI sanmukhatA vagar sarvagnanI shraddhA sAchI na thAy, kramabaddhaparyAyanI shraddhA paN
sAchI na thAy, AtmAnA koI dharmanI oLakhAN paN sAchI na thAy, ane koI paN nay ke koI nyAy sAcho hoy
nahi. samakIti bhale potAnI paryAyamAn harSha–shokanA bhoktAdharmane jue topaN te potAnA shuddhachaitanyanI sanmukh draShTi
rAkhIne te dharmane jANe chhe eTale tene bhoktApaNAnI pradhAnatA rahetI nathI paN shuddhachaitanyasvabhAvanI ja pradhAnatA rahe
chhe. paranA bhokatApaNAnI to mAnyatA ja tene nathI. jene paranA bhoktApaNAnI mAnyatA chhe tene to AtmAnA dharmanI
sAme lakSha ja nathI, parathI bhinna AtmAnA dharmonun tene bhAn ja nathI.
AtmA shun vastu chhe tenI agnAnIne khabar nathI eTale tene ekAnt mithyAgnAn chhe, te TaLIne anekAntarUp
pramANagnAn kem thAy tenI A vAt chhe. pramANagnAn eTale jevun vastunun svarUp chhe tevun gnAn karavun te; mithyAgnAnano
viShay khoTo chhe eTale ke teno viShay ja jagatamAn nathI; agnAnI jevun mAne chhe tevun vastunun svarUp nathI; ne vastunun
svarUp jANyA vinA nay gnAn paN sAchun hoy nahi. jevun padArthanun svarUp hoy tevun ja jANe te samyaggnAn chhe, eTale
samyaggnAnano viShay sAcho chhe. vastusvarUpanun yathArthagnAn hoy tyAn ja nay sAchA hoy.
ahIn bhoktRunayathI AtmAne harSha–shokano bhoktA kahyo, tyAn eTalo ja AtmA mAnI lye, ane anantadharmanA
pinD svarUp chaitanyavastu chhe tene na oLakhe, to teNe AtmAnun svarUp jANyun nathI ne AtmAnA dharmane paN jANyo
nathI. sAdhak samyaggnAnI to AkhI chaitanyavastunA gnAnapUrvak bhoktAdharmane tenA ek kShaNik ansh tarIke jANe chhe,
eTale harSha shokanA bhoktApaNA vakhate ya abhoktArUp sAkShIdharma paN tene bhego ja chhe. jo bhoktA vakhate ja
abhoktAdharma paN na vartato hoy, ne harSha–shokanun bhoktApaNun ja ekAnt vartatun hoy,–to tyAn anantadharmasvarUp
Atmavastu draShTimAn na AvI eTale ekAnt mithyAtva thaI gayun, tyAn bhoktAnay paN hoto nathI. harSha–shokanA kShaNik
bhogavaTAne jANatAn, jene abhoktArUp sAkShIsvabhAvanun paN bhAn varte chhe evA gnAnIne ja bhoktAnay hoy chhe.
bhoktApaNun tem ja abhoktApaNun banne dharmo AtmAmAn ekasAthe chhe tene jANe to anekAnta thAy, ne te
anekAntapUrvak ja nay hoy.
260 Atmadharma 143