Atmadharma magazine - Ank 149
(Year 13 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2482, A.D. 1956)
(English transliteration).

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vagar panchamahAvratAdi kevA? te to rAgamAn ja mUDh chhe. chidAnandasvabhAvano jeo Adar karatA nathI teo mUDh chhe. mATe
dharmanA jignAsuoe AtmAnA chidAnandasvabhAvano Adar karIne tenA dhyAnano udyam karavo. A kALe paN
chaitanyanA dhyAn vaDe samyagdarshanAdi thaI shake chhe,–em jANIne he jIv! teno ullAs kar.
potAnun AtmasvarUp samajavun sugam chhe. ane temAn kaShTa nathI paN Anand chhe. anAdithI svarUpanA
aNaabhyAsane lIdhe ane rAganI ruchine lIdhe AtmAnI samajaN agharI ane kaThaN lAge chhe, paN jo rAganI ruchi
chhoDIne ane AtmAnA svabhAvanI ruchi karIne yathArtha udyam kare to potAno AtmA jarUr anubhavamAn Ave.–e
rIte potAnun svarUp samajavun sahelun chhe.
bahAranAn kAm karavAn te AtmAnA adhikAranI vAt nathI, paN potAnA svarUpanI samajaN karavA mAnge to te
be ghaDImAn paN thaI shake chhe. ATh varShanun bALak, sAtamI narakano nArakI, ke deDakun paN antaramAn chaitanyanI laganI
lagADIne apUrva AtmAno anubhav kare chhe ne samyagdarshan pAme chhe. AtmAmAn achintya shakti chhe, te savaLo thaIne
nij shaktinI sambhAL kare to kShaNamAtramAn samyagdarshanAdi pAme chhe. nij shaktinA bhAn vinA anant anantakAL
chAlyo gayo, chhatAn jyAn antarmukh thaIne achintya svashaktinun avalamban lIdhun tyAn te shakti potAnun pragaT kArya kare
chhe–samyagdarshan–gnAnAdi kare chhe. A AtmA jAgIne potAnun hit–kArya karavA taiyAr thayo, ane te potAnun hit na
karI shake–e vAt to sAmbhaLavA jevI paN nathI. AtmAnI potAnI shaktino vishvAs Avavo joIe, ke mArA
AtmAnI achintya shakti vaDe hun mArun hit sAdhun, temAn koI bIjAnI madad nathI ke bIjo koI rokanAr nathI.
samayasAramAn AchAryadev kahe chhe ke–jo A AtmA be ghaDI pudgaladravyathI bhinna potAnA shuddha svarUpano
anubhav kare, temAn lIn thAy, pariShah Avye paN Dage nahi, to ghAtI–karmano nAsh karI, kevaLagnAn utpanna karI.
mokShane prApta thAy. AtmAnA anubhavano Avo mahimA chhe, to mithyAtvano nAsh karIne samyagdarshananI prApti thavI
to sulabh chhe. mATe shrI guruoe e ja upadesh pradhAnatAthI dIdho chhe.
are jIv! rAgAdikathI jarAk chhUTo paDIne antaramAn tArA chaitanyanI vilAsarUp mojane jo, te mojane
antaramAn dekhatAn ja tAro sharIrAdino moh turat ja chhUTI jashe. chaitanyanI mojanA anubhavathI sharIrAdik paradravya
pratyenA mohane tun झगिति eTale ke jhaT daIne chhoDI shakIsh. A vAt sahelI chhe kem ke potAnA svabhAvanI chhe.
parachIjane potAnI karavI te to agharun eTale ke ashakya chhe, lAkh prayatne paN te to thaI shakatun nathI. ane potAnA
AtmAno anubhav karavo te to svAdhIn hovAthI sugam chhe, be ghaDInA prayatnathI tenI prApti thaI shake chhe. paN tene
mATe antarano apUrva utsAh ane prayatna joIe.
puruShArthahInapaNAnI vAto karIne je rodaNAn rUe chhe ke are! amAre anek jAtanI pratikULatA, temAn AtmAnun
kayAnthI karI shakIe!–tene santo kahe chhe ke are namAlA!! sAtamI narakanI anantI pratikULatAmAn paDelA jIvo paN
AtmAno anubhav pAmyA chhe, to sAtamI narak jevI pIDA to tane ahIn nathI ne! Avun manuShyapaNun pAmyo–
satsamAgam pAmyo chhatAn antaramAn udyam nathI karato, ne rodaNAn shun royA kare chhe!! tane AtmAnI kharekharI prIti hoy
to antaramAn tenA anubhavano udyam kar. tun prayatna kar to tane koI rokanAr nathI. AtmAnun hit karavA je jAgyo
tene ADun AvanAr jagatamAn koI chhe ja nahi.
‘anubhavaprakAsh’ mAn kahe chhe ke–AjanA samayamAn svarUp kaThaN chhe em kahIne teno udyam je chhoDI dye chhe, ne
bahAranA viShay–kaShAyomAn to utsAhathI pravarte chhe, to te svarUpanI chAh maTADanAr bahirAtmA chhe. jyAre navaro hoy
tyAre vikathA kare chhe paN tyAre svarUpanA pariNAm kare to koN roke chhe? ghaNA em bahAnun batAve chhe ke amAre kAm
ghaNAn, amane AtmAnun samajavAnI phurasad nathI maLatI! are bhAI! bIjA kAmamAn to tArA pariNAm joDavAnI tane
phurasad maLe chhe, ne AtmAnA kAryamAn pariNAm joDavAnI tane phurasad nathI maLatI?–e to tArI ruchinI ja UndhAI
chhe. aho, dekho acharajanI vAt chhe ke
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