Atmadharma magazine - Ank 154
(Year 13 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2482, A.D. 1956)
(English transliteration).

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: 192 : ‘Atmadharma’ 2482: shrAvaN:
ek AtmArAm thayo. AtmAnA anubhavathI tRupta tRupta AtamarAm thayo. have hun mArA AtmAne kevo
anubhavun chhun!:–
‘hun ek shuddha sadA arUpI gnAn darshanamay khare
kaI anya te mArun jarI paramANumAtra nathI are!’
–samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritrarUpe pariNamelo hun mArA AtmAne Avo anubhavun chhun. ek AtmA ja mAro
ArAm chhe... ek AtmA ja mArA Anandanun dhAm chhe... AtmAnA shraddhA–gnAn–AcharaN karIne hun samyak prakAre
AtmArAm thayo chhun... have ja hun kharekharo AtmA thayo chhun... mArA AtmAne have hun evo anubhavu chhun ke–
‘hun’ mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSha jaNAun evo chaitanyamAtra jyoti AtmA chhun. rAgathI IndriyothI mArun
svasamvedan thatun nathI. chaitanyamAtra svasamvedanathI ja hun pratyakSha thAun chhun. mArA matishrutagnAnane antaramAn ekAgra
karIne hun mArun svasamvedan pratyakSha karun chhun.
mArA matishrutagnAnane IndriyothI ne rAgathI bhinna karIne svasamvedan pratyakSha vaDe hun mAro anubhav karun chhun.
A rIte svasamvedan pratyakShamAn Avato hun chhun. anrtamukh anubhavathI je pratyakSha thayo te ja hun chhun. mArA svasamvedanamAn
bIjun badhun bahAr rahI jAy chhe te hun nathI, svasamvedanamAn chaitanyamAtra AtmA pratyakSha thayo te ja hun chhun.
‘hun ek chhun’ –chinmAtra AkArane lIdhe hun samasta kramarUp tathA akramarUp pravartatA vyAvahArik bhAvothI
bhedarUp thato nathI, mATe hun ek chhun. gnAnanI ja akhanDamUrti hun ek chhun. paryAyamAn manuShya–dev vagere bhAvo kramarUp
ho, ke jog–leshyA–matishrut vagere gnAno akrame ek sAthe ho–paN te bhedarUp vyavahArabhAvo vaDe hun bhedAI jato
nathI, hun to chinmAtra ekAkAr ja rahun chhun–mArA anubhavamAn to gnAyak ekAkAr svabhAv ja Ave chhe–mATe hun ek
chhun. mArA AtmAne hun ekapaNe ja anubhavun chhun... khanDakhanD bhedarUp nathI anubhavato. paryAyane chaitanyamAn lIn
karIne chaitanyamAtra ja AtmAne anubhavun chhun. AtmAne rAgAdivALo nathI anubhavato, chaitanyamAtra ekAkAr
gnAyakabhAvarUp ja AtmAne anubhavun chhun... mArA AtmAne gnAyakasvarUpe ja dekhun chhun.
‘hun shuddha chhun’–naranArakAdi jIvanA visheSho, temaj ajIv, puNya, pAp, Asrav, samvar, nirjarA ne
mokShasvarUp je vyavahAr navatattvo chhe temanAthI atyant judo TankotkIrNa ek gnAyakasvabhAvarUp bhAv chhun, tethI hun
shuddha chhun. nave tattvanA vikalpothI hun pAr chhun... paryAyamAn hun shuddha gnAyakasvabhAvasvarUpe pariNamyo chhun mATe hun shuddha chhun.
shuddha gnAyakabhAvamAtra mArA AtmAne hun shuddhapaNe anubhavun chhun. navatattvanA bhedo taraph hun nathI vaLato–tenA
vikalpone nathI anubhavato, paN kShAyakasvabhAv taraph vaLIne, navatattvanA vikalpo rahit thaIne, hun mArA
AtmAne shuddhapaNe anubhavun chhun. nave tattvonA rAgamishrit vikalpathI hun atyant judo thaI gayo chhun, nirvikalpa
thaIne antaramAn AnandasvarUp AtmAne ekane ja hun anubhavun chhun mATe hun shuddha chhun. mArA vedanamAn shuddhaAtmA ja chhe.
hun darshan gnAnamay chhun–hun chinmAtra hovAthI sAmAnya–visheSh upayogAtmakapaNAne ullanghato nathI tethI
darshan–gnAnamay chhun. hun mArA AtmAne darshan–gnAn–upayogarUp ja anubhavun chhun.
hun sadAy arUpI chhun–sparsha–ras–gandh–varNa jenun nimitta chhe evA gnAnarUpe pariNamyo hovA chhatAn paN te
sparshAdi rUpI–padArthorUpe hun pariNamyo nathI mATe hun sadAy arUpI chhun. rUpI padArthone jANatAn chhatAn hun rUpI sAthe
tanmay thato nathI, hun to gnAn sAthe ja tanmay chhun mATe hun arUpI chhun. rUpI padArtho mArApaNe mane nathI
anubhavAtA, mATe hun arUpI chhun.
–Am sarvathI judA, ek, shuddha, gnAnadarshanamay, sadA arUpI AtmAne hun anubhavun chhun. ane AvA mArA
svarUpane anubhavato hun pratApavant vartun chhun
svasamvedan pratyakSha AtmAnA anubhavathI pratApavant vartatA evA mane, mArAthI bAhya vartatA samasta
padArthomAn koI paN paradravya paramANumAtra paN mArApaNe bhAsatun nathI. mArAthI bahAr jIv ane ajIv, siddha
ane sAdhak evA anant paradravyo potapotAnI svarUp sampadA sahit varte chhe to paN svasamvedanathI pratApavant
vartatA evA