Atmadharma magazine - Ank 164
(Year 14 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2483, A.D. 1957)
(English transliteration).

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vakhAN sAmbhaLe tyAn poras chaDe, paN ahIn “sarvagna bhagavanto jevo tAro AtmA chhe” em santo sambhaLAve chhe te
sAmbhaLatA jIvane poras nathI chaDato; AtmAno jene prem hoy tene to tenI vAt sAmbhaLatAn antarathI AtmA uchhaLI
jAy....ne evo poras kare ke teno anubhav kare ja. bhAI! A dharma kathA chhe; tArA AtmAne dharmanI eTale ke sukhanI
prApti kem thAy–tenI A vAt chhe. bhAI! tAro Anand bahAramAn nathI, strImAn nathI, paisAmAn nathI, sharIramAn nathI,
manamAn nathI, ne andaranI shubh–ashubh vRuttinun utthAn thAy temAn paN tAro Anand nathI. tAro Anand to tArA
ekatvasvarUpamAn ja chhe. tArA AnandanI vArtA to sAmbhaL! tArA AtmAno dukhathI uddhAr kare evA dharmanI A vAt
chhe, teno prem lAvIne ek vAr sAmbhaL to kharo. antaramAn ja Anand chhe paN tene bhUlIne agnAnI jIvo bahAramAn
bhaTake chhe; paN AtmAmAn Anand chhe tene shodhato nathI. 200 rUA. no dAgIno khovANo hoy to kevI shodhAshodh karI
mUke chhe, paN A Akho chaitanya bhagavAn anAdino bhUlAI gayo chhe tene shodhavAnI–samajavAnI darakAr paN karato
nathI. vahAlo dIkaro rAtre ghare na Ave to te kayAn khovAI gayo hashe–enI chintAmAn chen paDatun nathI, ne ungh paN
AvatI nathI. to jene AtmA vahAlo hoy tene tenI prApti vagar kayAny chen paDe nahi. aho! mArA chaitanyano
apAr mahimA sarvagnadeve gAyo chhe, tene hun kem pAmun?–em antaramAn tenI shodh karyA ja kare. chaitanyapadano apAr
mahimA sarvagna bhagavAne gAyo chhe. shrImad rAjachandra kahe chhe ke
je pad shrI sarvagne dIThun gnAnamAn,
kahI shakyA nahi te paN shrI bhagavAn jo;
teh svarUpane anya vANI to shun kahe?
anubhavagochar mAtra rahyun te gnAn jo.....
aho! A chaitanyapadano apAr mahimA vANIthI varNavAy evo nathI, e to gnAnathI ja anubhavamAn Ave
chhe.–AvA potAnA chaitanyapadane oLakhavA mATe tene ghaNo ras lAgavo joIe. bhAI! ek vAr tun AtmAno
rasIlo thA. santo chaitanyanA gANAn gAI gAIne teno mahimA prasiddha kare chhe paN mUDh–pAmar jIvone sansAranI tIvra
mamatA ADe AtmAno mahimA Avato nathI. juo, be bhamarA hatA. ek bhamaro sugandhI phUlanI sugandh leto hato;
tene em thayun ke bIjA bhamarAne paN hun AvI sugandh batAvun.–Am vichArI bIjA bhamarAne te sugandhI phUl upar laI
gayo, ne pUchhayun kem bhamarA! kevI sugandh Ave chhe?–te bhamarAe kahyun bhAI, mane to kAI sugandh nathI AvatI,
pahelA jevI ja durgandh Ave chhe. tyAre pahelA bhamarAe vichAryun ke Anun shun kAraN? tapAs karatAn tene khabar paDI ke
enA nAkamAn durgandhanI be goLI bharIne te beTho chhe! nAkamAn durgandhanI goLI bharI hoy pachhI sugandhano svAd kyAthi
Ave? eTale teNe pelA bhamarAne kahyun ke tArA nAkamAn A durgandhanI goLI laIne beTho chho te kADhI nAnkh, ane pachhI
A phUlano svAd le eTale tane sugandh Avashe. tem sant dharmAtmAo bAhya viShayonI ruchirUp durgandh chhoDIne
chaitanyanA atIndriy Anandano svAd lye chhe, ne bIjA jIvone paN te batAve chhe ke are jIvo! tamArA AtmAmAn
atIndriy Anand bharyo chhe, teno svAd lyo. tyAre viShayonI tIvra lolupatAvALo, bIjA bhamarA jevo mUDh jIv kahe
chhe ke–amane to AtmAmAn kAI sukh dekhAtun nathI, amane to bAhya viShayomAn sukh lAge chhe. tene gnAnI kahe chhe ke–
are bhAI! ek vAr bAhya viShayonI prIti chhoD ne AtmAnA svabhAvano prem kar. AtmA karatAn bAhya viShayono
prem vadhI jAy–pachhI AtmAnA Anandano svAd kyAthi Ave? mATe ek vAr bahArano prem chhoDIne chaitanya
svabhAvano prem karIne temAn tArA Anandane shodh, to jarUr tane tArA atIndriy Anandano svAd Avashe.
jem taLAvamAn UtaravA mATe teno Aro shodhe chhe ke “kayAny Ano Aro?”–tem janma–maraNano jene thAk
lAgyo hoy te tenAthI pAr utaravAno Aro shodhe ke–‘koI rIte A janma–maraNano Aro Ave!’ ek kheDUt paN
pUchhato hato ke ‘mA’ rAj! A dukhano kayAny ArovAro?’ Am jene janma–maraNano trAs thAy ne tenAthI
chhUTavAnI dhagash jAge te vAramvAr satsamAgam karIne teno upAy shodhe. A rIte satsamAgamathI vAramvAr parichay
karIne AtmasvabhAvanI samajaN karavI, te janma–maraNathI chhUTavAno upAy chhe.
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