“I chchhA mi”
‘he sant dharmAtmA! hun tane Ichchhun chhun’ eTale ke jevA shuddhAtmAne Ap sAdhI
rahyA chho tevA shuddhAtmAne hun Ichchhun chhun–tene hun chAhun chhun; A rIte shuddha AtmAnI ruchi
karavI–chAhanA karavI evo ‘IchchhAmi’ no artha chhe.
mATe
he bhavya jIvo! sarva prakAranA udyam vaDe prayatna karIne AtmAne jANo.......ne tenI
shraddhA karo.....ke jethI AtmAnI mukti thAy Avo shrI guruono upadesh chhe.
[–shrI sutraprAbhRut gA. 13 thI 16 uparanA pU. gurudevanA pravachanamAnthI]
aShTaprAbhRutanI teramI gAthAmAn AchArya kundakund bhagavAn kahe chhe ke gRuhasthapaNAmAn vastrAdi sahit hovA chhatAn
paN samyagdraShTi dharmAtmA “IchchhAkAr” karavA yogya chhe.
ahIn dharmAtmA pratye “IchchhAkAr” karavAnun kahyun temAn ghaNun rahasya chhe. “IchchhAmi” eTale ke hun Ichchhun chhun.–shun
Ichchhun chhun? he santadharmAtmA!! jevo svabhAv Apane pragaTayo tevA svabhAvane ja hun Ichchhun chhun; hun puNyane nathI Ichchhato,
rAgane nathI Ichchhato, paN rAgarahit shuddha gnAnAnandasvabhAvanAn jevA samyakshraddhA–gnAn ApanA AtmAmAn pragaTayA chhe
tevA shraddhA–gnAnane hun Ichchhun chhun.
A rIte dharmAtmA pratye “IchchhAmi” karanAranI ruchi rAgamAnthI haTI gaI chhe ne tenI ruchinun valaN svabhAv
taraph vaLI gayun chhe. svabhAvano Ichchhak thaIne dharmAtmA pratye “ichchhAmi” kahe chhe. “IchchhAmi” kahIne dharmAtmAno jeNe
Adar karyo teNe kharekhar to rAgarahit potAnA svabhAvano ja Adar karyo chhe. aho! gRuhastha dharmAtmA pratye
“IchchhAmi” karanAranI paN keTalI javAbadArI chhe!–dharmAtmA pratye ‘IchchhAmi’ karanAr jIvane ruchinun valaN ja palaTI
gayun chhe.
jignAsujIv gRuhastha dharmAtmA pratye “IchchhAmi” kare chhe, eTale ke he sant! hun tane Ichchhun chhun, tArA AtmAno
Adar karun chhun, tArA samyak shraddhA–gnAnane hun Ichchhun chhun, tene mArI anumodanA chhe; eTale ke tethI viruddhabhAvane hun
Ichchhato nathI. Avo “IchchhAmi” no artha chhe. AvA bhAvasahit IchchhAmi kare to ja te sAchun IchchhAmi chhe. eTale
kharekhar to AtmAnI ruchi karavI–AtmAne ja chAhavo–tenI ja laganI karavI evo ‘IchchhAmi’ no artha chhe. jene
AtmAnI AvI ruchi nathI tene to dharmanun kAI AcharaN sAchun hotun nathI.
‘aho! dharmAtmAo! jevo shuddhachidAnand AtmA tame sAdhI rahyA chho te ja shuddhachidAnand AtmAne hun Ichchhun chhun,
tene ja hun chAhun chhun; rAgane ke puNyane hun chAhato nathI.’–Am svabhAvanI bhAvanA vaDe samyagdarshan pragaT kare ne pachhI
amuk rAg tUTatAn vrat thAy tyAre
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