Atmadharma magazine - Ank 173
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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14 Atmadharma 173
mushkel thaI paDayun hoy–evA dAkhalA shun jagatamAn nathI dekhAtA? mATe tenun abhimAn chhoD. kadAchit puNyoday
anusAr lakShmIno sanyog rahe toy temAn kAI sukh nathI, te to adhruv ne asharaN ja chhe. (ahIn lakShmInI
mukhyatAthI vAt karI chhe, lakShmInI mAphak sharIr, putra, strI, mitra, makAn vageremAn paN yogya samajI levun.)
(2) vaLI koI em mAne ke hun to dhairyavALo chhun, to mArI lakShmI hun kem gumAvIsh? paN are bhAI!
tArun dhairya tArI paryAyamAn raheshe, lakShmI javA TANe tArun dhairya tene nahi rokI shake. tun dhairya rAkh mATe lakShmIno
viyog na thAy–em nathI. mATe ene adhruv jANIne temAnthI sukhabuddhi chhoD ne dhruvachaitanyanI bhAvanA kar.
(3) vaLI koI em mAne ke hun panDit ane DAhyo chhun tethI mArI buddhithI hun lakShmIne TakAvI rAkhIsh, tene javA
nahi daun.–to tene kahe chhe ke are bhAI! e paN tArI bhramaNA chhe. shun tArI vidyAne kAraNe lakShmI jatI aTakI jashe?–
nA. enA sanyogano kAL pUro thatAn tatkShaN te chAlI jashe, tArI lAkh buddhi ke DahApaN paN tyAn kAm nahi Ave. moTA
moTA bhaNelA–buddhivALA paN AjIvikA mATe rakhaDatA jovAmAn Ave chhe chhatAn temane lakShmI nathI maLatI, ane buddhinA
bAradAn abhaN mANasone paN lAkho rUpiyAnI pedAsh thatI jovAmAn Ave chhe–mATe buddhi vaDe lakShmInI rakShA thaI shakashe
e paN bhramaNA chhe. bhAI re, lakShmI to puNya hashe tyAn sudhI raheshe, temAn tArI buddhi joDavA karatAn AtmA hitamAn tArI
buddhi joDane!
(4) vaLI, koI em abhimAn kare ke hun to moTo baLavAn subhaT chhun, konI tAkAt chhe ke mArI lakShmI laI
shake! to tene kahe chhe ke–are mUDh! puNya khUTatAn lakShmI chAlI jashe tyAn tArun baL kAm nahi Ave. jatI lakShmIne tArun
baL nahi rokI shake. moTA moTA rAjanA dhaNI mahAbaLavAn rAjAo paN kShaNamAn pAyamAl thaI gayA, mATe e baLanun
abhimAn chhoD ne chaitanyane sAdhavAmAn tArun baL–puruShArtha joD. lakShmI chAlI jatI hashe tyAn tArun sharIranun baL kAm nahi
Ave; hA, jo gnAnabaL hashe to te AtmAnI shAnti mATe kAm Avashe. lakShmI raho ke jAo temAn mArun baL nathI,–te to
anitya svabhAvavALI ja chhe eTale teno kAL pUro thatAn te chAlI jashe. Am jANIne he jIv! tun tArA gnAnasvarUpanI
bhAvanA bhAv. e bhAvanA AnandanI jananI chhe.
(pa) vaLI koI em mAne ke, hun to pUjya chhun, loko mane bahumAn Ape chhe, mATe mArI lakShmIne koN lye?
Am lakShmIne dhruv mAnI rahyA chhe–te paN agnAnI chhe. lakShmI to adhruv chhe, harakoI prakAre teno sanyog chhUTI jashe. are,
potAnA sagA hAthe jamInamAn lakShmI dATI hoy, ane jyAn kADhavA jAy tyAn koyalA nIkaLe! koI laI gayun na hoy paN
lakShmI pote ja kolasArUpe pariNamI jAy. Avun paN bane chhe.
(6) vaLI koI em mAne ke hun dharmI chhun, hun vratAdi puNya karun chhun, to mArI lakShmI kyAn jashe? puNyathI
to lakShmI maLe. to tene kahe chhe ke–are bhAI! gnAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanA bhAv, ne lakShmInI ke puNyanI bhAvanA
chhoD. lakShmI puNyathI maLe chhe–e vAt kharI, parantu puNya pote paN adhruv chhe ne tenun phaL paN adhruv chhe. vaLI
puNya karIne lakShmI meLavavAnI je bhAvanA chhe te to pAp chhe. jo pUrvanA puNya khUTayAn to, vartamAn shubh
pariNAm hovA chhatAn lakShmI chAlI jAy chhe, mATe he bhAI, tun samaj ke e vastu ja AtmAne AdhIn nathI,
AtmAne AdhIn to potAno gnAnAnandasvabhAv chhe, mATe te svabhAvanI ja bhAvanA karavA jevI chhe. jaD lakShmI
kAI AtmAne sukhanI dAtAr nathI, AtmAno gnAnasvabhAv ja AtmAne sukhano dAtAr chhe.–je kharekhar dharmI
chhe te to Am jANIne svabhAvanI ja bhAvanA bhAve chhe. paN je dharmI na hovA chhatAn, k kdAnAdinA
shubhapariNAmathI potAne dharmI mAne chhe ne lakShmIne dhruv mAnIne tenI bhAvanA kare chhe–evA agnAnIne ahIn
samajAvyun chhe.
(7) vaLI koI em abhimAn kare ke hun rUpavAn chhun mATe mArI lakShmI nahi jAy, to te paN vyartha chhe. bhAI!
lakShmI kyAn rUp–kurUp jue chhe? kurUpavALAne tyAn paN lakShmInA DhagalA thAy chhe, ne rUpavAn paN daridrI dekhAy chhe.
sharIranA avayavomAn