Atmadharma magazine - Ank 167
(Year 14 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2483, A.D. 1957)
(English transliteration).

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pravAsI thayo chhe tethI ‘have mAre anant sansAr hashe’ evI shankA tene hotI ja nathI, tene svabhAvanA jore evI
nishankatA chhe ke have alpa ja kALamAn mArI muktadashA khIlI jashe, AtmAno Anandamay chaitanya svabhAv chhe, te
svabhAvamAn bhav nathI, svabhAvamAn shankA nathI, svabhAvamAn bhay nathI, svabhAvamAn vikAr nathI, ––AvA
svabhAvano nirNay karIne jyAn tenI sanmukh pariNaman thayun tyAn bhav raheto nathI, shankA rahetI nathI, bhay raheto
nathI ne vikAr raheto nathI, tethI dharmI nishank chhe, nirbhay chhe, vikArano ne bhavano te nAshak chhe, ne shuddhatAno te
utpAdak chhe; alpakALamAn pUrNa vikArano nAsh ne shuddhatAnI utpatti karIne te mukti pAme chhe.
ek Atma dravya anek paryAyamay thavAnI tAkAtavALun chhe, dravya potAnI anek paryAyomAn vyApe evI
tenI anekatva shakti chhe; eTale paranA kAraNe paryAy thAy e vAt rahetI nathI. je vyApe te kartA, paryAyamAn dravya
ja vyApe chhe tethI dravya ja potAnI paryAyanun kartA chhe. anek paryAyomAn vyApavArUp potAnI shaktine oLakhe to
‘mArI paryAyanun kAraN par hashe’ evI mAnyatA rahe nahi, paN dravyano Ashray karIne nirmaL paryAy thAy. anek
paryAyo thatI hovA chhatAn mArI badhI paryAyo mArA ek AtmAthI ja vyApya chhe, bIjA koIthI vyApya nathI, em
nakkI karIne he jIv! paryAyane vAL tArA dravyamAn.
paryAyano svabhAv evo chhe ke te dravyathI vyapAy ane dravyano svabhAv evo chhe ke te paryAyomAn vyApe.
e rIte gnAnaparyAy paN potAnA dravyathI vyApta thAy evun tenun svarUp chhe, chhatAn te gnAnaparyAy potAmAn vyApak
evA AtmasvabhAvane na dekhatAn ekalA paragneyone ja dekhe to te agnAn chhe, tene kharekhar AtmAnI paryAy
kahetA nathI, temAn AtmA vyApyo nathI. gnAnaparyAy konI chhe? ke AtmadravyanI; te gnAnaparyAye Atmadravya taraph
jhUkIne teno nirNay karavo joIe, te na karatAn par taraph jhUkIne ‘rAgAdi te ja hun’ em mAne chhe to te gnAne
potAnun gnAn tarIkenun kAm na karyun, eTale te gnAn mithyA thayun. potAnI paryAyane potAnA AtmAthI vyApta na
karatAn rAgathI ja vyApta karI to tene kharekhar AtmAnI paryAy kahetA nathI. AtmAnI paryAy to tene kahevAy ke
jemAn AtmAnI vyApti hoy, AtmAnI prasiddhi hoy. ane jyAn sudhI gnAn antarmukh thaIne svadravyano nirNay na
kare tyAn sudhI parano paN sAcho nirNay karavAnI tAkAt te gnAnamAn hotI nathI, eTale evA gnAnane gnAn kahetA
nathI, te to agnAn chhe.
mArI paryAyamAn mArun akhanD dravya vyApak chhe––em nakkI karIne pachhI je je paryAy thAy chhe te darek paryAy
trikALI dravyane sAthe ne sAthe rAkhIne thAy chhe, arthAt paryAye paryAye trikALI dravyanun avalamban varte chhe, ane
trikALIdravyanA avalambane samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritra vagere shuddhaparyAyo thatI jAy chhe. trikALI tattvanA svIkAr
vinA–Ashray vinA–paryAyanI nirmaLatA thatI nathI, samyaggnAn thatun nathI, ane samyaggnAn vagar nimittanun ke
vyavahAranun paN kharun gnAn thatun nathI.
ahIn 32 mI shaktimAn batAvavun chhe to anekapaNun, parantu tenI sAthe sAthe “ek dravya vyApya”... em
kahIne dravya draShTi paN bhegI ja rAkhI chhe. AchAryadevanI gajab shailI chhe, ghaNI gambhIratA bharI chhe. anek paryAy
thatI hovA chhatAn dravyanI ekatAnun avalamban chhUTatun nathI eTale nirmaL–nirmaL paryAyo ja thatI jAy chhe. ––em
sAdhak bhUmikAthI vAt karI chhe. sAdhakanI shraddhA ‘ek dravya’ taraph vaLI chhe, tenun gnAn ‘ek dravya’ taraph vaLelun chhe.
tenI ekAgratA paN ‘ek dravya’ taraph ja chhe. e rIte ‘ek dravya’ ne avalambIne ja (–shudhdha AtmasvabhAvane
avalambIne ja) sAdhak dashA vartI rahI chhe, tenA ja avalambane shudhdhatA vadhatAn vadhatAn pUrNa shuddhatArUp siddhadashA
thaI jashe.
mArI badhI paryAyo mArA ek dravyathI ja vyApta chhe–em nakkI karanAre konI sAme joIne te nakkI karyun?
shun paranI sAme, vikAranI sAme ke ekalI paryAyanI sAme joIne te nakkI karyun? nA, enI sAme joIne te nakkI
thaI shake nahi; paN paryAyane shuddha ekarUp dravya taraph vALIne–dravya sanmukh thaIne ja nakkI karyun chhe ke aho! mArI
paryAyomAn to Avun Atmadravya ja vyApelun chhe; paramAn ke vikAramAn vyApe evun mArA Atmadravyanun svarUp nathI,
paN nirmaL paryAyomAn