Atmadharma magazine - Ank 157
(Year 14 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2483, A.D. 1957)
(English transliteration).

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guN taraph vaLatAn, paryAyamAnthI harSha–shokanun kShaNik bhoktApaNun chhUTI jAy chhe, eTale dravya–guN–paryAy traNethI
AtmA sAkShAt abhoktA thaI jAy chhe.
paravastuno bhogavaTo AtmAne nathI; jem sharIr–strI–bhojan vagere anukUL sanyogane AtmA nathI
bhogavato, tem sharIr kapAy, rog thAy ItyAdi pratikULasanyogane paN AtmA nathI bhogavato. mAtra harSha–shok
karIne vikArane bhogave chhe. ane te harSha–shok vakhate paravastu nimitta chhe tethI ‘AtmA parane bhogave chhe’ em
paN upachArathI kahevAmAn Ave chhe. kharekhar to parane bhogavavAnA bhAv kare chhe ne potAnA te vikArI bhAvane ja
bhogave chhe. ane ahIn to ethI paN sUkShma anrtasvabhAvanI vAt chhe ke vikArane paN bhogavavAno AtmAno
svabhAv nathI. sharIr kapAy tenun vedan AtmAne nathI, ane te taraphanA aNagamAnun vedan karavAno paN
AtmAno svabhAv nathI, gnAyakasvabhAvanun vedan karavAno AtmAno svabhAv chhe. agnAnI kahe chhe ke ‘arere, karyAn
karma bhogavavAn paDe!’–paN ahIn kahe chhe ke are bhAI! tun tArA gnAyakasvabhAv taraph vaL to...karma taraphanun vedan
tane rahe nahi. gnAyakasvabhAv taraph vaLIne tenun vedan je nathI karato te ja vikArano bhoktA thaIne chAr gatimAn
rakhaDe chhe. AtmAnA lakShe kAI harSha–shokanun vedan thatun nathI, kemake AtmAno svabhAv vikAranA bhogavaTAthI rahit
chhe; harSha–shok te AtmAnA gnAtAbhAvathI judA chhe. karma taraphanA valaNavALo jIv ja harSha–shokano bhoktA thAy chhe
mATe tene karmanun ja kArya kahyun chhe, eTale ke te AtmAnA svabhAvanun kArya nathI, AtmasvabhAv to teno abhoktA
chhe–em batAvyun chhe. AtmA potAnA svabhAv taraph vaLIne potAnI anant shaktionI nirmaLatAno anubhav
kare evo chhe, paN vikArano ke parano anubhav kare evo kharekhar AtmA nathI. AtmAnA svabhAv sAthe je
pariNati abhed thaI te to AtmA chhe, paN je pariNati vikAranA ja anubhavamAn rokAy tene AtmA kahetA
nathI kemake temAn AtmAnI prasiddhi nathI.
unALAmAn shIkhanD–purI khAIne bangalAnA bagIchAmAn havA khAto beTho hoy ne potAne sukhI–sukhI
mAnato hoy, tyAn te AtmA shIkhanD ke bagIchA vagerene to kharekhar bhogavato nathI, ane temAn sukhanI
kalpanAno je sAtAbhAv chhe tene paN bhogavavAno AtmAno svabhAv nathI; temaj, bagIchAmAn beTho hoy tyAn
koI AvIne mAthun kApI nAnkhe ne tethI potAne dukhI–dukhI mAne tyAn paN te sanyogane AtmA nathI bhogavato,
ne dukharUp je asAtAbhAv chhe tene paN bhogavavAno teno svabhAv nathI. harSha–shokanA bhogavaTA vagarano,
gnAyak rahevAno AtmAno svabhAv chhe. aho, AvA abhoktAsvabhAvane lakShamAn lye to game te sanyogamAn paN
jIvane potAnI shAntinun vedan chhUTe nahi. svabhAvane bhUlIne, bahAranI vastuthI mane ThIk–aThIk paDe ne tenAthI
mane sukh–dukh thAy–evI mAnyatA te sansAranun mUL chhe. shAstramAn kahe chhe ke agnAnIne je anantun dukh chhe te to
vAstavik dukh ja chhe, parantu te potAne je sukh mAne chhe te to mAtra kalpanA ja chhe. sukh jyAn bharyun chhe evA
gnAnasvabhAvanA anubhav vagar vAstavik sukhanun vedan hoy ja nahi. AtmAnA svabhAvamAn je vAstavik sukh
bharyun chhe tenun vedan kem thAy, ne anAdinun vikAranun vedan kem TaLe–te ahIn batAve chhe.
sharIr, lakShmI, moTar vagere jaD vastu AtmAne sukh Ape,–to eno artha e thayo ke AtmA karatAn te
jaD vastu vadhI gaI! AtmAmAn to sukh nathI ne jaD tene sukh Ape chhe–em mAnanAr mUDh jIv kadI paN jaD
taraphanun valaN chhoDIne AtmA taraph vaLashe nahIn, eTale te sansAramAn ja rakhaDashe. jaDamAn to kayAny mArun sukh nathI,
ne jaD taraphanA valaNathI harShAdinI lAgaNI thAy temAn paN mArun sukh nathI, sukh to mArA svabhAvamAn chhe ne te
svabhAvamAn antarmukh valaNathI ja mane mArA sukhanun vedan thAy chhe–em gnAnI jANe chhe, eTale sanyog taraphanun
valaN sankochIne, svabhAvamAn antarmukh thaIne, atIndriy sukhanun vedan karatAn karatAn param siddhapadane pAme chhe.
juo, A koI sAdhAraN uparachhallI vAt nathI, A to AtmAnA anrtasvabhAvanI apUrva vAt chhe,
ekavAr A vAt samaje to anantakALanun bhavabhramaN aTakI