Atmadharma magazine - Ank 179
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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bhAdaravo 2484 9
aho..chaitanya darIyo! shAnt–Anand rasathI bharelo sAgar...tene agnAnIo dekhatA nathI, ne ekalA
vikArane ja dekhe chhe. jem koI mANas dariyAno ajAN, agAdh jaLathI bharelA dariyAne to nathI dekhato, ne
ekalA mojAnne ja dekhe chhe, mojAn UchhaLe chhe em tene lAge chhe; paN kharekhar mojAn nathI UchhaLatAn, andar Akho
dariyo agAdh jaLathI bharelo chhe te dariyAnI tAkAt UchhaLe chhe. tem agAdh–gambhIr svabhAvothI bharelA A
chaitanyadariyAne je nathI jANato tene ekalI vikArI paryAy ja bhAse chhe; anant shaktithI bharelo chaitanya dariyo
agnAnIne nathI dekhAto eTale tenI paryAyamAn te shaktio ullasatI nathI, vikAr ja ullase chhe. gnAnI to
anantashaktithI bharelA akhanD chaitanyasamudramAn DUbakI mArIne, tene vishvAsamAn laIne, tenA AdhAre potAnI
paryAyamAn nijashaktione UchhALe chhe, eTale ke nirmaLapaNe pariNamAve chhe. A rIte gnAnI anantashaktithI
ullasatA potAnA anekAntamay chaitanyatattvane anubhave chhe, ane AvA anekAntamUrti bhagavAn chaitanyano
anubhav karavo te ja A shaktionA varNananun tAtparya chhe.
siddha ane arahant bhagavAnamAn jevI sarvagnatA, jevI prabhutA, jevo atIndriy Anand ane jevun AtmavIrya chhe
tevI ja sarvagnatA, prabhutA, Anand ane vIryanI tAkAt A AtmAmAn paN bharI ja chhe.
bhAI! ek vAr harakh to lAv...ke aho! mAro AtmA Avo! gnAn–AnandanI paripUrNa tAkAt mArA
AtmAmAn bharI ja chhe, mArA AtmAnI tAkAt haNAI gaI nathI. ‘arere! hun dabAI gayo, vikArI thaI gayo...have kem
mArun mAthun Unchun thashe!’–em Dar nahi. munjhA nahi...hatAsh na thA...ek vAr svabhAvano harakh lAv...svabhAvano utsAh
kar...teno mahimA lAvIne tArI tAkAtane UchhAL!
aho! Anandano dariyo potAnA antaramAn UchhaLe chhe tene to jIvo jotA nathI ne taraNAn jevA tuchchha
vikArane ja dekhe chhe. are jIvo! Am antaramAn najar karIne AnandanA dariyAne dekho...chaitanyasamudramAn DubakI
mAro!!
Anandano sAgar antaramAn chhe tene bhUlIne agnAnI to bahAramAn kShaNik puNyanA ThATh dekhe temAn ja sukh
mAnIne murchhAI jAy chhe, ne jarAk pratikULatA dekhe tyAn dukhamAn murchhAI jAy chhe; paN param mahimAvant potAnA
AnandasvabhAvane dekhato nathI. gnAnI to jANe chhe ke hun pote ja AnandasvabhAvathI bharelo chhun, kyAy bahAramAn
mAro Anand nathI, ke mArA Anandane mATe koI bAhya padArthanI mAre jarUr nathI. Avun bhAn hovAthI gnAnI
bahAramAn puNya–pApanA ThAThamAn mUrchhAtA nathI ke mUnjhAtA nathI. puNyanA ThATh AvIne paDe tyAn gnAn kahe chhe ke are
puNya! rahevA de...have tArA dekhAv amAre nathI jovA, amAre to sAdi anant amArA Anandane ja jovo chhe;
amArA AtmAnA atIndriy Anand sivAy A jagatamAn bIjun kAI amane priy nathI. amAro Anand amArA
AtmAmAn ja chhe. A puNyanA ThAThamAn kyAy amAro Anand nathI. puNyano ThATh amane Anand ApavA samartha
nathI, temaj pratikULatAnA ganj amArA Anandane lUnTavA samartha nathI.–AvI anrtadashA hoy chhe. tene svasamvedan–
pratyakShathI potAnA Anandanun vedan thayun chhe. AtmAno evo achintya svabhAv chhe ke svasamvedan pratyakShathI ja te
jaNAy; ‘svayam pratyakSha thAy evo AtmAno svabhAv chhe. svayam pratyakSha svabhAvanI pUrNatAmAn parokShapaNun ke kram rahe
evo svabhAv nathI. temaj svayam pratyakSha AtmAmAn vachche vikalpa–rAg–vikAr ke nimittanI upAdhi garI jAy–
em paN nathI, eTale ke vyavahAranA avalambane AtmAnun samvedan thAy–em banatun nathI. paranI ane rAganI
AD vachchethI kADhI nAnkhIne, potAnA ekAkAr svabhAvane ja sIdhesIdho sparshIne AtmAnun svasamvedan thAy chhe,
A sivAy bIjA koI upAyathI AnandasvarUp bhagavAn AtmAnun vedan thatun nathI.
aho! Avo svasamvedanasvabhAvI chaitanya bhagavAn AtmA pote birAjI rahyo chhe, paN potAnI sAme na jotAn
vikAranI sAme ja jue chhe tethI vikAranun ja vedan thAy chhe. jo antaramAn najar karIne potAnA chidAnandasvarUpane nIhALe
to Anandanun vedan thAy ne vikAranun vedan TaLe.
AtmAno Avo pragaT mahimA santo batAve chhe. A achintya mahimAne lakShamAn laIne ek vAr paN jo
antarathI UchhaLIne tenun bahumAn kare to sansArathI beDo