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मत्तश्च्युत्वेन्द्रियद्वारैः पतितो विषयेष्वहम्।
तान् प्रपद्याऽहमिति मां पुरा वेद न तत्त्वतः।।१६।।
vartamAnamAn jene AtmAnun bhAn thayun chhe evo antarAtmA potAnI pUrva avasthAne vichAre chhe ke are! mArA
vAstavik svarUpane pUrve men na jANyun, ane mArA AvA AnandasvarUpathI chyUt thaIne, indriyodvArA patit thaIne hun
viShayomAn ja bhaTakayo, temAn ja sukh mAnIne hun mArA svarUpathI bhraShTa thayo.
AtmAnA svabhAvanun bhAn thatAn andar kRutakRutyatA vedAy chhe. aho, mArI prabhutA mArAmAn chhe, mArI prabhutAne hun
atyAr sudhI bhUlyo, tethI rakhaDayo; mArA AnandasvarUpathI chyUt thaIne viShayo taraphanA jhampApAtathI hun dukhI ja thayo.
paN have mane mArA AtmAnI apUrva prApti thaI. AvA AtmAnI prApti eTale ke shraddhA–gnAn–ramaNatA te samAdhinun
kAraN chhe. bhagavAnanI stutimAn bhagavAn pAse varadAn mAge chhe ke “समाहिवरमुत्तमं दिंतु” he bhagavAn! mane
samAdhinun uttam varadAn Apo. e samAdhi kem thAy tenI A vAt chhe.
vartamAn apUrva dashA sahit potAnI pUrva dashAne paN antarAtmA vichAre chhe ke arere!
indriyaviShayomAn men anantakAL vItAvyo chhatAn tenAthI ansh mAtra tRupti na thaI, paN have viShayAtIt
atIndriy gnAn svabhAvane jANatAn apUrva tRupti thaI gaI. vartamAnamAn atIndriy Anandano svAd
Avyo tyAre pUrvanA indriyaviShayo pratyethI udAsInatA thaI gaI ne em viShAd thayo ke arere! mArA
chaitanyaAnandane chUkIne pUrve indriyaviShayomAn men vyartha anantakAL vItAvyo.
jeNe AtmAnA atIndriy amRutano svAd chAkhyo tene viShayo viSh jevA lAge chhe..par
viShayo taraphanI lAgaNI tene dukharUp lAge chhe, AtmAnA nirvikalpa AnandanA vedan sivAy bIje
kyAy te potAno Anand svapney mAnato nathI. tene viShayonI mIThAs lAgatI hoy ke rAganI
mIThAs lAgatI hoy teNe atIndriy AtmAnA vItarAgI amRutano svAd chAkhyo nathI.
ek taraph atIndriy Anandano sAgar AtmA chhe;
bIjI taraph bAhyamAn indriyanA viShayo chhe.
tyAn jemAn sukh mAne te taraph jIv jhUke chhe. je jIv atIndriy AtmasvabhAv taraph jhUke chhe te to potAnA
atIndriyasukhane anubhave chhe; ane je jIv bAhya viShayomAn sukh mAnIne indriyaviShayo taraph jhUke chhe te ghor sansAranA
dukhane pAme chhe. sAmasAmA be mArga chhe–(1) atIndriyasvabhAvane chUkIne indriyaviShayo taraph jhUkAv te sansAramArga chhe.
ane (2) indriyaviShayomAn sukhabuddhi chhoDIne antaranA gnAnAnandasvabhAvamAn jhUkAv te mokShamArga chhe.
aho, AtmAmAn AnandanA nidhAn bharyA chhe te santo dekhADe chhe; paN agnAnathI andh thayelA mUDh
jIvo potAnA AnandanidhAnane dekhatA nathI.
आनंदं ब्रह्मणो रूपं निजदेहे व्यवस्थितम्।
ध्यानहीना न पश्यंति जात्यंधा ईव भास्करम्।
(– paramAnandastotra)
aho, nijadehamAn rahelo A gnAnasvarUp AtmA pote ja AnandasvarUp chhe, Anand ja tenun rUp chhe, paN antaramAn
lakSha karIne Ankh UghADe to dekhAyane? jem janmAndh manuShyo jhaLahaLatA sUryane paN dekhatA nathI tem indriyaviShayomAn
ja sukh mAnIne vartanArA mohAndh agnAnI jIvo potAnA AnandasvarUp AtmAne dekhatA nathI. teo viShayomAn evA
mUrchhAI gayA chhe ke jarAk pAchhun vALIne chaitanya sAme najar paN karatA nathI. gnAnI jANe chhe ke men paN pUrve agnAnadashAmAn
anantakAL gumAvyo, paN have mane mArA AtmAnun bhAn thayun, have men mArA atIndriy Anandano svAd chAkhyo, have mane
svapney bAhyaviShayomAn sukhabuddhi thavAnI nathI.
‘ज्ञानकला जिसके घट जागी
ते जगमांही सहज वैरागी।
ज्ञानी मगन विषयसुखमांही
यह विपरीत, संभवे नांही।।’