Atmadharma magazine - Ank 174
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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nirNay karanArane shuddha AtmAnA ja Ashraye ekAgratA thatAn paranI chintAthI pAchho pharI gayo, eTale ekAgra
chintAnirodharUp dhyAn thayun. parano hun kartA ne mArI paryAy parathI thAy–em je mAne tene paranI chintA chhUTe nahi ne
svamAn ekAgratA thAy nahi; eTale AtmAnun dhyAn tene thAy nahi; ane AtmAnA dhyAn vagar vItarAgabhAvarUp dharma
thAy nahi.
samasta shAstronun tAtparya vItarAgabhAv chhe, ne te vItarAgabhAv shuddha AtmAnA Ashraye ja
thAy chhe...eTale shuddha AtmAno Ashray karavo te ja samasta shAstrono sAr Tharyo. A samayasAranI
suprasiddha 1pamI gAthAmAn AchAryadeve e ja vAt spaShTa batAvI chhe ke je shuddha AtmAnI anubhUti chhe
te samasta jinashAsananI anubhUti chhe; shuddhAtmAne je jANe chhe te samasta jinashAsanane jANe chhe. A
mahAsiddhAnt ane jainashAsananun rahasya chhe.
aho! kundakund svAmI to bhagavAn hatA..temaNe to tIrthankar jevun kAm karyun chhe...ne amRutachandrAchArya temanA gaNadhar
jevA hatA. santoe ajab gajabanAn kAm karyA chhe. aho! AkAsh jevA nirAlambI munio to jainadharmanA stambh chhe.
nirAlambI AtmAne aDIne temanI vANI nIkaLI chhe. AvA vItarAgI santono, chaitanyapadane prApta karAvanAro param
hit–upadesh pAmIne AtmAne Unche Unche laI javo eTale ke antarmukh thaIne AtmAnI unnati karavI te ja jignAsu
AtmArthI jIvonun kartavya chhe.
prabho! tArI prabhutA tArAmAn paDI chhe. tun parane prabhutA Ap ne tenI pAsethI tArI prabhutA levA mAng
temAn to tArI pAmaratA chhe. tArI prabhutAnI bhIkh bIjA pAse mAngavI temAn tArI prabhutA–shobhA nathI paN
tArI dInatA chhe. e dInatA chhoD, ne tArI prabhutAne dhAraN kar. je jIv potAnA AtmAnI prabhutAne to
svIkArato nathI ne ekalI bAhyadraShTithI bhagavAn pAse jaIne kahe chhe ke “he bhagavAn! tame prabhu chho..he
bhagavAn! mArun hit karo..mane prabhutA Apo!” to bhagavAn tene kahe chhe ke re jIv! tArI prabhutA amArI
pAse nathI, bhAI! tArAmAn ja tArI prabhutA chhe, mATe tArA antaramAn vaL..anrtadraShTi karIne antaramAn ja tArI
prabhutAne shodh. jem amArI prabhutA amArAmAn chhe tem tArI prabhutA tArAmAn chhe; tAro AtmA ja prabhutAthI
bharelo chhe; tArA AtmAne sarvathA dIn mAnIne bahArathI tun prabhutA shodhIsh to tane tArI prabhutA nahi maLe.–
‘dIn bhayo prabhu pad jape mukti kahAnse hoy?’ potAmAn prabhutA bharelI chhe tene to mAnato nathI ne bahAramAn
bhaTake chhe tene to mithyAtvane lIdhe pAmaratA thAy chhe. rAg hovA chhatAn, rAg jeTalo tUchchha–pAmar hun nahi paN hun
to prabhutvashaktithI bharelo chhun,–em rAgane oLangI jaIne potAnI prabhutAno svIkAr karavo te apUrva
puruShArtha chhe. potAnI prabhutAne bhUlIne jIv sansAramAn rakhaDayo chhe, ne potAnI prabhutAnI sambhAL karavAthI jIv
pote paramAtmA thaI jAy chhe. dehathI pAr rAgathI pAr AtmAnI prabhutAne apUrva prayatnavaDe jyAn sudhI na
oLakhe tyAn sudhI bhedagnAn–samyaggnAn thAy nahi, ne samyaggnAn vagar agnAnIne dharma kevo? mATe jeNe
kharekhar dharma karavo hoy–dharmI thavun hoy teNe apUrva udyam karIne potAnA AtmasvabhAvanI oLakhANathI
bhedagnAn karavun joIe. bhedagnAnI jIv potAnA svabhAvanA Ashraye nirmaL–paryAyarUpe pariNamIne teno ja kartA
thAy chhe, ne vikArano kartA thato nathI; enun nAm dharma chhe.
aho! AtmAnI A shaktio batAvIne amRutachandradeve amRutanA relA reDayA chhe...are jIv! AvI AvI
shaktio tArAmAn ja chhe, to have tAre bahAramAn kyAn aTakavun chhe!! antaramAn tArI shaktithI paripUrNa
sarvaguNasampanna tArA AtmAnun ja avalamban kar..jethI tArA bhavadukhathI nIveDA Ave..ne tane mokShasukh prApta
thAy.
42mI kartRutvashaktinun varNan ahIn pUrun thayun.
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