20 Atmadharma 173
jAy chhe..dehathI bhinna gnAnAnandasvarUp AtmAne jANe to teono UgAro thAy. jem pitAbeThA hoy ne sAme teno putra
khaTArA nIche kachaDAIne marI jato hoy to pitAne karuNA Ave chhe (–sanyoganA kAraNe nahi paN potAne putra upar
mamatA chhe te kAraNe), tem munivaro ane AchArya bhagavanto mumukShu jIvonA dharmapitA chhe, A bahirAtmA
jIvone agnAnathI bhAvamaraNamAn maratA dekhIne teone karuNA Ave chhe ke arere! chaitanyane chUkIne
mohathI jagat mUrchhAI gayun chhe! tene potAnA AtmAnI sudhabudh rahI nathI. are! chaitanya bhagavAnane
A shun thayun ke jaD kalevaramAn mUrchhAI gayo? are jIvo! antaramAn pravesh karIe juo..tame to
chidAnandasvarUp amar chho, A deh to jaD vinAshak chhe. bahirAtmabuddhine lIdhe bahirAtmA anant
dukh bhogave chhe, ahIn हा! हतं जगत् em kahIne temanA upar karuNA karIne santo te bahirAtmabuddhi
chhoDAvavA mAnge chhe. ।। 14।।
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e rIte bahirAtmAnun svarUp varNavIne have kahe chhe ke A dehamAn Atmabuddhi te ja sansAranA dukhanun mUL chhe, mATe
he jIv! te bahirAtmapaNun chhoD, ne anrtaAtmAmAn pravesh karIne antarAtmA thA–
मूलं संसारदुःखस्य देह एवात्मधीस्ततः।
त्यकत्वैनां प्रविशेदन्तर्बहिरव्यापृतेन्द्रियः।।१५।।
A jaD sharIramAn Atmabuddhi karavI te ghor sansAradukhanun mULakAraN chhe, mATe he jIv! dehamAn
AtmApaNAnI mithyA kalpanA chhoDIne, bAhya viShayo taraphanI pravRutti rok, ne antaranA chaitanyasvarUpamAn pravesh
kar–evo upadesh chhe.
jIvane bhrAntirUpI bhUt evun vaLagyun chhe ke te dehane ja AtmA mAnIne, tene shaNagAre–navarAve–dhovarAve
temAn sukh mAne chhe. dharmAtmAne bahAramAn kyAy Atmabuddhi hotI nathI. sansAranA dukhanun mUL shun? ke sharIrAdi
hun–evI mithyAbuddhi ja sansAradukhanun mUL chhe. dehane AtmA mAne te potAnA gnAnane viShayothI pAchhun vALIne
AtmA taraph kem vALe? te to indriyo taraph ja gnAnanun valaN kare chhe ne bahAramAn ja vyApAr kare chhe, te ja
dukh chhe. indriyaviShayothI pAchhun vALIne gnAnane antaramAn ekAgra karatAn atIndriy Anandano svAd Ave chhe.
Anandanun bhANun bharyun chhe tene chhoDIne mUDh jIv bahAranA viShayomAn Anand mAne chhe. ahIn AchAryadev te mUDhabuddhi
chhoDavAnI preraNA kare chhe ke are jIv! bAhya viShayomAn bhaTakavun chhoD ne anrtaAtmAmAn pravesh kar. bahAramAn
sharIrAdithI tArun jIvan nathI, sharIramAn mUrchhAthI to tArun bhAvamaraN thAy chhe. tArun jIvan to tArA
chidAnandasvarUpamAn ja chhe, temAn tun pravesh kar.
jem rAjA potAne bhUlIne em mAne chhe ke hun bhIkhArI chhun; tem A chaitanyarAjA potAnA svarUpane bhUlIne, deh
te ja hun chhun–em mAnIne viShayono bhikhArI thaI rahyo chhe; tenun nAm bhAvamaraN chhe. tenA upar karuNA karIne kahe chhe ke
are jIvo!
“kShaN kShaN bhayankar bhAvamaraNe kAn aho! rAchI raho!”
e dehAdimAn Atmabuddhi chhoDo, ne bhinna chaitanyasvarUpane oLakhIne tenI shraddhA karo..ke jethI A ghor dukhothI
chhUTakAro thAy ne AtmAnun nirAkuL sukh pragaTe. AtmAnun svarUp oLakhIne pachhI tene sAdhatAn AtmA pote svayamev
paramAtmA banI jAy chhe. sAdhya ane sAdhan banne potAmAn chhe, potAthI bahAr koI sAdhya ke sAdhan nathI, mATe tamArI
chaitanyasampadAne sambhALo..ne bAhyabuddhi chhoDo–evo santono upadesh chhe. ।। 1p।।
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