Atmadharma magazine - Ank 154
(Year 13 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2482, A.D. 1956)
(English transliteration).

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: shrAvaN: 2482 ‘Atmadharma’ : 189 :
AtmAnI prabhutA batAvIne santo utsAh Ape chhe:
are jIv! tun Dar nahi.mUnjhA nahi.
ullAsit thaIne tArI tAkAtane UchhAL!



siddha ane arihantabhagavAnamAn jevI sarvagnatA, jevI prabhutA, jevo atIndriy Anand ane jevun
AtmavIrya chhe tevI ja sarvagnatA, prabhutA, Anand ane vIryanI tAkAt A AtmAmAn paN bharI ja chhe, te ahIn
AchAryadev oLakhAve chhe.
bhAI! ekavAr harakh to lAv...ke aho! mAro AtmA Avo!! gnAn–AnandanI paripUrNa tAkAt mArA
AtmAmAn bharI ja chhe, mArA AtmAnI tAkAt haNAI gaI nathI. ‘arere! hun dabAI gayo. vikArI thaI gayo...
have kem mArun mAthun Unchun thashe!’ –em Dar nahi... mUnjhA nahi... hatAsh na thA... ekavAr svabhAvano harakh lAv...
svabhAvano utsAh kar... teno mahimA lAvIne tArI tAkAtane UchhAL!
aho! Anandano dariyo potAnA antaramAn UchhaLe chhe tene to jIvo jotA nathI ne taraNAn jevA tuchchha
vikArane ja dekhe chhe! are jIvo! Am antaramAn najar karIne dariyAne dekho... chaitanyasamudramAn DUbakI mAro!!
Anandano sAgar antaramAn chhe tene bhUlIne agnAnI to bahAramAn kShaNik puNyanA ThATh dekhe tyAn temAn ja
sukh mAnIne mUrchhAI jAy chhe, ne jarAk pratikULatA dekhe tyAn dukhamAn mUrchhAI jAy chhe; paN param mahimAvant
potAnA AnandasvabhAvane dekhato nathI. gnAnI to jANe chhe ke hun pote ja AnandasvabhAvathI bharelo chhun, kyAy
bahAramAn mAro Anand nathI, ke mArA Anandane mATe koI bAhya padArthanI mAre jarUr nathI. Avun bhAn hovAthI
gnAnI bahAramAn puNya–pAp ThAThamAn mUrchhAtA nathI ke mUnjhAtA nathI. puNyanA ThATh AvIne paDe tyAn gnAnI kahe chhe ke
are puNya! rahevA de... have sArA dekhAv amAre nathI jovA, amAre to sAdi–anant amArA Anandane ja jovo
chhe. amArA AtmAnA atIndriy Anand sivAy bIjun kAI amane priy nathI. amAro Anand amArA
AtmAmAn ja chhe, A puNyanA ThAThamAn kyAy amAro Anand nathI. puNyano ThATh amane Anand ApavA samartha
nathI, temaj pratikULatAnA ganj amArA Anandane lUnTavA samartha nathI. –AvI gnAnInI anrtakathA hoy chhe. teNe
svasamvedanapratyakShathI potAnA Anandanun vedan thayun chhe. AtmAno evo achintyasvabhAv chhe ke svasamvedanapratyakShathI
ja te jaNAy; ‘svayam pratyakSha’ thAy evo AtmAno svabhAv chhe. svayampratyakSha svabhAvanI pUrNatAmAn parokShapaNun ke
kram rahe evo svabhAv nathI, temaj svayampratyakSha AtmAmAn vachche vikalpa–rAg–vikAr ke nimittanI upAdhi garI
jAy–em paN nathI, eTale ke vyavahAranA avalambane AtmAnun samvedan thAy em banatun nathI. paranI ane
rAganI AD vachchethI kADhI nAnkhIne, potAnA ekAkAr svabhAvane ja sIdhesIdho sparshIne AtmAnun svasamvedan
thAy chhe, e sivAy bIjA koI upAyathI AnandasvarUp bhagavAn AtmAnun svasamvedan thAy chhe, e sivAy bIjA
koI upAyathI AnandasvarUp bhagavAn AtmAnun vedan thatun nathI.
aho! Avo svasamvedanasvabhAvI chaitanyabhagavAn AtmA pote birAjI rahyo chhe, paN potAnI sAme na
jotAn vikAranI ja sAme jue chhe tethI vikAranun ja vedan