Atmadharma magazine - Ank 179
(Year 15 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2484, A.D. 1958)
(English transliteration).

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4 Atmadharma 179
thaIne je shiShya panchAstikAyasangrahane jANe chhe...te sarva dukhathI parimukta thAy chhe.
jem koI mANas ghaNA divasano kShudhAtUr hoy, ane kShudhA maTADavA mATe yAchakapaNe–mAn mUkIne bhojan mAnge,
te potAne mATe mAnge chhe, bIjAne devA mATe nahIn; mArun bhUkhanun dukh maTe evun kAI bhojan mane Apo–em yAchak
thaIne mAnge chhe. evA kShudhAtUrane bhojan maLe to kevun mIThun lAge? suko roTalo maLe to paN mITho lAge..ne harShathI
potAnI kShudhA maTADe.
tem je jIvane AtmAnI laganI lAgI chhe–bhUkh lAgI chhe, are, anAdi kALathI sansAramAn bhramaN karato
mAro AtmA kyAy sukh na pAmyo, ekAnt dukh ja pAmyo, have dukhathI chhUTIne mAro AtmA sukh kem pAme–
em sukhanA upAyane jhankhe chhe, te jIv gnAnI sant pAse jaIne dInapaNe–bhIkhArInI jem–yAchak thaIne vinayathI
mAnge chhe ke prabho! mArA AtmAnA sukhano mArga mane samajAvo, A bhavadukhathI chhUTavAno mArga mane batAvo.–
Am je AtmAno garaju thaIne Avyo ne tene AtmAnA AnandanI vAt sAmbhaLavA maLe to kevI mIThI lAge!–
e vakhate te bIjA lakShamAn na rokAy, paN ek ja lakShe AtmAnun svarUp samajIne potAnun dukh maTADe. AtmAno
kharekharo arthI thaIne je sAmbhaLe chhe tene shravaN thatAn ja antaramAn pariNamI jAy chhe. jem kharI–kaDakaDatI bhUkh
lAgI hoy tene bhojan peTamAn paDatAn ja pariNamI jAy chhe, tem jene chaitanyanI kharI abhilAShA jAgI chhe tene
vANI kAne paDatAn ja AtmAmAn te pariNamI jAy chhe.
jem tRuShAtUrane shItaL pANI maLatAn premapUrvak pIe chhe tem AtmAnA arthIne chaitanyanA shAntarasanun pAn
maLatAn atyant ruchipUrvak jhIlIne antaramAn pariNamAvI de chhe. dhom taDakAmAn retInA raN vachche AvI paDayo hoy,
tarasathI taraphaDatAn kanThagataprAN thaI gayo hoy, pANI–pANIno pukAr karato hoy, ne evA TANe shItaL–madhur
pANI maLe to kevI talapathI pIe!! tem vikAranI AkuLatArUpI dhom taDakAmAn, bhavaraNanI vachche bhamato jIv
sekAI rahyo chhe, tyAn AtmArthI jIvane AtmAnI tRuShA lAgI chhe–laganI lAgI chhe, AtmAnI shAnti mATe jhankhe chhe;
evA jIvane santonI madhur vANIdvArA chaitanyanA shAntarasanun pAn maLatAn ja antaramAn pariNamI jAy chhe. korA ghaDA
upar pANInun TIpun paDe, ne jem chUsI lye tem AtmArthI jIv AtmAnA hitanI vAtane chUsI lye chhe–antaramAn
pariNamAvI de chhe.
AtmArthI jIvane potAnun AtmasvarUp samajavA mATe antaramAn eTalI garaj chhe ke bIjA loko mAn–apamAn
kare tenI sAme joto nathI; ‘mAre to mArA AtmAne rIjhavavo chhe,–mAre jagatane nathI rIjhavavun; jagat karatAn AtmA
vahAlo lAgyo chhe, AtmA karatAn jagat vahAlun nathI, (jagat iShTa nahi AtmAthI)’–AvI AtmAnI laganIne lIdhe
jagatanA mAn–apamAnane gaNakArato nathI. mAre samajIne mArA AtmAnun hit sAdhavun chhe, evun ja lakSha chhe; paN hun
samajIne bIjAthI adhik thAun, ke hun samajIne bIjAne samajAvun–evI vRutti UThatI nathI. juo, A AtmArthI jIvanI
pAtratA!
jem thAkelAne vishrAm maLatAn (agar vAhan maLatAn) harShit thAy, ne rogathI pIDAtA manuShyane vaidya maLatAn
utsAhit thAy, tem bhavabhramaN karI karIne thAkelA ane AtmabhrAntinA rogathI pIDAtA jIvane, te thAk utAranArI ne
rog maTADanArI chaitanyasvarUpanI vAt kAne paDatAn ja utsAhapUrvak te tenun sevan kare chhe. sAchA sadguru vaide je prakAre kahyun
te prakAre te chaitanyanun sevan kare chhe; sant pAse dIn thaIne bhIkhArInI jem ‘AtmA’ mAnge chhe ke prabho! mane AtmA
samajAvo.
madhadariyAmAn DubakAn khAto hoy tene ek ja lakSha chhe ke hun dariyAmAn DubatAn kem bachun? tyAn koI sajjan
AvIne tene bachAve to kevI upakArabuddhi thAy?–ahA! mane dariyAmAn Dubato ANe bachAvyo, mane jIvan
Apyun–em mahAupakAr mAne chhe, tem bhavasamudramAn gothAn khAI khAIne thAkelA jIvane ek ja lakSha chhe ke mAro
AtmA A sansArasamudrathI kem bache! tyAn koI gnAnI puruSh tene taravAno upAy batAve to te pramAd vagar,
ullasatA bhAvathI te upAy angIkAr kare chhe. jem DUbatA puruShane koI vahANamAn besavAnun kahe to shun te jarAy
pramAd kare?–na ja kare; tem
sansArathI taravAnA kAmI AtmArthI jIvane
gnAnI santo bhedagnAnarUpI vahANamAn besavAnun