Atmadharma magazine - Ank 179
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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bhAdaravo 2484 17
‘sva’ nA gnAnapUrvak parane paN potAnA jevo ja svabhAve je jANe chhe tene parapratye shatru–mitrapaNAnI mAnyatA
thatI nathI. ane ‘sva’ nA gnAnavagar parane jANato ja nathI, to jANyA vagar tene shatru ke mitranI kalpanA kyAthi
thAy? agnAnI to jaD sharIrane ja dekhe chhe ne tene ja shatru–mitrapaNe mAne chhe, paN sharIr to hun nathI mATe hun koIno
shatru–mitra nathI ne mAre koI shatru–mitra nathI. mArA gnAnasvarUp AtmAne ja hun anubhavun chhun.
juo, A gnAnInI vItarAgI bhAvanA! pote potAnA AtmAne bodhasvarUp dekhe chhe ne jagatanA badhAy
AtmAo paN evA bodhasvarUp ja chhe em jANe chhe, tethI potAne koI pratye shatru–mitrapaNAnI buddhi rahI nathI,
temaj bIjA mane shatru–mitra mAnatA hashe evun shalya rahyun nathI. ‘agna’ to mane dekhatA nathI, ne ‘vigna’ koIne shatru–
mitra mAnatA nathI kem ke tene AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanAthI rAgadveSh kShay thaI gayA chhe. A rIte agna ke vigna koInI
sAthe mAre shatru ke mitrapaNun nathI; hun to gnAnasvarUp chhun. A rIte bodhasvarUp AtmAnI bhAvanAthI vItarAgI samAdhi
thAy chhe.
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e rIte, “hun shuddha bodhasvarUp chhun, mAre koInI sAthe shatru–mitrapaNun nathI.”–evA gnAnavaDe bahirAtmapaNun
chhoDIne, antarAtmA thaIne, sankalpa–vikalpa rahit paramAtmAne bhAvavo em have kahe chhe–
त्यक्त्वैवं बहिरात्मानमन्तरात्मव्यवस्थितः।
भावयेत्परमात्मानं सर्वसंकल्पवर्जितम्।।२७।।
pUrvokta rIte, “hun bodhasvarUp chhun”–evA sva–samvedanadvArA bahirAtmapaNun chhoDIne antarAtmA thavun ane
antarAtmA thaIne samasta sankalpa–vikalpothI rahit paramAtmAne bhAvavo. AvI paramAtmabhAvanA te paramAtmA thavAno
upAy chhe.
hajI to je parane shatru–mitra mAne chhe tene paramAtmatattvanI bhAvanA hotI nathI, tene to rAgadveShanI ja bhAvanA
chhe. hun badhAyathI judo bodhasvarUp ja chhun–em jANIne bahirAtmapaNun chhoDavun ne antarAtmA thavun; e rIte AtmasvarUpanA
gnAtA antarAtmA thaIne potAnA paramAtmatattvane sarvavikalparahit thaIne bhAvavun. AvI bhAvanAthI AtmAnun sahaj
sukh anubhavamAn Ave chhe, ne vItarAgI samAdhi thAy chhe. mATe jagatanA dvandva–phandanA vikalpo chhoDIne gnAnAnandasvarUp
paramAtmAnI ja bhAvanA karavI.
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gnAnAnandasvarUpane jANIne tenI ja bhAvanA karavAthI shun phaL thAy chhe te have kahe chhe ke–
सोऽहमित्यात्तसंस्कारस्तस्मिन् भावनया पुनः।
तत्रैव द्दढसंस्काराल्लभते ह्यात्मनि स्थितिम्।।२८।।
A je shuddhagnAnasvarUp paramAtmA chhe te ja hun chhun. evA sanskAr pAmIne, vAramvAr temAn bhAvanA karIne, temAn ja
draDh sanskAr thatAn AtmasvarUpamAn sthiti thAy chhe. A rIte svarUpamAn sthiratA thatAn AtmA param AnandanA anubhavamAn
magna thAy chhe.
juo, A paramAtmA thavA mATenI bhAvanA; anAdithI AtmAnA vAstavik svarUpane bhUlIne, deh te hun, athavA
rAg te hun–evI viparIt bhAvanA draDhapaNe ghUnTI chhe, paN dehathI ne rAgathI pAr, jevA paramAtmA chhe tevo ja hun chhun–evI
bhAvanA pUrve kadI jIve bhAvI nathI. ‘gnAnaAnandano pinD paramAtmA hun chhun’–
अप्पा सो परमप्पा–evI draDhabhAvanAvaDe temAn
ekatvabuddhi thatAn apUrva Anandanun svasamvedan thAy chhe. ‘hun manuShya chhun’ ityAdi bhAvanA jem draDhapaNe ghUnTAI gaI chhe tem
‘hun manuShya nahi parantu hun to dehathI bhinna gnAnasharIrI paramAtmA chhun’–evI bhAvanA draDhapaNe ghUnTAvI joIe.–evI
draDhabhAvanA thavI joIe ke temAn ja abhedatA bhAse, temAn ja potApaNun bhAse, ne dehAdimAn kyAy potApaNun na bhAse;
svapnamAn paN em Ave ke hun chidAnand paramAtmA chhun...anant siddha bhagavantonI sAthe hun vasun chhun. ‘sharIr te hun chhun’ em
svapne paN na bhAse. A rIte AtmabhAvanAnA draDh sanskAravaDe temAn ja lInatA thatAn AtmA pote paramAtmA thaI jAy
chhe.–paramAtma svarUpanI bhAvanAnun A phaL chhe; kem ke–‘jevI bhAvanA tevun bhavan.’
je potAnA AtmAne shuddha svarUpe bhAve chhe–anubhave chhe tene shuddhatArUp bhavan–pariNaman thAy chhe; ane je
potAnA AtmAne rAgAdi ashuddhasvarUpe ja anubhave chhe tene ashuddhatArUp pariNaman thAy chhe.
‘je shuddha jANe Atmane te shuddha Atma ja meLave;
aNashuddha jANe Atmane, aNashuddha Atma ja te lahe.’