Atmadharma magazine - Ank 161
(Year 14 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2483, A.D. 1957)
(English transliteration).

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be bhAI
[shAntinI shodhamAn]
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jeNe potAnA AtmAnun hit karavun hoy tene pahelAn andaramAn khaTak jAgavI joIe ke are! mArA AtmAne
kaI rIte shAnti thAy? mArA AtmAne koN sharaNarUp chhe!! santo kahe chhe ke A deh ke rAg koI tArun sharaN nathI;
prabho! andar ek samayamAn gnAnAnandathI paripUrNa bharelo tAro AtmA ja tane sharaN chhe; tene oLakh, bhAI!
be sagA bhAI hoy, bey narakamAn ek sAthe hoy, ek samakitI hoy ne bIjo mithyAdraShTi hoy. tyAn
samakitIne to narakanI ghor pratikULatAmAn paN chaitanyanA Anandanun anshe vedan paN sAthe vartI rahyun chhe....ne mithyAdraShTi
ekalA sanyogonI sAme joIne dukhanI vedanAmAn taraphaDe chhe...tenA bhAIne pUchhe chhe ke, ‘are bhAI! koI sharaN!!
A ghor dukhamAn koI sahAyak!! ..... koI A vedanAthI chhoDAvanAr!!! tyAn samakitI bhAI kahe chhe ke–are
bandhu! koI sahAyak nathI; andaramAn bhagavAn chaitanya ja AnandathI bharelo chhe tenI bhAvanA ja A dukhathI
bachAvanAr chhe; chaitanyanI bhAvanA vinA bIjun koI dukhathI bachAvanAr nathI, bIjun koI sahAyak nathI. A deh, ne
A pratikUL sanyogo e badhAyathI pAr chaitanyasvarUpI AtmA chhe,–AvA bhedagnAnanI bhAvanA sivAy jagatamAn bIjun
koI dukhathI bachAvanAr nathI. koI sharaN nathI; mATe bhAI! ek vAr sanyogane bhUlI jA....ne andar chaitanya tattva
AnandasvarUp chhe tenI sanmukh jo. te ek ja sharaN chhe. pUrve AtmAnI darakAr karI nahi ne pAp karatAn pAchhun
vALIne joyun nahi tethI A narakamAn avatAr thayo....have to A ja sthitimAn hajAro varShanun AyuShya pUrun karye
chhUTako....sanyog nahi phare, tArun lakSha pheravI nAnkh! sanyogathI AtmA judo chhe tenA upar lakSha kar. sanyogamAn tArun
dukh nathI; tArA Anandane bhUlIne ten ja mohathI dukh Ubhun karyun chhe, mATe ek vAr sanyogane ane AtmAne bhinna
jANIne, sanyoganI bhAvanA chhoD ne chaitanyamUrti AtmAnI bhAvanA kar. hun to gnAnamUrti–AnandamUrti chhun. A sanyog
ane A dukh bannethI mAro AtmasvabhAv judo, gnAnaAnandanI mUrti chhe,–Am AtmAno nirNay karIne tenI
bhAvanA karavI te ja dukhanA nAshano upAy chhe. chaitanyanI bhAvanAmAn dukh kadI praveshI shakatun nathI. ‘jyAn dukh
kadI na praveshI shakatun tyAn nivAs ja rAkhIe...’ chaitanyasvarUp AtmAnI bhAvanAmAn Anandanun vedan chhe, temAn
dukhano pravesh nathI....evA chaitanyamAn ekAgra thaIne nivAs karavo te ja dukhathI chhUTakArAno upAy chhe. kaShAyothI
santapta AtmAne potAnA shuddha svarUpanun chintan ja tenAthI chhUTavAno upAy chhe; mATe he bandhu! svastha thaIne tArA
AtmAnI bhAvanA kar.....tenA chintanathI tArA dukho kShaN mAtramAn shAnt thaI jashe.
dharmI jANe chhe ke aho! mArA chaitanyanI chhAyA evI shAnt–shItaL chhe ke temAn moh–sUryanAn santapta
kiraNo praveshI shakatAn nathI, koI sanyogo paN temAn praveshI shakatA nathI; mATe mohajanit vibhAvonA
AtApathI bachavA hun mArA chaitanya tattvanI shAnt....upashAnt....Anand jharatI chhAyAmAn ja jAun chhun....mArA
chaitanyasvabhAvanI ja bhAvanA karun chhun.
(–samAdhishatak gA. 39 upar pU. gurudevanA pravachanamAnthI)
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