Atmadharma magazine - Ank 143
(Year 12 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2481, A.D. 1955)
(English transliteration).

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bhogavaTAmAn te ekAkAr thato nathI. he bhAI! AvA dharmothI tun tArA Atmadravyane jo. AtmAnI sAme lakSha karatAn
tAro svabhAv gnAtAdraShTA sAkShI svarUp shuddha chaitanyamAtra chhe te tane bhAsashe, ne tenA avalambane ja tane samyagdarshan–
gnAn–chAritrarUp dharma thashe.
jeNe sharIrane dharmanun sAdhan mAnyun chhe tene sharIr puShTa thatAn harSha ane sharIramAn rogAdi thatAn shok thAy chhe, ne
te harSha shokanA vedanamAn ja lIn thaIne AtmAne chUkI jAy chhe. sharIrathI dharma mAnyo eTale sharIranA astitvamAn ja
potAnun astitva mAnI lIdhun, tethI sharIranA lakShe ekalA harSha shokanA bhogavaTAmAn ja te lIn thaI jAy chhe, paN
sAkShIpaNe raheto nathI. harSha–shokanA vedan vakhatey AtmAmAn tenA sAkShIpaNArUp abhoktAdharma chhe, bhoktApaNAnI
kShaNe ja abhoktAsvabhAv vidyamAn chhe,–em je jANe tene sAdhakapaNun thayA vinA rahe nahi; tene paryAyamAn paN anshe
sAkShIpaNun–abhoktApaNun varte chhe.
harSha–shokanA vedan vakhate ja mArAmAn sAkShIpaNun chhe–em jANe to ja anekAntarUp vastune oLakhI chhe; harSha–
shok vakhate teTalo ja AtmAne mAnI lye ne te ja vakhate AtmAmAn bIjo abhoktAsvabhAv chhe tene na oLakhe to
teNe anekAntarUp vastune jANI nathI, paN ekAntarUp vastu mAnI chhe, te mithyAtva chhe. ane je parane kAraNe AtmAmAn
harSha–shok thavAnun mAne chhe athavA to AtmA parane bhogave em mAne chhe te to mahA mithyAtva chhe.
(1) sharIranAn rogAdine kAraNe AtmA harSha–shokane bhogave em hoy to bhoktAdharma AtmAno na rahyo paN
parano thaI gayo. ane (2) harSha–shok vakhate jo AtmA teTalo ja hoy to AtmA anekAntarUp na rahyo paN
ekAnt harSha–shokarUp ja thaI gayo. mATe, (1) parane kAraNe AtmAno harSha–shokano bhogavaTo nathI, ane (2) harSha–
shokanA bhogavaTA vakhate teTalo ja AtmA nathI. AtmA ek samayamAn anant dharmano pinD chhe, tenA Ashraye, sAdhakane
harSha–shok vakhatey te harSha shokarahit sAkShIpaNun varte chhe.
juo, A AtmAnI prAptino panth! AtmA shun chIj chhe tenI oLakhAN vagar tenI prApti na thAy; tethI
AtmAnI oLakhAN mATe tenun A varNan chAle chhe.
bhavabhramaNathI thAkelo jignAsu shiShya AtmAnI samajaN karavA mATe shrIguru pAse AvIne pUchhe chhe ke
AtmAnA bhAn vinA, he prabho! anant avatAramAn rakhaDI rakhaDIne have to hun thAkyo, nAth! have A AtmAne
samajIne bhavabhramaNathI mAro chhUTakAro thAy evI rIt batAvo....AtmAnun vAstavik svarUp mane samajAvo.
shrI guru kahe chhe ke bhAI! tun AtmAno garajavAn thaIne pUchhavA Avyo chhe to ame tane AtmAnun svarUp
batAvIe chhIe; ame je kahIe chhIe te dhIro thaIne tun sAmbhaL. A vAtanI hA pADIne ruchi karatAn temAn pariNaman
thayA vinA rahe nahi. AtmAnA dharmo vaDe AtmAne oLakhavAnI A vAt chhe. AtmAnA dharmothI AtmAne
oLakhIne tenI ruchi ane ekAgratA karavI te AtmAnI ArAdhanAno rAh chhe, ane te ja anAdinA virAdhakapaNAnA
nAshano upAy chhe.
je jIv hajI sAdhak chhe, pramAN–nay vaDe AtmAne sAdhe chhe evA sAdhakane paryAyamAn bhoktApaNun tem ja
abhoktApaNun banne dharmanun vedan ek sAthe chhe. bhoktApaNun, abhoktApaNun ityAdi anantadharmonA AdhArarUp
chaitanyavastune oLakhIne jene pramANagnAn thayun chhe tene ja bhoktAnay tathA abhoktAnay hoy chhe. agnAnIne nay
hotA nathI; ane jeo AtmAne pUrNapaNe sAdhIne kevaLagnAn–paramAtmadashA pAmI gayA chhe temane paN nay hotA
nathI, temane have kAI sAdhavAnun bAkI rahyun nathI, teo to harSha–shokanun bhoktApaNun TALIne sarvathA abhoktA
sAkShIsvarUp ja thaI gayA chhe. ane agnAnI ekAnt bhoktApaNAmAn ja aTakayo chhe. sAdhakane anshe abhoktApaNun tem
ja bhoktApaNun ubhun chhe, tethI te pramANapUrvakanA nayavaDe tenun gnAn kare chhe ne shuddha AtmAne sAdhe chhe. te ekalA harSha–
shokanA vedanArI mukhyatA thavA deto nathI paN AkhI chaitanyavastunI sanmukh thaIne teno sAkShI rahe chhe. ne te harSha–
shokanA vedanane TALIne abhoktApaNun vadhArato jAy chhe.
shreNIkarAjA kShAyikasamyagdraShTi chhe, teo atyAre narakamAn chhe, tyAn temane shokanun vedan paN thAy chhe, chhatAn te ja
vakhate antaramAn bhAn chhe ke mAro gnAnAnandasvabhAv chhe te harSha–shokano bhoktA nathI; AvA bhAnane lIdhe shok
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