Atmadharma magazine - Ank 171
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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kArako anusAr je kriyA tenAthI rahit bhavanamAtramayI (–hovAmAtramayI, thavAmAtramayI) bhAvashakti chhe. pahelAn 33mA
bolamAn bhAvashakti kahI hatI tyAn to avasthAnI vidyamAnatA batAvI hatI; ne A bhAvashakti judI chhe, A
bhAvashaktimAn bhedarUp kArakothI nirapekShapaNun batAve chhe.
dukh TALIne sukhI thavA mATe sukh kyAn shodhavun tenI A vAt chhe. bhAI, tArun sukh tArAmAn chhe, ne tAro AtmA
ja svayam chha kArakarUp thaIne sukharUp pariNamavAnA sAmarthyavALo chhe. parane kArak banAvIne tenI pAsethI sukh levA
mAngashe to kadI sukh nahi maLe. potAnA sukhAdi bhAvone mATe parane kArak banAve evo AtmAno svabhAv nathI. kartA–
karma Adi bhinna bhinna kArako anusAr je kriyA thAy te rUpe pariNamavAno AtmAno svabhAv nathI, paN tenAthI
rahit pariNamavAno AtmAno svabhAv chhe. AtmAnun dravyaguN ke paryAy potAthI bhinna bIjA koI kArakonA AdhAre
Take evo AtmAno parAdhIn svabhAv nathI; paN anya kArakothI rahit pote svayam potAnA bhAvarUpe pariName evo
teno svabhAv chhe. jo AvA svabhAvamAn shodhe to ja sukh maLe tem chhe. paN bIjA kAraNomAn sukh shodhe to sukh maLe
tem nathI.
hIrAno hAr potAnI DokamAn paheryo hoy te potAnI DokamAn jue to maLe, paN bahAvaro banIne bahAr
bIje shodhe to te hAr maLe nahi ne munjhavaN TaLe nahi. tem sukh potAmAn jyAn bharyun chhe tyAn shodhe to maLe.
AtmAmAn sukhasvabhAv bharyo chhe temAn anrtamukh thaIne sukh shodhe to maLe, paN bAhya vRuttithI bahAvarAnI jem
bahAramAn shodhe to sukh maLe nahi ne dukh TaLe nahi. sukh ane sukhanA kArak AtmAmAn ja chhe, bahAramAn nathI;
tethI vAstavik sukh ane Anandamay sAchun jIvan jeNe jIvavun hoy teNe antarmukh thaIne AtmAmAn shodhavAnun
chhe. paramAn sukh nathI, rAgamAn sukh nathI mATe paramAn ke rAgamAn shodhe to sukh maLe tevun nathI. AtmAmAn sukh
bharapUr chhe temAn antarmukh thaIne shodhe to sukhano anubhav thAy. sukh, prabhutA, sarvagnatA vagere badhI shaktio
AtmAmAn paDI chhe temAn shodhe to maLe tem chhe.
–mATe shun karavun? ke santonA upadeshathI AtmAnI shaktione oLakhIne pratIt karavI, antarmukh thaIne temAn
ekAgra thavun; temAn ekAgratAthI gnAn–Anand–prabhutA pragaTe chhe...AtmA pote paramAtmA banI jAy chhe.
anrtadraShTithI jyAn chaitanyasvabhAvanun sevan karyun tyAn chaitanyabhagavAn prasanna thaIne kahe chhe ke mAg...mAg!! tAre
shun joIe chhe? je joIe te mAg! kevaLagnAn ane atIndriy Anand ApavAnI tAkAt mArAmAn chhe. je joItun hoy te
AtmAnI shaktimAn bharyun ja chhe. mATe AtmAnI shaktino vishvAs karIne je joIe te tenI pAsethI mAng...AtmAmAn
ekAgra thA...bahAr na shodh...samyagdarshanathI mAnDIne siddhadashA sudhInA badhAy pad ApavAnI tAkAt A chaitanyarAjA
pAse chhe mATe te chaitanyarAjAnun sevan karIne tene ja prasanna kar...bIjA pAse bhIkh na mAng, bahAr phAmphA na mAr..
anrta–avalokan kar.
AtmA kyAn chhe? jyAn AtmA chhe tyAn ja got to maLe. AtmA potAthI bahAr kyAy nathI, mATe bahAr kyAy
shodhye AtmAnA guNo maLe tem nathI. AtmAnA guNo AtmAthI bahAr nathI, AtmAmAn ja chhe. bhAI! tArI prabhutA
tArAmAn chhe...bahAr na shodh...tArI prabhutA mATe bAhya sAmagrIne shodhavAnI vyagratA na kar, kem ke tArI prabhutA
bAhyasAmagrImAnthI Ave tem nathI. bAhya sAmagrIthI nirapekShapaNe pote ekalo ja chha kArak rUp (kartA–karma–karaN vagere)
thaIne kevaLagnAn ane atIndriy AnandarUpe pariNamI jAy evo svayambhU bhagavAn A AtmA chhe. AtmAne ja ‘prabhu’
kahyo chhe, AtmAne ja ‘bhagavAn’ kahyo chhe. aho! potAnI prabhutAne chhoDIne parane koN shodhe? Avo spaShTa svabhAv
hovA chhatAn pAmar jIvo potAnI prabhutAne paramAn shodhe chhe. tene AchArya bhagavAn samajAve chhe ke are jIv! tArI
prabhutA tArAmAn ja bharI chhe...anrtaavalokan karIne tene shodh. antarmukh thaIne tArI prabhutAne dhAraN kar, ne
pAmarabuddhi chhoD.
aho! potAnI prabhutAne bhUlelA pAmar jIvo nimitta pAse ne rAg pAse jaIne potAnI prabhutAnI bhIkh mAnge
chhe, ne bhIkhArIpaNe chorAsI lAkh yonInA av–