bhAvonI bhAvanA kar....have to jinabhAvanA bhAv! prabhu! antaramAn tAro Anand bharyo chhe temAn to najar kar.
chaitanyanI bhAvanA vinA ten chAre gatimAn bhIShaN dukh bhogavyAn, mATe have to tun shuddha AtmatattvanI bhAvanA bhAv,–
jethI tArun sansArabhramaN maTe. A bhAvanA vinA bIjA koI upAyathI tArun bhIShaN bhavadukh maTe tem nathI.
amArI chhellI mAtA chho....have ame bIjI mAtA dhAraN karavAnA nathI.....have ame pharIne A sansAramAn avataravAnA
nathI...he mAtA! mane rajA Ap. he janetA! tun A sharIranI janetA chho....mArA AtmAnI janetA tun nathI–em
jANIne tun mohane chhoD, ne mane rajA Ap. hun have mArA AnandanA janmadAtA evA mArA AtmA pAse jAun chhun. e
pramANe, dIkShA vakhate rajA mAngavA jAy tyAre mahA vairAgyathI badhAne samajAve chhe. maraN TANe to dehAdine chhoDIne jIv
chAlyo jAy chhe, paN A to jIvatAn badheyathI mamatA toDIne chaitanyanI bhAvanAmAn jAy chhe. are! chaitanya bhagavAnanI
prIti chhoDIne A anitya sharIr ane sanyogonI prItithI anantakAL chAr gatinAn dukho bhogavyAn have enAthI bas
thAo.....have A anitya sharIrAdinI prIti toDIne, amArA nitya TakatA evA chaitanyanI prIti karI chhe.–A pramANe
he jIv! ekavAr to bhedagnAn karIne tun jinabhAvanA bhAv. te bhAvanAthI tArA bhav–dukhano ant Avashe ne tane
mokShasukhanI prApti thashe.
hoy te tenI bhAvanA kayAnthI bhAve? he bhAI! jo tAre kharekhar Anand joIto hoy...ne A A sansAranA ghor
dukhothI chhUTavun hoy to, AchAryadev kahe chhe ke, tun jinabhAvanA bhAv. bhagavAn jevo ja tAro AtmA gnAn ne
Anandashaktino nidhi chhe, antaranI draShTi vaDe tene kholIne temAnthI gnAn ne Anand jeTalA kADh teTalA nIkaLe tem chhe,
mATe tene oLakhIne tenI bhAvanA bhAv. bIjI badhI bhAvanA chhoD ne ek shuddha AtmAnI ja bhAvanA bhAv.
bhramaNathI rahit evA mokShapadanI prApti thAy.–evo upadesh chhe. A sivAy bIjun koI tene sharaNarUp nathI. kahyun chhe ke–
karyo tethI tun dukhI thayo.....have tArA param shuddhasvarUpane lakShamAn laIne temAn tArA gnAnane jhUkAv to tane param
Anandano anubhav thAy. jineshvaradeve tArun je vAstavik svarUp kahyun chhe tenun tun sharaN le, svabhAvanI bhAvanA bhAv,
vAramvAr pharIpharIne teno parichay ane abhyAs kar,–jethI tArun sansArabhramaN TaLIne tane mokShanI prApti thAy. Avo
santono upadesh chhe.
kaho, A bhAvanA bhavanAshinI chhe; A bhAvanA bhAvavAthI bhavano abhAv thAy chhe ne param AnandasvarUp
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