Atmadharma magazine - Ank 157
(Year 14 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2483, A.D. 1957)
(English transliteration).

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AtmasvarUpane prApta karavAnI bhAvanA dinarAt varte chhe, ek kShaN paN tene bhUlato nathI... ek AtmAnI ja
lo–laganI lAgI chhe. AvI laganIthI draDh prayatna karatAn jarUr AtmAno anubhav thAy chhe. mATe te ja karavA jevun
chhe–em AchAryadevano upadesh chhe.
‘ruchi anuyAyI vIrya’ eTale ke jene AtmAnI kharekharI ruchi ane dhagash jAgI hoy teno prayatna
vAramvAr AtmA taraph vaL‌yA kare chhe. jem–dehamAn jene Atmabuddhi chhe te dehane sarakho rAkhavA rAtadin teno
prayatna ne chintA karyA kare chhe; jene putrano prem chhe te putranI pAchhaL kevA jhUre chhe?–khAvA pIvAmAn kayAny chitta
lAge nahi ne ‘mAro...putra’ evI jhUraNA te nirantar karyA kare chhe! tem A chaitanyasvarUp AtmAnI jene kharekharI
prIti chhe te tenI prApti mATe dinarAt jhUre chhe eTale ke temAn ja vAramvAr prayatna karyA kare chhe... viShay–kaShAyo tene
ruchatA nathI..... ek chaitanya sivAy bIje kayAny tene chen paDatun nathI... enI ja bhAvanA bhAve chhe, enI ja
vAt gnAnIo pAse pUchhe chhe...eno ja vichAr kare chhe.
jem mAtAnA viyoge nAnun bALak jhUre chhe ne tene kayAny chen paDatun nathI, koI pUchhe ke tArun nAm shun?–
to kahe chhe ke ‘mArI bA’ khAvAnun Ape to kahe ke ‘mArI bA!’–em ek ja jhUraNA chAle chhe...mAtA vagar tene
kayAny jamp vaLato nathI... kemake tenI ruchi mAtAnI godamAn poShANI chhe; tem jignAsu AtmArthI jIvanI ruchi
ek AtmAmAn ja poShANI chhe, AtmasvarUpanI mane prApti kem thAy–e sivAy bIjun kAI tene ruchatun
nathI...dinarAt e ja charchA...e ja vichAr... e ja raTaNA ene mATe ja jhUraNA! juo, AvI andaranI dhagash
jAge tyAre AtmAnI prApti thAy. ane AtmAnI jene ekavAr prApti thaI gaI–anubhav thaI gayo te
samakitI paN pachhI vAramvAr tenA AnandanI ja vArtA–charchA–vichAr ane bhAvanA kare chhe. ‘AtmAno Anand
Avo..... AtmAnI anubhUti AvI... nirvikalpatA AvI’–em tenI ja laganI lAgI chhe. gnAn ne Anand
ja mArun svarUp chhe–em jANIne ek tenI ja lo lAgI chhe, temAn ja utsAh chhe, bIje kayAny utsAh nathI.
AvI laganIpUrvak gnAnAnandasvarUp AtmAnI bhAvanAthI–draDh prayatnathI–agnAn chhUTIne gnAnamay nijapadanI
prApti thAy chhe.
shauddhaAtmatattvanao upadaesha
samayasAranI panchamI gAthAmAn AchArya kundakundasvAmI kahe chhe ke–
sarvagnabhagavAnathI mAnDIne amArA guruparyantanA par–apar guruoe
anugrahapUrvak amane upadesh Apyo...shun upadesh Apyo?
–‘shuddhAtmatattvano upadesh Apyo.’
sarvagnathI mAnDIne amArA guruparyant sarve guruoe anugrahapUrvak–prasanna
thaIne shuddhAtmatattvanA upadesharUp prasAdI amane ApI...ne ame te prasAdI jhIlIne
nijavaibhav pragaT karyo.
bhagavAne ane santoe prasanna thaIne–amane svIkArIne–anugrahapUrvak
prasAdIrUpe je shuddhAtmatattvano upadesh Apyo te ja ame amArA nijavaibhavathI
ahIn darshAvIe chhIe. AnAthI viparIt upadesh vaDe jo koI dharma manAvatun hoy
to bhagavAnano ane santono anugrah tenA upar chhe ja nahi.
[samayasAr gA. 5 uparanA vyAkhyAnamAnthI.]