Atmadharma magazine - Ank 148
(Year 13 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2482, A.D. 1956)
(English transliteration).

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prasannatAmay thaI gayun... ne ben shAradAe bhAvabharyA vadane kahyun– ‘gurudev! ApanI bahu kRupA chhe... deh ne
AtmA to judA ja chhe.’ pU. gurudeve kahyun: tame to ghaNun sAmbhaL‌yun chhe eTale temAnthI yAd karIne vichAravun. A
sharIr to anitya ja chhe. tyAre ben shAradAe kahyun: “hA jI! A deh to Aj chhe ne kAl nathI.” chhevaTe pU.
gurudeve mAngaLik sambhaLAvyun hatun, ane tyArabAd mAtra vIsek miniTamAn ja ben shAradA svargavAs pAmI gaI
hatI. gurudev padhAryA tyAre paN tene bhIns to chAlu ja hatI, chhatAn ghaNA prayatnathI jAgRuti rAkhIne gurudev taraph
ja lakSha rokI rAkhyun hatun ne gurudeve je kahyun te bhAvapUrvak jhIlyun hatun. e vakhatanI tenI himmat joIne badhAne
Ashcharya thatun. gurudev padhAratAn A mRutyu prasang paN jANe AnandanA prasangamAn pheravAI gayo hato. kharekhar,
santapuruShonI shItaL chhAyA jignAsujIvone kevI sharaNabhUt chhe–te A vakhate pratyakSha dekhAtun hatun.
pU. benashrI–ben paN satatapaNe tene jAgRuti ApyA karatAn hatAn... teo shrI vAramvAr kahetAn ke AtmA
jANanAr chhe tenun lakSha rAkhaje... vedanA dehamAn chhe... AtmAmAn nathI; deh ne AtmA judA chhe. pU. benashrI–benanI
hUmphathI shAradAbenane ghaNI himmat rahetI... ne benashrI–ben paN anek ullAsakArI prasangonun temaj sImandhar
bhagavAnanun smaraN karAvIne tene ullAs preratAn ane sAthe AtmAnun lakSha rAkhavAnun kahIne vAramvAr jAgRut
karatAn... ne kahetAn ke “shAradA! gurudev tArA mATe ja darshan devA padhAryA ne premapUrvak tane ATalun sambhaLAvyun te
tArA mahAbhAgya chhe... tArun to jIvan saphaL thaI gayun” nIchenI chAr lITI pU. benashrI–ben vairAgya bharelI
cheShTAthI vAramvAr sambhaLAvatA:
AtamarAm avinAshI Avyo ekalo...
gnAn ane darashan chhe tenun rUp jo...
bahirabhAvo sparsha kare nahIn Atmane...
kharekharo e gnAyakavIr gaNAy jo...
–gambhIr vairAgyapUrvak jyAre e lITIo gavAtI tyAre Akhun vAtAvaraN palaTAI jatun... chAre kor jANe
upashAnt vairAgyarasanI chhAyA chhavAI jatI... ben shAradA paN te sAmbhaLatAn DolI UThatI.
lagabhag chha vAge chhello humalo Avyo ne pU. benashrI–ben ugrapaNe protsAhan ApavA mAnDyAn: jo
shAradA! dhyAn rAkhaje ho... hoshiyAr raheje... AtmAnun lakSha rAkhaje... sImandhar bhagavAnanun sharaN chhe... gurudevanun
sharaN chhe........... shAradAben to phATI Ankhe benashrI–ben taraph joI ja rahyAn... ne e ja sthitimAn chha ne dash
mInITe deh chhoDIne svargavAsI thaI gayA...
pU. gurudevanI adbhut vANInA pratApe jignAsuonA jIvanamAn kevo lAbh thAy chhe, ane pU. benashrI–
benanI chhatrachhAyAthI kevI hUmph rahe chhe te AvA prasange dekhAI Ave chhe.
chhevaTe, jIvanamAn prApta thayel santonI kalyANakArI chhatrachhAyAnA pratApe shAradAbene potAnA AtmAmAn je
sanskAro pADyA chhe temAn AgaL vadhIne te potAnun Atmahit sAdhe ne AvA janma maraNathI–chhUTe e ja bhAvanA.