Atmadharma magazine - Ank 176
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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paryAyano bhed pADIne lakShamAn letAn rAgano vikalpa thAy chhe, ne temAn svarUpanun dAn maLatun nathI. svarUpanun dAn levA mATe
svarUpanI sanmukh thavun joIe. chidAnand svabhAvanI sanmukh thaIne lIn thatAn svarUpanA shraddhA–gnAn–Anand vagerenun
dAn maLe chhe; ane te dAnano lenAr AtmA ja chhe eTale AtmA pote ja te svarUpe thaI jAy chhe.–Avo AtmAno
svabhAv chhe.
prashna– AtmA kyAn hashe?
uttara– jyAnnthI Avo prashna UThe chhe tyAn ja AtmA chhe. ‘AtmA kyAn hashe?’ evo prashna pUchhanAr pote ja
AtmA chhe. AtmA vinA e prashna koN pUchhe? AtmAnI bhUmikAmAn ja e prashna UThe chhe.
vaLI ‘AtmA kyAn hashe?’ em prashna pUchhayo temAn ja e vAt AvI jAy chhe ke teno uttar samajavAnI tAkAt
potAmAn chhe.
‘AtmA kyAn hashe?’ te prashnanA uttaramAn gnAnI em kahe chhe ke “A je jANanAr–dekhanAr chhe te ja AtmA
chhe,”–ane prashna pUchhanArane Avo uttar lakShamAn Ave chhe ke gnAnIe mane Am kahyun; je gnAnavaDe te lakShamAn Ave chhe te
gnAnamAn ja AtmA chhe, mATe he bhAI! tun pote ja AtmA chho; mATe tArA gnAnamAn ja AtmAne shodh. A deh te tun nathI,
dehamAn shodhye AtmA nahi maLe. deh to jaD, rUpI ane drashya chhe, tenAthI judo chetan, arUpI ane draShTA AtmA chhe; deh
vinAshI chhe, AtmA avinAshI chhe; deh indriyagochar chhe, AtmA indriyagochar nathI paN atIndriy chhe; deh sanyogI
kRutrim vastu chhe, AtmA asanyogI svAbhAvik vastu chhe. badhAyane jANanAr ‘A jANanAro hun ja chhun’–em potAne
nathI jANato–e Ashcharya chhe!! jANanAr pote potAne ja nathI jANato, pote potAne ja bhUlI jAy chhe, e ek moTI
bhramaNA chhe, ne te bhramaNAne lIdhe ja sansAradukh chhe.
ek vAr das mUrkhAo ek gAmathI bIje gAm jatA hatA. rastAmAn ek nadI AvI; nadI pAr karIne
sAme kAnThe AvyA, tyAn ek mANas bolyo ke ApaNAmAnthI koI DUbI to nathI gayun ne?–chAlo sankhyA gaNI
joIe. em kahIne sankhyA gaNavA mAnDI–‘ek, be, traN, chAr, pAnch, chha, sAt, ATh ne nav!’ tarat ja tene
dhrAsako paDayo ke arar! ApaNAmAnthI ek jaN DUbI gayo! pachhI bIjo mUrkho gaNavA Ubho thayo. em ek pachhI
ek badhAy mUrakhAoe gaNyA, to nav ja thayA.–kemake darek gaNanAro pote potAne ja gaNatAn bhUlI jato hato.
badhA bhegA thaIne vimAsaNamAn paDI gayA ke ek jaN DUbI gayo, have shun karavun? teo gaDamathal karatA hatA tyAn
koI DAhyo musAphar tyAnthI nIkaL‌yo, te A mUrakhAonI gaDamathalanun kAraN samajI gayo, ane kahyun bhAIo!
dhIrA thAo..shAnt thAo..tamArAmAnthI koI khovANun nathI...chAlo, badhA ek sAthe lAInamAn UbhA
raho..juo...A ek...A be...A traN...chAr...pAnch...chha.. sAt...ATh...nav ne A...das! tame dasedas pUrepUrA
chho...e jANIne mUrakhAonI bhramaNA TaLI ne shAnti thaI. temane khyAl Avyo ke are! pote potAne ja gaNatA
bhUlI jatA hatA tethI ‘nav’ thatA hatA ne ek jaN khovAI javAnI bhramaNA thaI hatI, eTale ‘apane ko Ap
bhUlake hairAn ho gayA.’
te das mUrakhAonI jem agnAnI jIvo pote potAnA svarUpane bhUlI jAy chhe. A sharIr, A rAg–em
lakShamAn lye chhe, paN tene jANanAro hun gnAyak chhun–em pote potAne svasamvedanathI lakShamAn leto nathI; tethI rAgAdimAn ne
sharIrAdimAn ja potApaNAnI bhrAntithI te herAn thAy chhe. gnAnI tene tenun svarUp batAvatAn kahe chhe ke are jIv! tun shAnt
thA...dhIro thA...ne dhIro thaIne tArA antaramAn jo...tArun AnandasvarUp to rAgathI ne dehathI atyant bhinna gnAn ne
AnandasvarUp ja chhe. e pramANe antarmukh thaIne AtmAne jANatAn ja bhramaNA TaLIne jIv Anandit thAy chhe. tyAre tene
em paN thAy chhe ke are! atyAr sudhI mArA potAnA ja astitvane bhUlIne hun bhramaNAthI dukhI thayo, ‘apane ko
Ap bhUl ke hairAn ho gayA.’
(draShTAntamAn mUrakhAo das hatA ne DAhyo ek hato; tem jagatamAn agnAnI jIvo ghaNA chhe, ne gnAnI to koI
viral ja hoy chhe.)
agnAnI potAnA AtmAne bhUlIne paramAn AtmA shodhe chhe; paN paramAn to AtmAno abhAv chhe. ahIn