Atmadharma magazine - Ank 178
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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je samyagdarshanAdi bhAvo pragaTayA chhe te ja amArun ‘sva’ chhe ne tenA ja ame svAmI chhIe,-A rIte mAtra
potAnA sva-bhAvamAn ja sva-svAmIpaNun jANe chhe. A sivAy sharIr ke rAgAdi sAthe sva-svAmIpaNun mAnatA nathI.
AchAryadeve to kahyun ke jo tun ajIvane potAnun mAnIne te ajIvano svAmI thavA jaIsh to tun ajIv
thaI jaIsh!-eTale ke jIvatattva tArI shraddhAmAn nahi rahe, mATe he bhAI! jo tun tArI shraddhAmAn tArA
jIvatattvane jIvatun rAkhavA mAngato ho to tArA AtmAne gnAyakasvabhAvI ja jANIne teno ja svAmI thA, ne
bIjAnun svAmIpaNun chhoD.
prashna– munioe dhan-makAn-strI-vastra vagere chhoDI dIdhun chhe eTale te to teno svAmI nathI, parantu amAre
gRuhasthone to te badhuy hoy eTale ame to tenA svAmI kharA ne?
uttara– are bhAI! shun munino AtmA ne tAro AtmA judI judI jAtanA chhe? ahIn AtmAnA
svabhAvanI vAt chhe; jagatano koIpaN AtmA paradravyano to svAmI chhe ja nahi. siddhabhagavAn ke sansArI
mUDh prANI, kevaLI bhagavAn ke agnAnI, muni ke gRuhasthI koIpaN AtmA paradravyano svAmI nathI. have
munine strI-vastrAdino rAg chhUTI gayo chhe ne tane te rAg nathI chhUTayo; rAg hovA chhatAn, AtmAno svabhAv
gnAyakamUrti chhe, rAganun svAmIpaNun paN mArA gnAyakasvabhAvamAn nathI-em pahelAn nirNay to kar. dharmIne rAg
hovA chhatAn tenA abhiprAyamAn ‘rAg te hun’ evI rAganI pakkaD nathI paN ‘gnAyakasvabhAv ja hun’-evI
svabhAvanI pakkaD chhe. chaitanyasvabhAvane chUkIne dehAdi paranun svAmIpaNun mAnavun te to mithyAtva chhe ja, ane
shubhAshubh pariNAmanun svAmItva te paN mithyAtva ja chhe.
prashna– shubhAshubh pariNAmano svAmI AtmA nathI to koN chhe?
uttara– shubhAshubh pariNAm AtmAnI paryAyamAn thAy chhe te apekShAe to AtmA ja teno svAmI chhe. parantu
ahIn to AtmAnA svabhAvanun-AtmAnI shaktinun varNan chAle chhe. shubhAshubh pariNAm te AtmAno svabhAv nathI,
AtmA to gnAyakasvabhAvI chhe; te gnAyakasvabhAvanA Ashraye shubhAshubh bhAvarUp pariNaman thatun ja nathI, mATe
gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTivALA dharmAtmA shubhAshubh pariNAmanA svAmI thatA nathI; gnAyakasvabhAvanA Ashraye je
samyagdarshanAdi vItarAgI pariNAm thayA tenA ja te svAmI thAy chhe. agnAnIne gnAyakasvabhAvanI draShTi nathI tethI te
ja shubhAshubh pariNAmano svAmI thaIne-temAn ekatvabuddhithI mithyAtvarUpe pariName chhe.
dharmI jANe chhe ke hun to mArA gnAn-Anand vagere anant guNono svAmI chhun, ne te ja mArA sva-bhAvo chhe.
mArun svarUp evun nathI ke hun vikArano svAmI thAun. vikArano svAmI to vikAr hoy, mAro shuddhabhAv vikArano
svAmI kem hoy? mArA gnAyakasvabhAv sAthe ekatva thayelo je nirmaLabhAv (samyagdarshan-gnAn-chAritra) te ja mArun
sva chhe ne hun teno ja svAmI chhun. mArA A sva-dhanane hun kadI chhoDato nathI. je mArun sva hoy te mArAthI judun kem
paDe? svabhAvamAn ekAgra thatAn rAgAdi to mArAthI chhUTA paDI jAy chhe mATe te mArun sva nathI.
je jene potAnun mAne te tene chhoDavA mAnge nahi. rAgane je potAnun sva mAne chhe te rAgane chhoDavA
mAngato nathI. eTale potAnA svabhAvathI te rAgane judo nathI jANato, tethI te to mithyAdraShTi ja chhe. je
em jANe ke hun to gnAyak svabhAv chhun, rAg te mArA svabhAvathI judo bhAv chhe, Am jANIne gnAyak
svabhAvanA Ashraye samyagdarshanAdi bhAv pragaT kare, pachhI tene je alparAg rahe te asthiratA pUrato
chAritradoSh kahevAy. tene shraddhAmAn gnAyak bhAvanun ja svAmIpaNun varte chhe, rAganun svAmIpaNun vartatun nathI
eTale shraddhAno doSh tene chhUTI gayo chhe. parantu je jIv gnAyakasvabhAvane ja potAno jANIne tenI
sanmukhatAthI samyagdarshanAdi rUpe pariNamato nathI, ne paranA tathA rAganA ja svAmItvapaNe pariName chhe tene
to shraddhA ja khoTI chhe; ane shraddhAno doSh te anant sansAranun kAraN chhe.
prashna– A AtmA parano svAmI nahi, parantu Ishvare AtmAne banAvyo chhe tethI te to A AtmAnA
svAmI kharA ne?
uttara– e to vaLI ghaNI moTI mUDhatA thaI. A AtmAne koIe banAvyo nathI. AtmA svayamsiddha vastu
chhe, teno koI banAvanAr nathI. Ishvaranun svarUp paN